Hello. If you are reading this, don't get too excited because it's not quite the update you've been waiting eight months for. This is an explanation to my almost year long absence. I want to start to start off by saying thank you. Many of you reached out to me personally, messaging me on any form of social media to get answers. The fact that you cared enough about me and my story to do that means a lot. I'm sorry I ignored them for months but I only did it because I wasn't sure how to respond. When I was still updating I would give small explanations as to why I hadn't posted in so long. This past year I was going through something really hard. It opened my eyes and changed me in so many ways as a person. During this time in my life I found it extremely hard to write anything. I found it almost impossible to want to get out of bed and face the world, let alone write a new chapter. In the time that I was gone I was learning how to heal. I thought about this story every day and how you all probably thought I was horrible for abandoning this. But I promise I'd never leave you stranded. I may be terrible at finishing things I start but I'm not a quitter. I had been working on the next chapter to this story for so long that I ended up losing it in my documents and anything that I had of it is now gone forever. I feel like I've let you guys down because of it. I believe it was sometime in January when I started writing a story for you guys where it gave a full explanation of what I was going through at the time. I revised it tonight and I've changed a lot since then. I never finished it, but I'm going to. You deserve to know and I'm finally ready to tell it. Thank you for being patient with me and sticking it through my hard times. You all mean the world to me, and you're the reason I'm coming back to writing. Stay tuned because the wait is over.