Lizzy POV
We get to the entrance of a storm cellar. "This one of the many entrances to the many tunnels under the city." Henry tells us.
We stayed in one of the buildings for a day to regain our energy and strength. Em was killed by a Crank right when we entered the city. It was sad, but at least she's not here still. She doesn't have to suffer with the rest of us.
Then Rosa made the mistake of being near a window during the lightning storm. Yeah, she got electrocuted. Not pretty.
So we are down to 20 girls including me and Teresa.
Teresa caught up to us that night and told us about how she was controlled by WICKED and kissed Thomas.
The remaining girls gushed over it while I sat against a wall smirking.
The girls were fussing over Rosa, but I was too busy watching two figures run into a nearby building. By the way one had a heavy limp, and the other was short, and a bit chubby, I knew exactly who they were. Newt and Chuck. They were alive, and that's all I could ask for. But I have to forget them. Well, only for a bit.
I didn't even realise I was sobbing until Hazel asked if I was okay.
I broke down. My walls I have built around my emotions the moment I was away from my brother and Newt, come crashing down. I couldn't hold back anymore.
I needed Newt, to calm me down when I wake up. I needed Chuck, to make me smile. I needed Minho, to sas everyone. I needed Fry, to put extra food on my plate. I needed Jackson, to have a shoulder to cry on. I needed mom, to say I was going to be okay, even though I wasn't. I needed Alex, just to be here. I needed dad, to break anyone who broke my heart ( cough cough Thomas cough).
I just needed to be back with Group A, where my second life started, and ended. I just needed something to hold onto. Something that I knew couldn't leave me. Humans die too easily. You can't count on them to be there at all times. I needed something.
Most of all, I just needed to be with Newt. Wake up next to him after my Griever nightmares. Hold hands at dinner. I just needed him. His touch. His smell. His voice. His smile. His warm chocolate brown eyes.
That night I had the same nightmare. But then another o
ne.
I am back in the Maze, cutting my arm. Vertically. That was when Thomas showed up. I was on the second cut. I looked up, but it wasn't Thomas. It was Newt.
He walks over to me, tears streaming down his beautiful face. "Why Lizzy? Why do you do this to yourself? It hurts me more than it hurts you." He grabs my arms and the scars, and cuts disappear.
I look at him, and see blood dripping down his arm. No! Nonononono! He took them. My scars. My cuts. He took my pain.
"No! Newt!" I scream, as he falls to the ground. Lifeless.
He took my pain. I was supposed to die. But I killed him. By doing this to myself, I killed him. I was supposed to die. This was meant to end my pain, but it only made it worse.
I woke up crying hysterically, with Mac over me. Shaking my shoulders. Waking me up.
Now we are going beneath the city. I don't trust Henry though. He should be gone by now. Maybe he has something planned. I'm going to have to keep an eye on him.
I have lost too many people as it is. Dad. Alex. Mom (I know this because she would have told me something it my mind by now). And now I'm going to lose my second family - Group A.
I can't lose my friends in Group B.
I have to keep them safe.
AN : Lizzy's dream was inspired by a Muke (MichaelXLuke) fanfiction on Wattpad. If you are into 5SOS (5 Seconds of Summer (a band)) and Muke, I suggest you check it out. The first book is called Mute, and it's by michaels_cheezburger. The second book is Speak, third is Voices, and they're in the process of starting a fourth book. Even if you don't know what Muke is or 5SOS is, you should still read it. I didn't really know what 5SOS was when I started but now I love them! So please read, and make a fangirl happy!
QOTC - What is the first letter in your real first name? Mine is a K.
Please answer! I want to know more about the people who read my soul...er...writing. Yeah...writing! Psh, I totally said writing!
Buh bye!