A/N: Here is this chapter. I had some major things happen to me this weekend. It kept me from doing any kind of writing. Plus I was overrought with sadness at the demise of one of my fave shows. I am so worn out and tired this chapter took me all day to write. Don't get me wrong... It still isn't too long so don't get all excited. But I hope you like it. So Do like Jade and Tori do in this chapter, and make love to my review button. Yes... they did... hurry! Read and Review Please! Don't be shy.

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Make it happen

On Friday afternoon I rang the doorbell at Tori's house. Mrs. Vega answered and smiled. "Hey Jade!"

"Hi Mrs. Vega." I said stepping into the house.

"My you look nice!" She said looking me over. I wore a dark blue sequined tank under my black Leather Jacket and pleated skirt. It isn't anything different from my usual, except my shoes. They are heals, and my hair is flat ironed making it come down to my mid back.

"Thanks. There's a school dance tonight. I was wondering if Tori could just come over to my house after and sleepover?" I asked covering all my bases.

"Sure… or you could come over…" She said. I smiled I had to dog sit someone's dog. The dog was a puppy, so mom let me bring it home. Mr. Vega was allergic to dogs.

"I have to dog sit," I stated. "Don't worry I won't let Tori come near the dog, or we'll wash her clothes before she leaves so that Mr. Vega won't get an allergic reaction."

Mrs. Vega smiled and relented. "Well Tori's in her room, you know where it is." I nodded and dashed up the stairs. I stepped into the room without knocking. Tori was in the adjoining bathroom not in the shower anymore but steam billowed from the open bathroom door.

I bit my lip and fought an urge to take a peek. No, it will be better tonight. So that I can get the full effect that she wants me to get. I looked at the clothes on the bed, and I saw that she had pretty underwear laid out on the bed. Suddenly I realized that I hadn't thought of what my underwear looked like. They didn't look that pretty nor did they match. I decided I had better let my presence be known before she stepped out here without a towel or something. "Babe…"

"Jade?" She said peeking out of the bathroom. Her hair was wrapped in a shower cap and in curlers.

"You got someone else to call you that?" I stated turning away from her. "I told your mom the truth, she's okay with you staying with me."

She smiled, "Really?" She stepped out in her towel and wrapped her arms around me in greeting.

"Ugh Tori, you're all wet stop hugging me." I said running my fingers through my bone straight hair. "And I'm dog sitting, I can't leave the puppy to just hang out with you the weekend."

Tori let go of me and began to take off her towel. "That's so—"

"Stop! I don't want to see that right now." I said in alarm and turned away.

"What?"

"You're naked!" I said and came toward me and came in front of me.

Just as I said this, the door to her room opened and Mrs. Vega peeked in. "Tori, you are making her uncomfortable."

"It isn't like she hasn't seen things like that before, She has her own." Tori answered reaching for her clothing. She looked at me with a puzzled expression. She will understand why I rejected looking tonight won't she?

"Don't worry about it, just hurry, Andre is waiting for us." I said looking down at my shoes.

"I'm so sorry Jade," Her mother said to me. "She's so…"

"Its okay, She's right." I shrugged, "I think I'll wait downstairs if that's okay." I looked up at Tori and she looked a little hurt. Crap, this is going to be hard to smooth over. I walked down the stairs and waited in the living room nursing a cup of coffee for what seemed like hours.

Finally she walked downstairs her hair the perfect cascade of curls down her back, which kind of covered the fact that her back was almost bare in this shirt that has a draped back and tied close to her body by strings that wrapped around her torso. Tori is a tomboy… I now realize this because I have yet to see her wear anything but pants and shorts. This time they were tights and knee-high boots. The shirt was blue the same color as mine. I smiled at her. "Wow Tori, you look really pretty." I said.

"Whatever, let's go." She said still pouting at me. I looked at her mother and she shrugged.

When we got out to my car, I opened the door for her, and she sat in tossing her overnight bag in the back seat, not even looking at me. I watched her and shut the door behind her then went over to my side and got in. "What's your problem?" I asked starting the car and backing out.

"If being with a girl grosses you out, Jade. Why don't you just tell me before I make a total fool of myself?"

I Stopped at the first stop sign abruptly and looked at her. "Oh My GOD!" I said.

"Stop using the Lords name in vain, Jade." She snapped at me. I snorted at the hypocrisy of the whole thing considering what we were discussing.

Someone honked at me I had stayed on the spot way too long and so I turned my attention back to the road and I said nothing until I was well on my way to Andre's house so that there would be no escaping the conversation we were about to have. "Are you a Christian Tori?" I asked her seriously. "I mean Really a Christian, not just because your Mom and dad are Christians."

She looks down at her hands as if she understands where I am headed with this. And I can feel her shut herself down to protect herself from me. As if I were going to be the one person that would call her sick, or perverted. "I… Don't know."

"Well I do know." I said softly. "I believe… because my mom couldn't make me go to church if I didn't want to." I answered.

"So, what does that mean for us?" Tori said softly. Tears threatening to ruin the flawless make up.

"I have some serious feelings here, Tori. I pray about them every day. " I said pulling into Andre's driveway. "The only thing I know for sure is that God gave me you, and I love you."

She smiled and leaned forward kissing me softly and tentatively. I deepened the kiss, trying to reassure her, that I would never think of her badly for the feelings she had for me. "Why were you like that back at the house?" She asked a little confused again.

"First off… Your parents and sister were home. Second, we have made plans to take care of your little itch… I didn't want to unwrap my gift too soon if you know what I mean." I paused and she laughed. "I could have gotten an eyeful before you even knew I was there, trust me I was tempted."

"I'm sorry." She said and squeezed my hand just as Andre stepped into the car.

"Hot Damn! I got a pair of hot girls for the dance." Andre said buckling up. "You guys look Hot as hell."

We smiled at him gratefully and I drove us off to the school.

"Riley! Hi Puppy!" I said walking into the house and heading straight for Riley's kennel. I let the Rottweiler puppy out of his kennel and loved on him a little bit. "Do you need anything buddy?" I asked checking his water.

Tori dropped to her knees next to me and reached out to the puppy. "Oh he is so sweet!"

"I know right?" I said and changed the paper in the kennel, while she kept the puppy distracted. "Now do I have to dry clean that shirt before it goes back to your house?"

"Oh…" She looked down at her shirt and frowned. "I'll take care of it."

I smiled and reached for the dog and put him to bed. She stood brushing excess shed off of her. I turned to her and kissed her softly. "Wait here… I have a surprise for you." I rush off to my room to get it ready.

After a few minutes, I returned to the kitchen to find that she had made me some Coffee. I smiled at her gratefully and took the coffee from her hands. I took a sip, and then kissed her softly. "Thank you." I whispered.

She moaned a little. "I love the taste of coffee from your mouth."

I chuckled and wrinkled my nose. "You're so weird."

She smiled back, "So are you."

"You have me there…" I said and I took her hand and led her to my room. When I opened the door, she took in a gasp as she looked at every steady surface of my very clean room was covered in candle light and there was a trail of rose petals toward the bed. I looked at her bewildered expression and smiled. "I think that every girl should have that dream first time. I didn't get mine, but maybe I can say this is my first. Which in some way, it sort of is, I've never been with a girl before."

She looked at me in awe. "I like that!" She said, and kissed me. "This is so pretty, I love this."

I smiled and led her closer to the bed. I had set up a picnic thing with some strawberries and chocolate. "I thought we could talk a little, so we could get comfortable." I said as we sat on the pillows at the foot of the bed.

We kicked off our shoes. We talked a little; she fed me straw berries… I fed her strawberries. We kissed a little. We touched a little, and then when it was getting seriously hot and heavy, she excused herself to go to the bathroom.

I was a little hot and bothered… but then I remembered that I didn't really have the prettiest of underwear so I took my tights and panties off then slipped a thong that Beck had gotten me on my body and slipped off my bra.

Tori was still in the bathroom when I was done, and I was glad at first because I really wanted to get the underwear changed, but now it was taking too long. I walked to the bathroom and knocked at the door. "Babe… are you okay?"

"Jade… I can't do this." She said. There was a hint of panic in her voice and I nearly died of disappointment because she had me so hot and bothered.

"Um… okay." I said taking a deep breath. "We don't have to do anything. Just come out and let's go to sleep just like any other time."

She opened the door standing in her panties and I let down a little bit. I sighed and bit my lip trying to suppress a moan. "I didn't bring PJ's… didn't think I'd need them."

I laughed at that and shook my head. I walked over to my dresser and handed her a nightshirt. I began to undress in front of her, and she gasped when she saw that I was wearing no bra as well. Then a moan escaped her when she saw the thong. Then she pouted and closed the door behind her.

When she came out of the bathroom, I was busy blowing out candles on the dresser. "Don't turn them off…" She said. I stopped and looked at her. "It's just so pretty can we talk and cuddle by candle light."

No… we can't… I was so frustrated and I was so ready for her now. I had to cool down. I don't want to cuddle. "Sure babe." I said with a smile and a calmness that I really didn't feel.

I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck. Then I walked us just like that over to the bed. Once we lay down I just held her. "Jade I am so sorry-"

"Don't worry about it." I interrupted. "If you were not ready there was no reason to rush to it."

She turned to face me and she pressed her forehead to mine. "You are the perfect girlfriend." She whispered.

I laughed, "I'm hardly perfect." I reached up and pulled my fingers through her hair.

"If you were a dude, you would have thrown me out on my ass by now." She said.

"Don't be so sure I still wouldn't do that." I said with a smirk. She reached out and pinched my half naked ass. "Ow."

"You'd throw me out?"

"Mmm… No, if I did I wouldn't be able to call my best friend and talk trash about you because you're it."

She smiled and kissed me softly. "I just kind of… I wanted… " She couldn't even finish her thought and I couldn't help but chuckle. "It isn't funny!"

"I don't know what you're trying to tell me." I said placing my hand on the dip of her waist.

"Oh god…" she whispered a little. "Okay, so every time I think about us you know… I get this rush… and then this gush… and then this smell…"

I giggled… GIGGLED… that is so not me but I couldn't help it. "Oh… Tori"

"Stop… it isn't funny!" She began to argue and I kissed her quiet. I pressed my body against her and I flipped myself on top of her.

My hip pressed against hers. My lips finding their way from her mouth, to her jaw, to her neck while I whispered. "There is nothing wrong with you. You smell because you want me. I love that smell. I want that smell."

"Do you smell?" She said reaching for the hem of my nightshirt. I let her pull it off of me and I sit up straddling her.

"You tell me?" I asked her, as she couldn't help but reach out and take my breast in her hands. I moaned, and she took a deep breath.

"I see what you mean." She said, and then flipped us over so that now I was at the bottom. She removed her own nightshirt and crashed her lips into mine. "Let's do this." She said once she pulled back.

I looked at her breathless, and all I know was that this was the most surreal situation I had ever been in. Tori made love to me hungrily, as if she had done it before. She ravished me and I wondered how she knew what I liked. "Wow..." I said once I could speak.

"Really?" She asked with a smile.

I laughed and shook my head out of this dream. "Tori… I thought you were a virgin."

"I am… I mean I was…" She stammered looking at me then dropped her gaze. "I read a lot."

I laughed. "Then you would know you're still a virgin." I said taking over the situation. I loved her like she loved me, slow, and special and deliberate. I should have never been so nervous about knowing what to do. I knew what felt good, there was no doubt she would enjoy whatever I would do.

When I was done, Tori lay next to me extremely quiet it was eerie because she went really quiet just before there was a gush to tell me she was cumming, her legs began to shake and her toes curled. But I don't know what her being this quiet means. I can't get her to shut up most of the time, and I was wondering if this was just what she does.

"Babe?" I asked quietly. "You okay?"

"Jaaaaaade…" Tori began to cry.

"Oh my… " I panicked. "What happened?"

"I'm going to go to hell…" She said and buried her head on my shoulder, and I realized that… Tori didn't know what to think of what she had done, we had done. I had come to terms with it, she had not thought about it at all and she just wanted what she wanted. Now that she had it… She was a very bad girl… in her own mind.

"God gave me you." I whispered. "I love you, and so does he."

"If this is wrong…" she started, "I'll go to hell happily."

I smiled at her sadly and I held her to me, and she cried. So did I.

A/N: so... sorry, I didn't go graphic just didn't seem right in this story. I hope you liked this instalment anyway, and if you didn't go ahead and yell at me I can take it!