4 years had passed since her hunger games. To say she was sane would be insane. Being a mentor and watching the tributes died it sucked. Most didn't make it past the 74th hunger games had come around and Clovia was standing with her tributes. She hoped they would make it past the bloodbath. Whenever she looked at them she remembered her own games. Then that sucked her in for night terrors. She rarely ever got a good nights sleep. Her tributes were both 15. They were Jake and Clara, they were young and very small. Clara was generally a quiet girl. Clovia knew she'd make it a fair bit but Jake, clumsy Jake. He wouldn't make it far.

"Are there any tactics we should know about?" Clara asked her and Clovia looked at her with remembered hating pity. They probably hated it too.

"With you two? Be smart, avoid confrontation and if given the chance detach yourself from your partner they only weigh you down from surviving." Clovia explained to them coldly taking another drink. Then there was the parade Clovia felt sick every time she looked at their costumes. Finnick walked up to her with a soft smirk.

"Hey beautiful want a blindfold?" Finnick asked her with mischief in his voice.

"I would do just about anything to un-look that. It's cute but they aren't 4 years old." Clovia spat with distaste and looked away from the scene. Finnick smirked and placed his hand on the small of her back. She smirked.

"You and I both. Looks like 12 is terrifying for the first time ever." Finnick told her with a smirk making Clovia laugh loudly.

"Oh I know can't wait to see how she tears up the games. Or even him. That don't give the boy much attention" Clovia said with a sadistic smirk. Finnick smiled looking down at her. Soon Johana walked up to her and Finnick with a grin.

"You two should hurry up and get together I think we can all agree that neither of you will be 100% willingly faithful." Joana told them with a cold laugh. Clovia tilted her head amused.

"Oh Joana how I've missed your wittiness. We really should hang out some time." Clovia said with a smirk of her own.

"Maverick!" Haymitch called out and Clovia nodded at her two friends and ran over to where Haymitch was with his two tributes. She jumped on him wrapping her legs around his waist and he caught her hugging her tightly and let her down. "How you doing short stack?" Haymitch asked her grinning. Clovia laughed lightly and turned to see the two tributes.

"I'm actually Clovia but whatever works for Haymitch. I'm a mentor." She introduced herself to them and they both nodded and looked at her slightly intimidated.

"Katniss" The cold girl with a stony face said to her. Clovia nodded and turned to the boy.

"Peeta it's nice to meet you Clovia I saw you on the tour a few years ago." Peeta told her and Clovia nodded and bowed tauntingly.

"You are cute Peeta. I'm rooting for you. Katniss may the odds be ever in your favour. Haymitch I'm coming up to your penthouse tonight a celebration is in order." Clovia told them pushing past them and walking back to Finnick and Joana and their tributes as well as her own. For the next few days she watched as her tributes practiced. Her night hanging with Haymitch was full of drunken happiness and dancing. She then had to make sure her tributes were prepared. She watched the games with Finnick, Veil, Joana and Haymitch and they all watched as the fight went on. As Haymitch told Katniss to put on a show with Peeta. And when the two from 12 won Clovia retreated bitterly. Veil came and stood beside her. She was so angry. She was throwing things around the house and breaking the walls. She screamed loudly and Veil grabbed her by the arms steadying her.

"Look calm down Clovia" Veil told her but Clovia punched him in the face and then kicked him in the stomach so he fell to the ground. Clovia kept screaming and grabbed a hammer and swung it so that it hit the wall with a loud crash breaking the wall. Veil then sent a message to Finnick telling him to come as quickly as he could. It was an hour ride and he knew Clovia went through these rage fits often. It was a side effect of the games. She had these terrors at night and was basically described as crazy. That didn't stop her from being a sex symbol. Veil tried to calm her down in the meantime. "Clovia, CLOVIA!" Veil yelled to her trying to keep her still and she went to punch him again but he grabbed her fist and pushed it down. He had to admit she was very strong, she must have kept her training up even after the games. He then slapped her across the face trying to stop moving. She then punched him in the face. But he did over power her in strength and pushed her away.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me" She yelled saying it over and over again. Soon Finnick ran into the room and looked to Veil. He then grabbed Clovia's face and their eyes met. Blue meeting sea green. He then looked at the tears forming and she hugged him crying heavily.

"Veil can you give us a moment." Finnick said to him and Veil nodded and walked out. Finnick helped her up to her bedroom and they both sat on her bed and he looked at her carefully. "What happened?" Finnick asked her carefully.

"Katniss gets to get out of the games with the man she doesn't even love. She gets that choice. But I didn't. I had to kill Macron and then I watched Alister die. I should have gotten that choice. She doesn't love him." Clovia cried into him. Finnick then pulled her away from him and smiled lightly.

"Don't give into this grief Clovia, it takes 10 times as long to put yourself back together than it does to fall apart." Finnick told her with a soft smile and kind eyes. Clovia looked him in the eyes and hugged him tightly and they moved apart and their faces so close.

"He sells you too doesn't he?" She asked him and he looked at her sadly.

"Yes, but I think we both get more than money from that." Finnick told her and she nodded. She then moved her face closer to him and they kissed. Their lips started out slow. Clovia was the first to pull away. She looked at him with uncertainty. He then pulled her in for another kiss this time it was deep and passionate their lips moving together slow and deep but they both started to get more fast and needy. Finnick then laid her onto the bed and laid on top of her moving his hands down to her waist and up her shirt all the while they continued kissing. Clovia smiled into the now make out. Soon enough clothes were off and they were making slow love to each other. This kept going on for a few months. They admitted they loved each other. But they didn't make it public. But it was in the tabloids they were all the talk. They basically spent most of their time with each other. Then when she wasn't with Finnick she was with Veil. The two had grown closer than before. So other than her being in a relationship with Finnick there was talk of a love triangle.

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