SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING SOON BUT IT SEEMS THE MORE I WRITE THIS LESS YOU GUYS U GUYS LIKE MY WRITIN PLZ FOR THE SOUL OF THIS WRITER REVIEWS I DOENT CARE IF UR MEAN(YA I DO). OR IS MY WRITING THAT MAD. (TEARS)
SO WITH THAT THE NEXT CHAPTER
(HARRY IS NOW BEING KNOWN AS SERENITY)
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"Absolutely beautiful" was the words that best described the girl no not even women in front of him at that moment.
"Do you like it?" the newly transform girl asked
"You look absolutely gorgeous my dear, now please sit down so we can discuss this situation" which was softly spoken by her grandfather. "I think this change is going to be hard for you to settle in with and I understand if it takes you weeks or even months however we do have you education to worry about" nodding along to her gramps words she final understood that she would never get her life back turning her attention from her thoughts and catching the end of his statement "…………which is why I think its best if you leave Hogwarts for a well."
"WHAT?" the shocked women asked "no I can't leave……….every…..one …I ….love is here" it seemed the shock hadn't worn off yet, when the stuttering had stopped she started to hyperventilate and with the heavy tears coming down her face her grandfather didn't know how to comfort her.
Taking a step away from his messy desk he grabbed the sobbing girl in his arms and started to rock her well saying thing to ashore her that he would always be there for her.
Once the tear finally stopped Serenity turned her red rimmed eyes to the man holding her and asked "why do you want me to leave? Don't you want me anymore?" which just come out as a whisper.
Even as low as the volume the question was asked in he seems to have heard it loud and clear. "No, Not at all my dear" taking a deep breath "if it was up to me I would have you with me every minute of the day however as I can't I have to let you grow up and live your own life even if that means sending you away then I'll do what I have to."
It seems the realization finally settled within Serenity's mind, when her eyes swelling up with tears and her face cast down she asks the one question that would change her life.
"When" with that a sob escaped her mouth and her grandfather started the rocking motion all over again.
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Muggle London: Oxford Station
Serenity POV
The light drizzle of the rain hit the shield that was over me lightly. It seemed like the sadness I felt was being reflected in the weather. The sadder I got the heavier the rain was and the darker the gray sky got. It seems the arrival of the sudden showers got the citizen moving at top speed. It appeared as if we didn't exist in their modest globe and in a way it seemed right. We didn't fit in their ideal world and they didn't sit in ours. It was a pretty good thing they couldn't see us, the showers of powerful rain already cause commotion seeing a man that looked past his prime who also looked like Santa Claus wearing the must brightest robe in this gray atmosphere would have shocked them in to panic or gossip about the weird people in their presents. Whirling around to look at the city that cause me pain and happiness, I realize it was for the best. Shaking my head I knew I didn't believe what I thought however whether I like it or not it was to late.
As the final bell rang informing the on coming passengers of it departure I was brought out of my thoughts when my shivering body collided with a solid form which smelled of lemons. Reposition my head on his brightly cloaked chest I looked at the man who had being taking care of me since I stepped in his mansion like school. As the tears that I've held in since we left the school finally fell from my slight red eyes. He kissed my forehead and whispered encouraging words at me. After a few seconds he released me, with a light shove to the train doors the warning bell rang of their rapid departure. Stumbling out of the cover of the magic shield I quickly walked to the train then to my sit. Looking out of the window and seeing the person that made this trip possible mouthing a quick "I love you" as the tears finally left his dull baby blue eyes.
With the train pulling away slowly I rested my hand on the window and mouthed a quick "I love you too" before a sharp nudge signaling our departure from the station and my old life. My trip to France began with a painful start.
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(AN: I REALLY DON'T WANT TO WRITE ABOUT HER TRIP TO FRANCE BUT DURING THE STORY YOU WILL FIND OUT ABOUT IT. SHE JUST LEARNS TO BE A LADY YOU KNOW AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW SHE LEARNS THE WALK, TALK AND ACT OF A LADY. SO IM CONTINUE FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE SUMMER SHE'S BEEN GONE FORE 6 MONTHS AND EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED AND SO HAS SHE. NOW BACK TO THE STORY.)
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SUMMER OF 6 YEAR (MAY 13)
SERENITY POV
Waving as the train pulled away from the station. I relax in my seat and started to think. Gramps was right, me coming to France was for the best I made lots of friends at Ècole Sorciére de la Belle and they help me become my true women. It was hard at first I have to admit but life went on and I started to settle into a normal agenda then I set myself for more and that when I might Sarah and the gang. Sarah is one of the most out going people I've ever known, she loved to go shopping and every time you had a problem that's the way to solve it. In a month of knowing her I had a full wardrobe and I knew French flawlessly and I knew how to dress myself acceptably.
In the three months that I've been here I finally gave in into my inner women and become as she calls it a "Man's Women" I knew everything a guy wanted, needed, and couldn't live without and was put into that very form. A woman with every asset that could kill any man with desire and want in addition to that she taught me how to use it. During this process I finally figure why I wasn't so interested in girls generally, Sarah explain that in a way I was gay when I was a guy from the start however with me looking for everyone's approvable I hide my feelings. However, now I'm ready to face their question and no matter what I'll be brave to my true self. Sighing I realized that I wasn't that shy kid who was always looking for people's approval, I was now the confident women who wouldn't let anyone or anything get in her way no matter the situation. Get ready Snape; you just might your match.
Sighing once more I pulled the thin blanket that the train service provided tighter around my body as the cool air of the train got in my system. It was summer so I was only wearing some shorts which showed off my long legs and sizeable ass which already had half of the men's attention on the train. I was also wearing a tank top which showed my cleavage and any other curves that weren't seen by my shorts and with the 4-inch gold heels that finish of the look of a city girl on vacation.
I closed my eyes and tried to get some rest before I wondered off in my thought again. With another sigh I turned my head and fell straight to sleep.
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6 HOURS LATER
FINAL DESTINATION: LONDON, OXFORD TRAIN STATION
SERENITY POV
I had to say that the train ride was really restful and I even read some of next semester's books, however, that didn't get my thought of my up coming arrival. Deep down I was scared out of my mind that I would be shunned by the most important person in my life my Gramps. Since coming to France I haven't really stayed in contact with him I think that I kind of thought it was his fault that I had to move just to fit into the world again. All I really know is he and Sirius was coming to pick me up. Thinking about Sirius I realize I hadn't talked to him in a really long time, thinking back it was a month and a half before the incident when I broke all contact with him.
*** FLASHBACK***
"Hey Harry…please sit…um….I have to tell you something" which was said in a stuttering voice
"O.k. sir you know you can tell me anything" Harry stated well taking a sit in the light red couch which was facing the fireplace which his godfather was pacing in front of.
"Well….umm….ok…emm…I'm just going to say it……I'm in a relationship" which came out quickly Harry hardly got it but some how did.
"Wow….that's just…..wow……ok with whom" the shock seemed to have wearied off as the minute passed.
"Well ok this part is going to be difficult but it needs to be said before I tell you whom I'm dating I've been gay since the 7th year of my schooling"
To shock to say anything Harry just nodded motioning Sirius to continue.
Taking a deep breath Sirius continued "I'm dating……Severus Snape" turning his eyes to his godson he waited for a reaction.
Taking a deep breath Harry asked in a breathless voice "you're dating Severus Snape" he spat the name out like it would leave a bad taste in his mouth if he didn't get it out.
"Yes" it was slow but it was clear and with that Harry final understood it wasn't a joke his godfather the man he wanted to be like was dating a man who despised him to the seventh degree.
Silents held the room for a few minutes shaping the conversation to the next level intensity. The look that appeared on the younger boy's face explained everything to the man across from him.
Breathing in and releasing slowly Harry turned to his godfather and asked "Are you happy?"
"Yes" was his reply
"Then I'm happy for you" with that said Harry went to his room took his stuff and packed everything.
Moving his truck through the house to the fireplace. Harry turned around and notices that Snape had finally joined them.
"Harry, where are you going?"
"Is he staying here?"
"Of course where else would I stay I'm dating your godfather if it took your miniature brain that long to final figure that out there might be some hope left" Snape answered for Sirius sarcastically
"Then I'm gone" Harry said grabbing the flow dust
"Harry please…"
"No you want to date him fine I won't stop you however, as long as you date him I can't be near you with out wanting to do something bad to Snape"
Snape snort and whispered "you wish"
Ignoring him Sirius looked at his godson, "Where would you go?"
"I do have gramps, who already has a room ready for me" with that he tosses the flow dust in the fireplace and waited for the green flames to appear and take him away.
With one final "Bye" Harry Potter disappeared from his godfather's place as the green flames died and all was left was ashes. Sirius Black finally broke down from the lost his godson and was reassured by the love of his life.
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Remembering that day only fueled my rage more I mean how could he fall in love with a man who insulted him from the start when I didn't even know him. Shaking my head I grasped all of my things and waited for the train to stop moving into the oxford station the scenery was the some but there was no rain however the citizens of London were going on with their lives. Bending down to get my charm bracelet, knowing every males eyes were on my ass which cause me to smile knowing I cause this reaction.
Straitening my back right I made shore my outfit looked clean and neat, then joining the line of people who were exiting the train at a slowly pace. Stepping on the black platform I took a deep breath of the clean but yet dirty air of London I look around trying to find the person who I lost contact with in last 6 months.
Spotting a bright purple robe at the far end of the station I start walking to it, my pace pick up when I saw said person turn around and look directly in my way and smile a "million dollar smile" I call it that cause every time he smiles like that the world seems to light up. Turning my pace in to a skip and then to a full blow run I finally united to said person. Hugging him tight I broke out in a sob realizing how much I've miss him as my arms got tried I burrowed my face in his chest and whispered I love you.
I never saw the two people behind me one giving a sneer and the other giving me a loving look. I never felt us leave the train station in rush hour. I also never felt as we were transported to the place I called home and put in my bed and tucked in.
However, one thing I could have told you is, I've have never felt more whole then being back in his arms, the arms that use to rock me asleep when I had nightmares, the old but strong arms of my grandfather.
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The white light shinned in her tightly closed eyes, the darks hass was cleared with a burst of light. Looking around the room and final realizing where she was, she pulled the covers over her head and tried to fall back into the blissful peace of unconscious. After a few minutes passed and realizing that sleep wasn't going to come easy, she sighed well blinking which seemed to drag her in to her thoughts. So deep in her thoughts she didn't realize a person entering her brand new decorated room looking around then gently sitting down on her bed not to startle her. Moving her head from the ceiling to the east wall she noticed a change of color looking back to find the sources of color causing her to take in a quick breath and bring a trembling hand to rest on her pounding chest. Noticing her reaction caused the person to let out an airy chuckle.
"Haven't I taught you better?'
"Yes, you have taught me better I just didn't think I'd have to use it on you" said the still sleepy girl
"yes…yes your right my dear but still be cautions there still might be some dark wizards out there" after that statement of worry silence took over the room for a couple of minutes
"Anyway my dear how was your trip, I can see it had a positive resolute" well brushing her long black hair back and trailing his fingertips down her cheek to her jaw.
"I made some friends and the showed me the my true self" as his palm slide down her cheek for the second time she held it in place with her hand and kissed the center
"How have you been Gramps" looking deep into his eyes she could tell something was wrong
"nothing to worry your self about dear just happy that my sweetheart is home again" sighing he cleared his throat " you don't know how good it is to talk to you again and I hope you know going to Frances was good for you even if you didn't know it at the time….." stopping him before he finished his statement
"Gramps no matter what, I don't want you to feel bad for what you did, I understand now and no matter what I'll forever thank you for what you've done for me" seeing her words finally getting through his head, she pilled her covers back and jumped out of bed revealing her pajamas to her grandfather.
"Now come on, show me the changes that have been made to Hogwarts since I've been away" taking his aging arm and yanking it promoting him to stand on his feet however his person never moved an inch.
"Aren't you coming" asked the unsure girl
"Yes, little one I am however you're no going down in your sleeping wear" said the man with a commanding tone
"But Gramps" the girl whined.
"No buts my dear get washed up and come down to the great hall for breakfast then I'll show you around" placing a gently kiss on her forehead and taking his leave giving her the privacy she needed.
"Kay Gramps" the statement being directed to the back of the aging man, sighing she took her toiletries and started making herself presentable.
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GREAT HALL
BREAKFAST 8:30 AM
The walk might have been short for many people but to her it was a long walk through memory lane and no matter where she went or the people she'll meet, this castle and the people who lived in it where home and she was going to make shore that it stayed that way.
Stepping on the stone floor as gently as possible as if her light steps might crumble the castle to dust, she finally reached the double doors that lead to the great hall a room in the fortress that held the most magnificent piece of art in the whole castle. The reason the room was the favorite to most was because of the ceiling, the ceiling was like no other, it was a window to the sky, it was able to copy the exact weather outside and illustrate it on to the ceiling and every once in a well during dinner time some students might be able to catch a shooting star sorrowing through the night sky. Shaking her head of the memory of her first arrival at the school and of her new home, she continued her journey into the one room that held most of her special memories. Looking at the ceiling one more time and memorized by the past she didn't hear her name being called out however it seemed as if someone didn't like her star gazing and blunt disrespect toward her elders and decided to make his opinion known.
"Well, well, well look whose back!"
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WHOO SAID THAT? I DON'T KNOE WELL FIND OUT SOON
REVOEW SOON PLZZ