Title: Love Stinks
Author: Izzy-Lawliet (Rin)
Disclaimer: Let's go over this slowly so you can understand what I'm saying. I do not own this. If I did, do you seriously think that I would be typing a poorly written story like this?
Pairings: Roxas/Sora
Rating: M
Warnings: AU, Yaoi and whatever comes along with it.
Summary: Is it incest if you love your other half? He's not really my brother, but I'm a part of him, his direct other. Does that mean we belong together? Or…or what? I don't know what it means… it could mean anything. But I know how I feel, I know how he feels. Now what do I have to do to put two and two together to get four?
Author's Note: Finally! And some reviews would be nice! … 3 and some pages and word count:1.549
Chapter 6: Two people
The next day at school, Sora was holding my hands as we caught up with the guys. Sora had already kissed me six times this morning. Yes I counted. The first was a good morning kiss, with the bad breath and all. The second one was as I was getting out of the shower and I only had a towel on, that one turned into a full blown make-out session. Third kiss was after breakfast as he was cleaning up the table, behind his mother's back. Forth was when we went back upstairs to get our bags. The fifth was as we were walking to the guys. And the last one was the one on the cheek that he placed there only moments ago. See, I remembered each and every one of them.
The guys were only slightly shocked, I mean, it was kinda obvious after the whole thing yesterday, I think I'd be shocked if they were. But, with Hayner, he seemed a little less happy and excited for us than the other two. He just seemed…I don't know, not happy? It wasn't a big surprise, considering what happened yesterday. Just as Riku was going to make some snide comment on why we were holding hands, Sora cleared his throat and spoke in this voice that just was filled with pride. "Okay, guys! Guess what?! Roxas and I are going out!" He all but shouted. Even a few bystanders looked over and then started to whisper to one another.
I sighed in embarrassment, looking to Hayner for help of any kind. All he had to offer was a smile that said 'Don't look at me.' I looked away from him, pouting and stared at the school building. Sora and his loud mouth. I was hoping to keep this 'relationship' under wraps for a little while. But not only did he have to announce it with words, he had to confirm it by turning me and pressing his lips to mine in a hard but loving kiss. I couldn't help but fall into his arms and let him take advantage of me on school grounds.
When Sora pulled away, we both were panting and gazing into one another's eyes. I saw him smile and couldn't help but smile in return. It was just so sweet, I could tell he really did have feelings for me, and always did. It made me all warm and fuzzy inside, causing me to blush after I returned the smile.
There were three throat clearings from out bestest friends. Sora reluctantly looked away from me and to his best friends. I did too, blushing when two of three had smirks on their faces. Again, Hayner on the other hand, he didn't seem to happy. I had to change that. I walked up to him and grabbed his hand, pulling him after me after I dragged him all the way in the school, and into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me, not wanting anyone to walk in on the conversation we were about to have.
"What's wrong with you? I thought you would be happy for me?" I asked, crossing my arms and leaning against one of the stalls.
"How can I be happy when the guy I love is in love with someone else?" He mumbled, hopping up on the counter.
"I…I'm sorry. But you know I don't like you like that." I mumbled too.
"Then…never mind. But can I ask you a question?" I nodded. "Are you happy?" I tilted my head quizzically at the question. What did he mean? Was I happy? Of course I was. "I mean, are you happy with Sora? Even though all this time, he never said anything to you and even turned you down before, and you're with him now. Are you happy, after everything you've been through…? Even though he was never really there for you when you needed it most, instead being out with his girlfriends? I just thought that after everything, I would catch your eye…"
Now that, gave me something to think about…
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It's been a month, and now we were at my house. Sora's head was in my lap this time, and his hand was absentmindedly playing with a part of my pants. My hand was subconsciously running through his hair, playing and untangling the few knots it came across. I was thinking, still, about what Hayner said to me. It made perfect sense, it also made perfect sense on how I ran right into his arms. It was just common sense, the feelings, the reaction, the…everything. Or at least it did to me.
"Hey, Roxy?" Sora looked up at me from my lap.
"Yeah, babe?" He blushed at the name I had come up with him last week.
"Can I kiss you?" I sighed over-dramatically and nodded my head, making it seem like it was some kind of burden one me. He sat up quickly and turned around, kissing me right away. Wrapping our arms around each other, our bodies pressed against one another, causing us both to moan out at the contact. I pulled at his spikes, wanting more. When we broke our kiss for air, I trailed my tongue along his jaw, feeling him shiver in my arms. I then trailed my tongue down his neck to the part of his chest that was showing. His hands grasped my hair, tugging at it, in turn giving me pleasure from the pain. "Roxas…I need more. Please…touch me…" I hardened like big time at his words. Just hearing his voice all husky and needy like that just made me melt.
I nodded deafly, pushing him back, and pressing my lips to his again as I unbuttoned his pants slowly, teasing him as much as I could in my current situation. He was leaning back on his elbows, still sort of sitting up so he could see me. When I did undo his pants, I slowly trailed my hand down them causing him to throw his head back and moan. I smiled against his neck as I started to nibble on it. My hand touched his shaft and wrapped around it. His breathing was labored and his eyes were shut. I slowly lifted my hand to his tip, swiping my tongue over it to spread his pre-come. "Oh, oh, Roxas!" I smiled again then chuckled when he started to thrust up into my hand. In respond to his quick thrusts, I increased my speed. "Faster, please, Roxas!" I kissed along his neck and lapped at his smooth skin in time with my jerks.
Sora was close, that much was obvious. And hearing him made me hard. "I'm clo-close, baby." I nodded. His moans increased and the way he yelled my name made me all hot and bothered. I knew he was about to come, but just as he was going to, the door opened. And Hayner stood there. I stopped my movements and looked at him like a dear caught in the head lights. His face was about the same; shocked and whatnot. I looked to Sora, asking silently for advice to what we should do. Sora shook his head and then I looked back to my best friend. He had said: "Oh, uhm, sorry." Then simply left, without another word or move. I was about to remove my hand from Sora, when he put his on mine, and pressed it against him.
"Continue." I nodded and went back to what I was doing, wondering how Sora was still hard after Hayner had just walked in. Mine was gone. But, apparently Sora wasn't didn't get as embarrassed as I do in such situations. "Oh! Roxas!" He screamed and bucked up into my hand one last time, coming all over it. I smiled sheepishly and removed my hand, grabbing a dirty shirt that lay on the floor to wipe my hand. "Sorry, Roxas." I shook my head and then stood up, helping him up in the process.
"I really am," He said, still panting. "I just…I was so close, and I didn't want you to stop…" I watched as he shuffled his feet, fixing his pants. "Are you mad at me?" I smiled and shook my head, then embraced him in a hug. "Good." He said and hugged me back. "Now let's go downstairs and face the music." I laughed but still didn't say anything. "Are you okay, Roxy? You aren't saying much."
"Uh, yeah, I'm fine. I just kind of don't want to go downstairs. I don't think that I'll ever be able to look Hayner in the face again." I fake laughed, then took Sora's hand, took a deep breath, and then opened my door, heading downstairs.