A week had passed and...ugh, I didn't feel so well. I really felt like shit, as if I had to throw up or something. I was laying on the bed and groaned. Also, Antonio had taken off a day from work since he was worried about me. I was like this for two days already.

''Lovino, are you okay? Jeez...how come you're so sick all of a sudden?''

I only groaned in reply. I started to wonder if this was because of I hadn't taking in my medicines that one night. Is this my punishment now?

''I'm...okay.'' I groaned some more. I could hear Antonio sighing.

''No, you're not, Lovino. What happened to you? You did take in your medicines, right?''

I gulped on that. Oh, shit...if I'll say 'no', he's gonna go flip tables. But if I lie, he's going to do it anyways.

''I...urhm...let's say...I kind of forgot to take them in?'' My voice was small, I...I was scared of his reaction now, okay? No, I really was.

''You...Lovi... you what?!'' Oh shit, there you have it.

''Lovino! How can you forget to take your medicines in? How can you-'' He sighed in irritation. ''Now you see what happens when you don't take them in.''

''I...I know that, I... I just forgot it, okay? I can't help it!''

''But you medicines areimportant, how can you forget to take them in?! What if something happened to you and I wasn't there!?''

''I...I...it just happened, okay? J-Jeez. I-It's not my plan either to go feel like shit. B-Besides, this never happened before, only this time. And shit happens. ''

Antonio sighed once more, trying to calm down. ''Alright...alright, I guess you're right. But once you'll feel getting worse, tell me it, okay?'' I just nodded. ''Good, call me if you need something, alright?''

He patted my head before leaving the again so I could have some rest.

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Damn.

Well, it could be worse. He could have yelled at me more until I wouldn't dare to say a word again. Really, Antonio could be pretty scary when he's angry.

So I was lying there on the bed and staring up to the ceiling. I let out a sigh. Why was I so stupid to forget to take them in? I really, really could slap myself... but I was too weak to do that now.

I was lying on the bed for a bit more and continued staring up to the ceiling as if it the most interest thing is in the whole world that moment. Until I had to go to the toilet. I pushed myself up and got up from bed with a groan. Slowly went my way to the bathroom. I wasn't walking too fast though.

Everything was spinning around...I felt so dizzy. I placed my hand on my head and blindly looked and leaned with my other hand against a wall. Ugh...my vision got even blurry. I couldn't see so well where I was walking now. I let myself guide by holding the walls.

But I was almost there. Almost there by the bathroom. I could see the door already. Just a few more steps and...

And then everything went black.

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''Lovi!''

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''Lovino!''

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There was a voice in my head, it's bugging me. The voice seems to get closer and closer, though I couldn't see anything. I tried to talk back, but my throat was hurting. I couldn't speak.

''Lovino, please wake up!''

Wake up? But I am awake. Dammit, where am I? And who the hell was calling for me? I couldn't see a thing, it was too dark around me. I was wandering a bit around, trying to find an exit or something in this dark place.

A sudden drop of water fell on my face. Wait, was it raining? But I don't see any rain drops. I looked up, but nothing but darkness was there. Another drop of water. Alright, what was going on here!?

I tried to see what was going on, but it was too dark, dammit. Also, the drops of water became more and more. Until I saw a float of water coming closer and closer from a far distance. I tried to run, running away from the float of water which was seeming to get closer by every second and trying to chase me, but was too slow and got washed away eventually...

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I opened my eyes, very slow. Ack...dammit...my head hurts...

My vision was blurry as I blinked a few times, I tried to move my head, but it hurts. Also, I felt something heavy on me. I tried to open my mouth to speak. My mouth felt kinda dry.

''Where...am I...?''

''Lovi...? Lovino!'' The sudden weight that was just on me disappeared. The voice sounded similar, yet I couldn't quite put my finger on it. It must be because I felt so dizzy.

Two strong arms were wrapped around me as I tried to see who it was. And again I felt something wet falling on me. I tried to sit up, but got only pushed down softly again.

''Sssh, no, Lovi. You have to take it easy.'' By hearing the voice keep saying that (stupid) nickname, I tried to guess who it was.

''Antonio...?''

''Si?''

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''Where am I?'' I blinked a few more times, trying for my vision to get better.

''Ah, you're in hospital. Everything's fine, everything's fine. Just take it easy.''

I looked up as my vision finally had gotten better. I saw Antonio standing next to the bed I was on. He was smiling, yet it seems sad. I could also see he had cried.

I lifted up slowly one hand, caressing and wiping away a rolling tear away from his cheek. ''Do not cry.'' I whispered to him. A nervous laugh only was received in respond and he placed one hand on mine, holding the one that was placed on his cheek.

''I'm sorry. How are you feeling?''

''Dizzy...my head hurts.''

''That must be because you hit your head when you lost consciousness.''

''...What happened to me?'' Antonio gently placed my hand from his cheek back beside me and placed his own hand on my head.

''I won't tell you now, you should have some rest. I'll tell you tomorrow when you wake up again, alright?''

I tried to nod and he just smiled at me, giving my forehead a kiss.

I must admit, I felt weak at the moment. And damn, my head really hurts...resting for now wouldn't be that bad maybe indeed.

I slowly closed my eyes again and fell back asleep not much later.