Thank you everyone for your reviews. I am so happy reading them, they just make me write faster :D So. Here we are, back at the cabin. This chapter is rated M.
CHAPTER 7
Jack hugged her tighter, trying to keep her closer to him.
"Yeah… you`re right, we can`t". He stepped away to distance himself. He didn`t thrust himself, afraid he might never let her go. Sam sat down on the couch again, knees to her chest hugging them with her arms. She leaned her chin onto them and closed her eyes. She promised herself that she will not cry in front of him no matter what. But this was hard. All she wanted in her life was him, and he was the only thing she could not have. She heard Jack sigh and finally looked up to him again. He was staring directly at her, not even blinking when she didn`t turn around.
"We still should talk, Jack".
"Yeah, I know". Jack joined her on the couch, this time seating a little further from her, leaning his head back and closing his eyes.
"I could retire".
"No Jack. You`re too valuable to this program. You know you can`t. I could quit the Air Force and work in the lab only". She looked at him, seeing that they were both determine that they won`t let the other quit anything.
"No Sam. You love the Air Force". Sam leaned her chin back on her knees and murmured something. Jack didn`t understand her, so he looked at her noticing her posture. She always hugged herself like that when she felt vulnerable. He wanted to hug her and comfort her, but he knew he shouldn˙t.
"What did you say"? She looked up at him again, thinking if she should say this.
"I said, I love you, more than the Air Force". There. She said it. She was waiting for the ground to open and swallow her. It would be better than waiting for him to say anything. But no. He didn`t. She was afraid to look up, what she might see. But in that moment she felt his arms around her, his head on her shoulder, hugging her tight to him.
"Jack", Sam whispered. She tried to look at him, but he was holding her like his life depended on her being there. She felt the same. And it hurt. He finally broke the hug and gently ran his thumb over her cheek.
"I love you too, Sam. Never doubt in my love for you". Sam was trying hard not to cry. She knew this doesn`t change anything. But as hard as she was trying, she couldn`t hold back the tears from falling down her cheeks. She was hurting, knowing that things between them will never change until they are both in the Air Force. They would never let them be together. Jack let her cry, wanted to do the same, but he never did. He only cried when Charlie died. They both stayed like that until they fell asleep.
Jack woke up in the middle of the night, noticing Sam was pressed against his chest, breathing slowly. But even in her sleep, he could tell that she was tense. He stood up and picked her up in his arms and took her to her bed. He stayed there for about 10 minutes just watching her and cursing everyone who made all the rules. But even he knew better. They were there for a reason. But as he was thinking about it, they weren`t written for those working at the SGC. No one knew what they were going through every time they stepped on another planet. And right then and there he decided to go back on Monday and try to talk with Hammond. With that thought he stood up and went to his bedroom to try and get some sleep.
Sam woke up, looking confused around the room, finally remembering the previous night. She stood up, taking a blanket around her shoulders and went to look for Jack. She found him standing on the dock, looking across the pond, but not really seeing anything. She joined him, leaning into his shoulder and lacing her fingers with his.
"Jack".
"What"? Sam looked up to him, blinking because the sun was bothering her and leaned back into him.
"Can we pretend for today, that there are no rules"? Jack was thinking for a while, knowing that this was too big of a temptation.
"Sam. We…" She turned around to face him, seeing doubt in his eyes. Doubt and desire and so much more.
"Please Jack. Just for today". Jack removed his hand from her shoulders and took hers in his. They started walking to the cabin, both with anticipation and fear. As soon as they closed the door behind them, Jack started kissing her.
The touch of his lips made Sam almost losing her balance, but Jack kept a firm grip on her shoulders, while she returned the kiss with full passion. Their tongues were clashing against each other, both now frantically kissing the other. Sam`s hands went up behind his neck stroking his hair what made Jack pull her closer to him, making her feel his arousal. Sam loved the feel of him pressed hard against her thigh. He started nuzzling her neck, kissing her on a delicate skin behind her ear. Sam started moaning and returning the kisses, going down his throat, while her hands slid below his shirt so she could feel his skin on her hands. Jack lead her to his bedroom, slowly taking off her shirt, tracing the muscles of her body with his fingers. Sam took a deep breath, helping him take off his shirt and started kissing him now on his chests, her hands going behind the waistband of his sweats, while she traced her kisses with her tongue until she reached his nipple and took it in her mouth, gently going over it with her tongue.
"God Sam" She looked at him and started kissing again, this time a lot more passionate, while he was taking off her bra. Sam could feel his erection getting harder against her. She moved a little and looked down, noticing he was not wearing boxers. She started kissing him down his stomach, tracing the hair down to the waistband. Slowly she started stroking him through the sweats, making him moan and move against her. She smiled. She loved how she made him feel.
"Sam… wa…" She had no idea what he wanted to say, pulling down his sweats and gently grazing the top of his erection with her lips. He jerked against her, wanting her to do a lot more than that. She grabbed him with one hand and started teasing him with her tongue, while the other hand grabbed down his balls. Jack was holding on her head, his hand stroking her hair and letting Sam take him into her mouth. He was going crazy, feeling the wetness of her mouth, while her teeth were gently grazing him around. He couldn`t take it anymore. He pulled her up and pressed his mouth to hers, both falling down on the bed.
"You are so beautiful, Sam". Sam`s hands were holding on to his back, while he cupped her breasts and started gently play with them. He gently took her nipple in his mouth, licking on it, sucking, making Sam move frantically below him, asking him for more.
"Jack, please…" He smiled and kissed her on her mouth again, than slowly going down between her breasts and down to her belly. Sam started to move more below him and grabbing him, pulling him lower to her core. He settled himself between her legs, Sam already spreading them wider. She was still wearing her panties that were almost soaked through and through. Jack smiled and started kissing her through them.
"Oh god, Jack. Please… more". He pulled them down and threw them on the floor. He could see Sam was all ready for him, but he didn`t want to hurry things up. He loved exploring her body. As much as he wanted to slip inside her and relieve himself, he took his time, enjoying the view of her below him. He started kissing her and stroking with his hand, what just made her press harder into his mouth. Jack pulled himself up, kissing her again all over her body, her hands holding onto him tight, her legs going behind him. Sam could taste herself in his mouth, what just made her go crazy. She wanted him. She needed him right now.
"Jack…" But Jack couldn`t wait any longer too. He slipped inside her, making her gasp in surprise, waiting for couple of seconds until she felt comfortable. He couldn`t keep his eyes off of her. He started trusting into her, slowly. Sam joined him in their rhythmic movements, their body in sync with each other. Soon they were moving faster, both repeating the others name. Jack could feel her muscles around him, feel her coming hard, milking him and making him trust harder and faster into her. She screamed his name between her orgasm, trusting her hips into him and gently stroking his balls making him totally lose it. He pushed one more time and finally he could feel exploding inside her.
They were both lying, their bodies intertwined, Sam`s head on his chest, his arms holding her gently. They were both silent, Jack`s hand stroking Sam`s back. He looked down at her, noticing that she was thinking and imagining what she was thinking about. He put his finger under her chin, making her look up at him.
"Hey. None of that, ok", he whispered and pressed a kiss on her forehead. "Not today. No worrying. Deal?" Sam smiled and kissed him back.
"Deal".
"Um… so, are you ok? You know… ugh… I was…".
"I`m great Jack. You were great". Jack grinned.
"So. What are we doing for the rest of the day"?
"Do you even have to ask, Jack"? Sam kissed him and moved closer to him.
"Well. I had that in mind too, but I thought we had to eat something eventually".
"Hmm…" Sam started drawing circles on Jack`s chest and pretended to be thinking.
"Come on. I`ll go make us something to eat. We`re going to need energy for what we have in plan". Jack winked at her and smiled. Sam started to laugh but did agreed with him. While he went to prepare some food, Sam took a shower, already wishing Jack would be with her. She joined him quickly, noticing Jack was done. She started to make some coffee, while Jack went to shower too.
"Mmm, this taste so good". Sam was enjoying the food and Jack was surprised at her appetite. He grinned and just looked at her. He thought he could never get bored with her by him side. Going to bed with her at night and waking up with her wrapped around his arms. Sam looked up at him.
"What"?
"Nothing. I was just thinking how great it is, being with you like this".
"Yeah… it really is", she whispered and stood up. She took him by his hand and lead him to the bedroom.
"Hey, I`m still eating, woman". Sam started laughing and turned around to kiss him hungrily.
"Mhm… ok, so maybe not that hungry". Jack followed her and they were on a bed in seconds. Sam pushed him down and quickly got rid of her clothes, Jack mimicking her, pulling down his sweats. As soon as he was lying there naked, Sam was on top of him straddling him up.
"Hey". She kissed him, catching his lower lip, while his hands started stroking her back and going down to her hips.
"Hmm… loving the view down here". Sam smiled and lowered herself, making her breasts tease him on his chests. He grabbed them both in his hands, loving the feel of her soft skin. Sam could feel his erection growing and started to rub herself on it.
"God Jack… how can you get so hard" Sam pressed herself closer to him, loving the throbbing sensation against her already aroused skin.
"You Sam… you make me this hard". Jack grabbed her by her ass, pulling her higher. Sam moved a little, letting him slip inside her, loving the way he felt while rubbing her inside.
"Jack…"
"Come Sam… come for me" Sam started to move faster, feeling Jack`s hand pressing his fingers on her clit, making her lose her mind.
"Come on Sam". Jack started to press on her clit harder, while she was moving frantically. It took her another push into him when she finally came, Jack following her. She fell on his chest, trying to catch her breath.
Jack grinned at her and moved away hair from her face.
"You know. I always thought some Goauld will be the end of me, but now I think you, Samantha Carter is the one, riding me like this". Sam chuckled, hiding her head into his chest, feeling the blush starting from her neck up to her face. He hugged her and kissed her on top of her head. It was soon after that when they both fell asleep. The whole day was spent like this. Making love and resting. Sam was afraid of the next day. She`ll be the first to leave the cabin, taking the long drive back home, alone. She knew it was for best, that they don`t go together. They both agreed that this was it. There will be no more hugging or kissing until they figure it out how to be together without breaking the rules.
It was early in the morning, when they were standing next to Sam`s car, saying their goodbyes.
"I love you, Sam. We`ll figure this out, I promise". Sam just nodded, afraid that if she speaks that she`ll start to cry.
"I love you too, Jack". They hugged and kissed goodbye. It was after 10 minutes when Sam had to stop her car, not able to hold back the tears. She let herself cry and it took her almost 30 minutes to compose herself and to start drive again.
TBC