Main Chapter Coupling: Jackie/Kelso
POV: Jackie
It's so hard loving you
Knowing that you love me, but not in the way I want you to
Knowing that I've been keeping my promises to you
Knowing that you aren't keeping your promises to me
Knowing that you're not keeping up your end of the bargain
It's so hard loving you
Knowing how naïve I was to believe we'd actually last
Knowing hat all the firsts I shared with you will never be my lasts
Knowing that you'll never give us a second chance
Knowing you're not as perfect as I once thought you were
It's so hard loving you
Knowing that I'm giving you my al and receiving heartbreak in return
Knowing that whatever I do will not bring you back
Knowing that there will always be another girl wanting to fall into your trap
Knowing that your next hookup is more important than all of the times we spent together
It's so hard loving you