AN: I know I know I suck, sorry about that! Lots on plate but I wont bore you with my life story! My daughter turns two tomorrow! Sorry had to share that, I'm trying to figure where all the time went! Well on to the story
P.S. I am looking for some new stories to read! Love Love Love non cannon couples. Total Jas-Bella kick currently! Hook me up! And of course I would love to read my readers stories unless they are stupid Ed-Bella stories, hate Edward! LOL okay enough rambling! Enjoy and reviews are love 3 sorry this chap is short! The next one is almost finished!
BPOV
I dressed and headed back downstairs, the boys still were not back yet so I made some more drinks. Mixing everyone's favorite. I heard the doorbell ring and Leah answer it. I was excited now, and a little on the tipsy side. I did drink half of my bottle and few of whatever it was Leah had made. I was just finishing Collin and Brady's hulks when the guys came in the kitchen. Its really annoying when you have 8 huge boys just standing behind you watching your every move.
"I'm fine guys, really. Honestly I feel good. Now grab your drinks and lets get this party started!" I said while passing out drinks. I mixed up one last one for me and headed into the living room. All the guys followed suit behind me. Brady and Collin were on either side of me. Collin looked down at me with a worried expression.
"Don't worry baby, I am fine. I know you feel like you didn't try hard enough to protect me, but seriously I need that. I have closure from them now. I feel… free" he smiled at me and I know that I achieved what I was trying too. My boys protected me, and now I have the final closure I needed from the Cullens. Maybe now I can accept my fate and be with Paul. Speaking of Paul where the hell is he? I looked up and saw some slut all over him even though it hurt , I decided two could play at that game. I grabbed Leah's hand and drug her to the dance floor. We started grinding on each other, laughing and having a good time. When I looked over at the guys, most of them were standing there with their mouths wide open. I grabbed Seth and Embry and pulled them on the dance floor. Seth behind me and Embry in front of Leah, I know that they had crushes on each other. I think that it was obvious, but they didn't, actually I don't think any of the pack did. Leah always wore a mask of hurt but when she was with me or Seth or even Embry, you got to see her beautiful smile, a real smile. Maybe they would be able to imprint on each other once Leah let her heart heal a little more. Maybe Embry already did imprint on her. He's good at keeping his thoughts to himself.
I felt Seth slip from behind me and someone else take his spot. As soon as he pulled me close I could tell that it was Paul. With the drinks in my system, the feel and smell of, Paul over whelmed me. I almost got lost in it. I looked up at Paul and smiled. He was looking at me like I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Not the way that Jared looks at Kim or how Sam looks at Emily but the look was close. It was in that moment that I realized we were both just going to accept our fate and allow it to guide us.