Hey guys this chapter is….. Going to be inserting your gonna find out the whole story of there memories and to be honest I feel bad for each and everyone one of them Mostly Logan, because he's my favorite but anyway on with it. oh and thanks to everyone for reviewing and following and viewing
(Kendall's pov)
I looked around at the guys once more, know one said a word. I wonder if what happened to me happened to them. They each the same look I did. The look of pain and sorrow, and even worst they had tears in there eyes. I hate seeing people cry especially people I care about. Yeah it's been a few days but I can say I care about these guys like family. I don't know what it is but that's the way I feel. I wonder if the others feel the same way I do.
"Guys Roy wants to see us after school" I said putting on my best poker face. No one said a word but they all nodded. I wonder what he wants to talk about. I hope it doesn't take long I don't feel like doing anything now. The rang signaling that lunch was over .we all got up nobody still saying a word left and went to our last class of the day. The class of the day I had was math. The whole time I was there fragments of that memory kept coming back, Over and over again, constantly reminding me of that fateful day. I let a few tears slip but then I remembered that I have to keep my emotions in check. I can't let what happened last time happen again. As soon as the class was over I ment with Logan in the hallway and waited on the front steps for James and Carlos. As we waited for James and Carlos, Logan was shifting uneasily.
"Kendall" Logan said
"Yeah?"
"What was wrong with you just morning? I mean when the guys brought up the storm that happen yesterday you just kind of put on that face that says at what's on the surface not on the inside"
"I…-"then James and Carlos walked up and I turned away from Logan.
"Hey guys you ready to go meet Roy" Carlos said happily. I guess what ever happened at lunch didn't have that much effect.
"y-yeah" Logan stammered out
"ROY WERE READY!" James yelled and with flash of light Roy appeared in front of us and soon as he appeared he put his arms out and beam of white light engulfed us and we were transported to same place we were the first time we did this.
"Boys…we need to talk, I know what happened at lunch today. I also know that each one were considering quieting because of what happened in the past. Boys to stop the darkness from taking over you guys and this world you got to get over the things in the past or your gonna lose sight of what's real." He motion us to sit down on the ground with his hand, we sat in a circle.
"now we are gonna sit here and talk these problems out so we can get past them" we all exchanged glances but no one said a word"
"Who's gonna go first" he said looking around at us.
"I will" Carlos was the one who spoke up.
(A/n: someone these are gonna be in a flash back but some are not)
(Carlos's pov)
I cant believe im doing this the last time I told someone about they went and told they whole school and I lost of my friends, but I hope these are different, over these few days these have the closest things to best friends ive had in a while hopefully telling this story wont make them leave and never talk to me.
"When I was little I used to live with my mom and dad, when were happy I guess. My parents never fought they were always laughing and smiling I can say those were the best years of life. When I turned about 14 my dad lost his job and when that happen everything went down hill. My mom had to get another job so she worked day and night. So when that happen my dad hated that my mom was the one was bringing home the money. He felt like he had lost power in the house, next to me and mom he loved that most. After about two weeks for him being out of work he began to get depressed and started drinking. My dad couldn't take care of himself when was drunk so I did it. I would cook for him, clean; help him get from place to place everything. Well one day my mom came home and they got into an argument about him drinking so much and when she left and when back to work. He went crazy, he started breaking started breaking things and said we was gonna burn the house down. I got scared and I tried to calm him down. So I ran up to him to and trying to get him calm him down but when I did my dad turned his rage on me. He started to beat me and after that first time every time he got drunk he would beat me….sometimes it was so bad that I wouldn't wake up for 2 to the days. The beating didn't stop till was 16 so the only way I could cope with this was if I cut myself. That was the only owlet I could find. I didn't want to tell anyone because I was afraid I would get taken away from my parents if I did. When I finally found the courage to tell someone I told my friend jenny, we have been friends since we were little. When I told her she didn't take it to tell he yelled at me and told me it was wrong, but the one thing that hurt the most was she went around the whole school and told everyone and after that one would talk to me. After that I told my mom everything that happened since she only home for at 15 min each day she never noticed what was going on. When she found out she called the police and my dad was arrested and my mom quit her night job and she thought it was best if I switched schools. So here I am".
"Wow im so sorry Carlos" James said pulling me into a hug.
"Its ok I got through it….so whose next!" I said trying to change the subject.
"Ill go" Logan said
(Logan's pov)
Flash back
It was sunny Friday afternoon I had just gotten out of school and I was just sitting in my room not really doing anything. I didn't have any homework since it was Friday so I just sat in my room bored. I wonder what Blaine is doing maybe he'll want to play. Blaine was my older brother he was five years older than me so since im 11 he's 16. I look up to my bother a lot ive always wanted to be like him. He's super smart he's got a whole bunch of friends and my mom and dad love him. Blaine can do no wrong in there eyes, which was a little annoying because every time he didn't do his chores I would some how get blamed for it and I would have end up doing them. I jumped out of bed and ran to Blaine's room and I knocked twice
"Come in"! He yelled
"Hey Blaine you want to go outside and-" I said walking in
"No Logan" he said not even turning around from his computer
"Come on you don't even know what I was gonna say"
"alright what" he said turning around"
I wanted you to come outside with me and we could toss the football or go on a walk trough the woods or-"
"No" he said turning back around
"Come on please!" I said running over to him and wrapping my arms around neck
"Ughhh fine ill go on a walk with for about 15 minutes alright"
"Yaayy!" I said letting go of him. We have a large back yard fill with trees and animals. We go on walks as a family all the time, I love going on walks its helps me clear my head and relax. I ran to my room and put on my old shoes and ran back to Blaine's room.
"Are you ready" I asked
"Yup let's go" he said walking out of his room and I followed right
Behind him.
"MOM ME AND LOGAN ARE GOING ON A WALK BE BACK IN 15" yelled.
"Alright be careful" she said in the kitchen we walked out of the house and headed for the woods. Im glad Blaine said yes to going on a walk with me we haven't spent anytime together lately. He has been busy with life at school, with friends, clubs, and school work so not much time for me. We made it into the forest and we took in the sights. Blaine was pointing out plants and was telling me the scientific names. I was kinda paying attention but I don't really care about plants. We walked for about 10 more minutes until we came upon a hill. We climb the hill and sat on top. The view was amazing you could see a huge forest that went on for miles. I went to the bottom of the hill and saw that the hill sat on top of a cliff.
"Hey Blaine come look at this" I said calling up to him he came down to were I was and sat next to me.
"Whoa, that's a long drop we should get back mom is probably looking for us" he said standing up and began walking up the hill. He was halfway up when tripped and let out a scream. He rolled down the hill and went off the cliff but I caught his hand before he could fall. I struggled trying to pull him up.
"Blaine I can't pull you up im not strong enough" I said tears forming in my eyes as I start to slip.
"Logan, let go" he said.
"What!? No im not letting go."
"Logan you have to… because if you don't you'll fall to."
"No Blaine im not losing you I can't."
"Logan he lean down" I did so we were face to face. He kissed my cheek.
"I love you Logan, you were the best little brother ever and im glad I spent my final moments with you" he said starting to cry.
"I love you to Blaine, this isn't goodbye though"
"Your right, we'll see each other again I promise" then he use his hand to make me let go of his and he fell"
"BLAINE!"
End of flash back
I let the tears fall. I have never told anyone that story, I hate talking about it. Blaine's death was my fault and I will never forgive myself.
"They never found his body, which hurt my parents even more they said he will never to rest in peace since he wasn't laid to rest. My parents make it painful clear that Blaine's death was my fault, my dad left after that and my mother stopped talking to me for a while"
Kendall pulled me into a hug and I broke down after that. It hurt so bad knowing that you were the cause of your brother's death and on top of that I made my family slit up. After I calm down we continued.
"Who's…next" Roy said a little hesitantly
"Ill go" James said.
(James's pov)
When I was about 10 years old one night I woke up because I had to
Pee. I got of bed and headed to the bathroom and when I passed my parents bedroom I herd them auguring, so I stopped and listened in. My dad was yelling talking about that he was gonna leave because he was tired of this life and that he didn't what it anymore. He was saying he never wanted it in the first place, how he never wanted a baby, how he didn't want me. That really hurt hearing out my dad month that he didn't want me anymore and that he never wanted me to begin with. My dad opened the door and saw me there and he tired to tell me that he didn't mean it like that but I knew the truth. So after that day I stopped talking to him actually I went mute for about two months no one could get me to talk. I only started talking because I figured out that my dad wasn't worth it anymore I may have ruined his life but he was a bad dad anyway I shouldn't waste any thing over him, so that's pretty much it I ruined my parents marriage and it scared me for life your turn Kendall"
"James you didn't ruin your parents marriage it was your dad fault for not being a good dad" Carlos said
"Yeah... I guess"
"Kendall… Roy said
(Kendall's pov)
Flash back
I was sitting on top my car with my girlfriend Jo. We have been dating for about 6 months and everything has been going great. We were looking up the stars neither of us saying anything. I was really enjoying the time we have been spending together she was really sweet; she was everything you could want in a girlfriend.
"Kendall" turning towards me.
"Yeah?" I said looking at her.
"Im ready"
"For what? To go home? But we just got here did I do something wrong-"I said panicking.
No I mean im READY…for you" she said smiling.
Oh...Jo, im not ready for that at least not yet"
"Why not" she said getting angry.
"Im just not ready for can you please respect that"
"ughh take me home now!" she said getting of the car
I sighed and got of the car and drove her home. The car ride was silent. When I got to her house she quickly got out and she slammed the car door shut."
"Jo-"
"Save it" she yelled I drove off and went back home. I didn't know it was that big of a deal for her. Im not ready to have sex, that is the last thing on my mind right now I just wish she would under stand.
Two days later…..
I just left hockey practice and im on my way home. My mom sent me a text and told to come straight home right away. When I got home I walked in and set my hockey bag by the door and walked to the living room. When I walked in I saw Jo's parents sitting on our couch.
They gave me a death glare then got up and left
"Mom what was that about" I said looking at her she had tears in her eyes
"Kendall... Jo's parents were here because… Jo says that you raped her..."
"WHAT? Mom you don't actually believe them her do you"
"I don't want to but Kendall… Jo has two black eyes and the hospital found fluids in her" I fell silent I know I didn't do but someone did.
"Kendall! I can't believe you would do something like this i didn't think you would be the type! His mom yelled
"MOM I didn't touch her, she lying!"
"The police are on there away Kendall"
"Mom don't let them take me I didn't do anything wrong mom I promise you"
"Im sorry Kendall there nothing I can do" there was a knock at the door. His mother walked over to the door and let the police in the walked over to Kendall and handcuffed him
"Mommy please don't let them take me I didn't do anything I swear" he and mom broke down in tears. I taken out my home and put in the back of the police car. I spent a week until my mom paid my bond. It seemed like the whole city knew what was going on everywhere he went I would get glares and people would throw things at me and not one store would give me business. My life was hell right now I couldn't even go to school because my mom was afraid the kids would jump me. The charges were dropped when a guy named Jett came forward and said he was the one that raped her and they test him they found he was telling the truth.
I was happy that it was over but the damage was done me my mom and my little sister backed up and moved to Minnesota where my mom grew up. A lot of people felt bad that wrongfully accused me. I have gotten emails, text, letters and phone calls from people telling our family how sorry they were. I forgave them of course but there was no way I was going back.
End of flash back.
"Im sorry that you had to go though all of that Logan" said he was leaning his on my shoulder as I told the story which was fine with me.
"It's ok because without going through that I wouldn't have met you guys so im happy that I did because I made 3 new best buds" I said smiling.
"Boy I need to tell you something" Roy said.
"What is it?" Carlos said
Over these few days the darkness has grown strong. to strong for you guys to take on here…the darkness is using the bitterness of the humans to grow strong. So it's to strong for you guys to take on here. You what im saying is that you guys have to leave earth and go to my world.
A/N: So what did you guys think I liked it took forever to type tho. Im very fast when it comes to typing but oh well. I know it taking me way to long to update and im so sorry babysitting 7 kids can take it toll on a guy but I promise I will pick back up when they leave. Next week im "suppose" to be staring band camp (band geek here I play the sax ) and that's for weeks so updating will be sketchy but when school starts which will be like a week after ill be back on track so please hang in there guys. Thanks so much to everyone who has been sticking with this story it means a lot to me so see you next time