Chapter 7: My Mysterious Days

Disclaimer: Twilight is Stephenie Meyer's and not mine. Strictly not mine! Because if it were mine it might just suck and all that.

We're back with Bella. A little summary of why she thinks her family suspicious.

I went out of the house to find some peace of mind. The weather is just perfect. Cloudy but not raining. I rode my Ferrari this time since I'm not sure if it'll rain today or not. The wind won't help me too. I drove to Olympia. I can't drive my Ferrari around Forks it's too ostentatious. That was what Edward used when Rosalie brought her convertible to school before. No. I don't want to think of them. I have to stop this or I'll never be able to leave. I have to leave. I sped up. I'll try to focus on the road. I can't. While driving, last days' events came to my mind.

I can't take another day in Forks. If I do I won't be able to hold for much longer. After the other night's mysterious events I really don't know what to do. They are so going to explain everything to me. Denise turned me into her Barbie doll again. She made me wear a blue blouse and simple pants. Of course being herself she added some unnecessary accessories. This dress-up thing usually takes three days from the first day of school but the way she dressed me today can par with the first day. They are acting so odd. The Cullens tried to talk to me relentlessly, except Edward. Am I not important to him? The other odd thing is, my family didn't stop them like they did yesterday. Other days went like this, always the same. I can't squeeze any information out of my family. Some family.

At night they won't help me train and they refuse to discuss whether we should leave or not. It really pisses me off. I tried, with no avail, to keep my head on my books, my hunts and my gift. For the first time of my existence as a vampire I wished for the sun to shine. I want to get out of the school so I can get away from them. Why do I have to always suffer like this? My limits are being tested every day. I have to decide now or I'll feel all miserable for an eternity. I won't be able to ask my family to kill me and the Volturi won't do it either. They want me and they'll never get me.

Everything is just so out of order. They think that they'll have me convinced that they want to stay here because the weather is perfect. Yeah right. I have to know what's going on. I hate it when I have no idea when something important is happening and I don't know anything about it. Maybe- just maybe they already made friends with the Cullens. That'll suck. That means I have to leave on my own. No, that's impossible. They understand what I've been through. Jesse saw it already and the others were told about it. They are just so... off. They are so planning something and they don't want me to know.

I skidded to a complete stop. Oh no! It… it's a surprise. No! No! No! I hate surprises. They know that and yet they're doing it every now and then. I never get used to it. I have to find out. There are no occasions for this month. Unless they came up with something. I panicked. I have to force it out of their mouths right now. The thought of making them unhappy is just holding me back. I'll get ready for it anyway- whatever it is. I sighed. I'm halfway to Olympia but I lost all the will to go there so I turned and headed back home. I'm not in a hurry so I drove slow- for a vampire that is. I listened to my CDs and it surprisingly occupied my head.

When I got in the garage I saw Myra and Denise waiting for me. They gave me a smile and I smiled back. "Welcome home," they greeted and unison as I got out of my car. "I'm back."

"Do you mind if we ask you a personal question?" Myra asked. They both have those nervous and guilty eyes again. What could it be?

"Sure," I allowed with a shrug. They walked towards me. A slow procession. I tensed.

"Do you still love Edward Cullen?" Myra asked, looking intently in my wide eyes. What am I going to tell them? Do I tell the truth or not? What brought this on? I'm not lying so…

"Yes," I answered. I held myself together. I can feel the pain. That simple question gave me so much pain. Knowing the truth about my feelings for Edward and the rest of them. Knowing that I still love him and that I miss all of them. That unbearable truth.

"We're sorry, Bella," they quickly apologize. No matter how hard I try to hide my pain my reflex reactions always give me away. "We… We just wanted to know," Myra whispered. They hugged me both and I cling to them for support. I feel like I'm falling. Denise patted my back. "That's all we need to know," she said.

"Thank you for answering," Myra added. They walked with me to my room. I still can't feel my legs. They're so numb. Myra and Denise sat me on the sofa and the left, giving me privacy. I lied down. Again, I waited for the tears that won't come. I nevr expected too much pain to come as a vampire. This isn't the new start i was hoping for. But then again... There never was a good new start.

There was another feeling that I can't not take to consideration. The feeling of danger coming. I've never felt like this for decades. I don't know if this is a vampire instinct or not but it's eating on my rage. Only two things trigger this feeling; the Volturi and Mana's coven. But that coven was long gone. Mana and his coven were already taken care of by the Volturi guards. That only leaves them. I knew they'd come for me but when? I have to get my family ready. The Cullens don't need warning. They have Alice with them. Clearly, they are of more advantage in these situations.

Author's note: It's short...I know. I added a few more so its not that short anymore.

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