The main character will stay anonymous, she has no name, no features, no direct description.
Disclaimer: ©Naruto characters belong to Masashi Kishimoto
Warnings: This fic involves strong language, suggestive themes, violence, Pro-eating disorders, bulimia, anorexia, Sexual intercourse, and drugs all involving teens and young adults.
Summary:The new girl, upon her arrival to Witherdale Heights, is taken under the wing and friendship of the two most popular and feared students: Sasuke Uchiha & Suigetsu Hozuki. She falls under their shadows with ditching class, lying, drugs, self-esteem issues, stealing, and exhibiting herself. It's all part of growing up. But will it ever be enough?
Note: Coon is a nickname given to the main character, it is NOT her name. She HAS no description, she just is. I made her that way so you could relate with her, and her problems. Thank you.
Monster
Phase 7
-Where Is My Mind-
Sasuke walked around the kitchen three times. He was tweaking and tripping over his own feet. " Ah fuck, there they are! " He greedily swiped a set of keys of the marble counter. Catching his balance her looked at them with his mouth drooping. His dark eyes were glossy. He just stared at them for awhile, before moving one leg behind the other and tumbling onto the kitchen island. As their muscles barely twitched forward, " Nah son, I'm good. " Sasuke's head rolled to the side. He was lying next to an open case of culinary knives. His eyes bulged from their crevices, before rolling off the counter, onto the tile floor. Suigetsu was uttering some nonsense. It seemed as if they were never going to get to Arby's, let alone out of the kitchen. No matter what I do, or say, nothing matters. Sasuke shook his head while on all fours, trying to find his senses. Suigetsu kicked him over onto his back. " Come on, I'm hungry. " Sasuke nodded, and took the bluenette's outstretched hand.
Sasuke's father owned two cars, one was for business, one was for leisure. His 'business' car left an empty spot in the garage. Car present was a sporty black, 2009 mazda rx 8. She of course wouldn't of known this if she hadn't of read the back. She didn't know cars, and if she did know about cars, now wasn't the time to care what model, year, or make the car was. As long as she wasn't the one driving it. Suigetsu opened the passenger door and pulled the leverage up, so she could squeeze into the backseat. Cold leather seats cooled at her warm flesh. She didn't know what a seat belt was, let alone was she going to search for it in the back of the dark car. Then try to confuse herself with pushing the little metal clank into the other metal snap. Oh fuck no. One of Sasuke's long legs was stretched out of the car, pushing the door open. His hands rummaged through the vinyl CD case that hung above. Suigetsu sat shotgun. Everything was moving slow. Slower than the car at standstill. No words could form.
When the brilliant idea finally came to mind, she realized it wasn't going to come out right. "Sas....ke. Have done this before, driven.... drove high... before? " Her voice was slow and slurred. The CD was pushed into the player. He whirled around to her between the seats, his voice was dark, and serious, " You don't need to worry, I'm a really good driver. Better driver high than sober. I promise, don't be scared. " He was looking directly at her, but she felt like she wasn't there. He lifted her hand from her lap, and intertwined pinkies with her, " I swear, as long as your in our hands, you'll be fine. No matter what. Pinky promise. Just smoke a cigarette, it will take the high down a little. " She nodded, and searched her bag for her pack. He started the car around the time she had found them. Exited the garage by the time she lit it. Turned the bin around the rock, that she was sure he would hit by the time she inhaled. And by the time they made it to the road, she realized she would be okay.
Unlike the Sasuke she had seen at school, he wasn't as cold as he seemed. She listened to the two in the front holding on a conversation. Not being rude to each other, not making jokes. She listened closely as their velvet voices echoed in the vast space that was her mind. The street lights passed her, they weren't moving, but the whole world was moving around them. They couldn't possibly be driving. That wasn't possible, life was mearly passing them. The people who passed disappeared in a blur behind them. The shop lights flickered and glowed, dancing in her glazed eyes. Sounds that where so near, where vaguely heard and far away. She flicked her ashes out of Suigetsu's window, and watch them follow the rest of the passing world. I am infinite. The clock on the dashboard didn't move, it was going to be 8:34 forever. When she closed her eyes, she found that nothing had changed when they reappeared. As if nothing was ever going to change. The same building she saw, would be there no matter how many times she blinked. I'm a god. "If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?*" Coon listened to his voice embrace and interlock the clogs in her brain. His voice made the clogs move, like clockwork.
Coon leaned between the seats, resting her elbows on the headpieces. Wrapping her fingers delicately around the side. Suigetsu smiled at her, letting the dark smoke seep through his nose. The thrashing music was the only true movement. It flowed past them three. Green, Yellow, Red, it didn't matter, because they weren't the ones moving. They were only the present. The now. Life would guide them, take the wheel and drive. Atl east that's how she felt. Sasuke only steered with his knees. Allowing a free hand to climb up behind her ear and brush her hair to the side. The touch, the flesh touching sent shivers through her brain, rushed through her spine, and made her toes curl. No one will ever take this from me. No one will take them away.
My mind is running just as fast, just as normally would, but the world is slow. How can I think like I normally would, but I can't speak the words I want to say? Why are all my censors gone. I feel like an open book. Everything is bare, and vulnerable. His fingers still hadn't slipped away, and the red light still hadn't made up its mind. It hadn't decided if it wanted to change, or maybe stay like this forever. It has a choice, everything and one has a choice. Sasuke whispered, just a whisper, but it was intensified and ringing through her ears, " Kiss me. " She leaned forward and met his thin lips. Just a peck, a harmless kiss. Suigetsu brought his fingers to her neck just as the smacking noise ended. His eyes where lidded, and Coon kissed him too. Those her eyes where closed, she swore in her head. Because she could feel it. I can feel him smirking. He's satisfied. Sure enough when her lashed fluttered she saw the Raven oogling her with his dark prisms. That deviant smirk playing across his lips. Devil.
Red had finally made up its mind. It metamorphosed itself into a lush green, blinding the sweet serene darkness that they three had just shared. Sasuke's eyes returned to the asphalt, Suigetsu's to the window. Almost as if it never happened, but it did. It was something, never to be forgotten. Even if they couldn't remember where Arby's was. Even if they forgot what road to turn on. Even if they would of got lost, had not stopped to ask for directions. They would never forget that second. Of pure Euphoria.
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" Five Arby Melts, Two shakes, and A Large Pepsi please. " Sasuke's voice was untouched by the high. " Ham or Roast? " Sasuke considered them for a moment, then read their minds. " Roast, please, and can I get a order of medium curly fries, and some Arby's sauce? " " Your total will be $14.67, please pull around to the window. " They were a town away. Had been driving for 3 hours, to find an Arby's that was only 6 blocks away from Sasuke's house, which they had missed. The highway had been full of traffic, but they didn't care. Time didn't matter. " Ohhh I'm so hungry! " Suigetsu whined. Were all hungry, but it doesn't matter because you and I will be purging with Mia later anyways. Why eat? What am I Sasuke? " Sasuke, Your eating? " He grunted, " Only eat when I have the munchies. "
It was wearing off, as far as Coon could tell. It felt a numb tingling everywhere. They had finished their Melts, and Sasuke stopped to get gas, and let the Mians, exercise their sacrifice in the bathroom. Painting the walls in their sinful gluttony. Striding back to the car Suigetsu reached for her hand. " Your coming over tomorrow again right? " He swayed her dangling arm between them. " I'll check my schedule, but yea. What better do I have to do? " " Good. " Sasuke was half in the car, half out. His ass was poking out the door, while his knees where sprawled under him. " Suigetsu, do you know where I put the Amp wire? I want to turn on the Bass. " The bluenette leaned onto the floorboard on the passengers side and palmed the ground, " Here. " He yanked on something, and replugged it into a black box. He smiled at the Raven, who leaned forward and kissed his friend's cheek. " Thanks babe. " Whether or not Gaara was right, that was just so hott.
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" Coon. " She was torn from her trance, half falling asleep from the raging bass, vibrating against her back. " Yeah, " She hollered back. " What exit do I take to get to your house? " " 164. " Traffic had dispersed, and the road was nealy clean of other vehicles. " Wanna know why my dad bought this car? " Coon's heart dropped, I dunno, but I have the feeling I'm going to find out! Sasuke revved on the gas, Coon watched as the speedometer raised to 95mph, still going. Suigetsu kept turning around to look at Coon. " Ready? " Suigetsu nodded. Sasuke lifted up the middle console and flipped a switch. Nitroglycerin. The adrenaline raging through Coon's veins couldn't be matched, say if she were being chased by a bear, or skydiving. She remembered what Sasuke had said, about trusting him. She let herself enjoy it. The wind whipping through the windows, cutting at her face. The boys hollering, and Suigetsu leaning out the window. " Oh shit! " Sasuke flipped the switch back down, and slowed the car. " Wait wha-" That's when Coon heard the siren.
Have You ever had an moment of infinite carnation? Where you felt you were everything, and nothing? A god? On top of the world? How did it feel? Why did you feel this way? Was it some sort of vision? Explain and let me know.
Thanks guys for reading. Reviews?
* A quote from the Move Fight Club. In which the Narrator is asking the audience, while explaining his purposeless life.