With every second of our kiss my mind would spin and my knees threatened to give out at any moment. He growled against my mouth as he kissed me harder, breathe coming out short. There was a knock on the door but we ignored it and carried on, our grip on each other tightening. The knock came again this time harder and louder. He pulled away from me, my lips numb and pouted.
"Enter!", he shouted with frustration in his voice as his thumb wiped down his lips. The door slowly opened and a Frost giant stood in the doorway.
"My King", he bowed, "We have all gathered for what you have asked.
"Yes, yes of course", his hands left my body and walked towards the door.
"Where are you going?", I asked confused.
"I have an execution to attend", he answered looking me up and down one last time then disappeared out the door. I was left standing there alone in the empty room, a bright red blush on my cheeks, my face burning with shame. However i couldn't help but touch my abused lips, catching a smile forming on my face. I was experiencing a range of different feelings that i had never felt before which frightened me.
...
I was sitting on the edge of the bed for what seemed like hours. I was beginning to grow tired of my thoughts and twirling my thumbs. I sighed and got up to stretch my legs along with my arms high above my head, letting out a weird little moan as my muscles stretched and my bones clicked. I wondered around the room until i came to an old vinyl record player at least 60 years old. There was a disk already slotted onto the pike in the middle. I pressed the switch on the side and fiddled with the piece that would come onto the record, placing it on the edge of the disk; i had only seen these things in movies so i didn't really know what i was doing. The disk started to spin but no sound came out, however after another couple of seconds, 'Cry me a river' by Julie London started to play.
I smiled at the irony of that particular song and the situation i was in. I closed my eyes and imagined i was back home, my arms wrapped around my waist and i started swaying to the slow, calm song while singing along with Julie.
"I cried a river, over you", I continued to sing happily.
"You need a partner", a smooth voice interrupted me.
"No thank you", I replied calmly and carried on my swaying.
"That wasn't a question", Loki unfolded my arms and took my hands, putting one on his shoulder while the other was caged by one of his large hands on his chest. His other laced itself around the small of my back, pulling me in close so our bodies were touching. We started swaying to the song; i kept my eyes in front of me, my attention on the patterns on his clothing while his eyes kept looking forward in front of him.
"Why do you have old Earth songs on your old Earth music player? I can tell you're very old fashioned; the room looks like it should be in a 1960's Home keeping magazine. But you're not just old fashioned, you're Earth old fashioned", I stated teasingly with a grin looking up at him.
"I like the style of Earth culture in that time, don't you?"
"Well, yes. I love everything to do with history. But...you hate Earth, why would you decorate your room to resemble it in the slightest?"
"I don't like to be questioned. I do what i want"
"I can tell", I said looking away as we continued to dance. A couple seconds of silence passed until i felt Loki bow his head and nestle it into the top of mine, his nose nuzzling my hair as he breathed me in. The weird thing was i was enjoying every second of it, his gentle touch, the way his body moved with mine and the smell of leather and metal mixed with a deep, sweet musk.
"How was the, uh, execution?", I gulped.
"Oh it went very well, their punishment was quite satisfying"
"What?", I moved away from him, a frown forming on my face, "How can you say that? You took their lives"
"They hurt you Carmen; I could not allow them to live after such actions. Would you have wished them to continue their lives, to give them the chance to repeat what they did to you, next time kill you?"
"No, it's just, you shouldn't be so damn well pleased with yourself", I moved further away until my back was to the large bookcase which was built into the wall, a big enough gap between us.
"That's it, act the innocent, loving, caring Carmen that people assume you to be. But i see the real you. You want power, you want the world, and i can give you all of that", he started to move towards me, closing the gap i had made between us, "We are not much different you and I, every creature is below you including petty humans. They are peasants and you, my sweet, you are a queen. I can tell you will take great satisfaction in ruling and... Punishing them, especially those closest to you. You want to show them what you are capable of, even if it means taking their life"
I was appalled by every word that came out of his mouth. I angrily lifted my hand and slapped him hard across the cheek, his face moving with my hand as it echoed through the room. He looked at me, now anger in both of our eyes, however a grin started to form on his face. I went to strike him again but he grabbed my wrist and slammed it into the shelf behind me. I lifted my opposite hand to try again but he caught it and slammed it with the other. My wrists were forcefully claimed by his big hands either side of my head, anger now mixed with lust in his eyes as he stared me down. Both of our chests were heaving as we just stared at each other contemplating what to do next. Before i could stop myself i lunged my head forward, my lips crashing against Loki's my mouth ravenously plundering his. He happily accepted my gesture and matched my enthusiasm. Our tongues quickly met, neither of us waiting to see if it was acceptable and I closed my eyes as he deepened the kiss. He released his grip on my hands to interlace his fingers in mine above my head, soon to bring them down and release me completely as one hand was running down my back, the other pulling my thigh up to meet his hip. We moaned into each other's mouth as my hands found their way to his neck, tangling my fingers in his long slick hair as the record came to an end only leaving behind the quiet sound of static.
He kissed along my collar bone and I raked my nails down his back, eliciting a rumbling groan from him. It vibrated against my chest, his voice noticeably lower and breathless. He dragged his hand over my hair and let his other hand latch onto my waist, gripping it, almost hurting me with the strength behind his fingers. I let a moan slip and he chuckled, leaning up so that he can place kisses on my neck while he sucked and nipped on his journey to my chest where he opened a button to the top of my shirt with his teeth, proceeding to take one of my breasts in his warm, wet mouth and started sucking and flicking his tongue against my already hard as rock nipple.
"Does your desire overrun your hatred and fear of me?", he purred as he made his way back up to nibble on my earlobe, one hand massaging the other breast. I let out a gasp as his other hand wondered up my shirt, cupping me in between my legs, his long finger dipped inside my folds and started to gently rub my sensitive clit, "Body flushed, dripping wet, teetering right on the edge. It suits you love"
I grabbed onto his hair as he inserted a finger, still rubbing my clit with the other changing to a circular motion. I let out a high pitched sigh against his cheek.
"I want you inside me", I said in a breathless whisper, my lips brushing his ear. He pulled back to look my face over, a seductive, enchanting grin stretching across his face. He pulled his fingers out and with his thigh now nuzzled between my legs, his hands grabbed hold of the front of my shirt, ripping it open sending the buttons flying across the room as they bounced across the floor. His hands roamed my naked body as mine tried to tug off his many layers of leather clothing. He chuckled at my attempt to undress him, he raised his hand and clicked his fingers together and before my eyes his entire outfit had disappeared leaving every inch of his body free for me to explore. My eyes widened looking him over, his muscles jerked and twitched deliciously beneath my hands as they traced his toned chest and stomach. I looked back up at his now evil grin as he once again pressed his body against mine; the sincere touch of his skin against mine was driving me crazy. He kissed me hard and tugged on my bottom lip making me whimper.
My back was pressed to the hard bookshelf, my shirt hanging off my forearms as his large frame hovered over me and his breath coming out in steams as our kisses became more intense. My body reacted to his naked form as i began to grind my hips against his, feeling him hard against my abdomen area and i could feel the burning sensation in the lower half of my body grow more frantic with need for him.
We were desperate for each other. His hands travelled down to the backs of my thighs, lifting me up so i was face to face with him, our lips still entwined. I could feel his full erection rub from my clit to my opening making me moan and whimper against his mouth. Loki pulled back from me; breathe heavy as he looked at me like he was asking for my permission, his grip on my thighs tight and eager. I grabbed the back of his head with both hands and gave him a hard, hungry kiss giving all the permission he needed, impaling me onto his throbbing length causing us both to cry out from the sudden contact.
He immediately filled me causing us to gasp in unison. He was big and it took my body a little while to become accustom to his size. He started to thrust upward into me with a rough force, over and over again, my nails digging into his shoulder blades, our breathless gasps and moans becoming more frequent as he banged me harder into the bookcase behind me, books started to shuffle in their place until they fell from the shelves landing with a crash on the floor either side of us.
To my surprise he changed our position taking me over to the bed and lying me down on my back gently, Loki still deep inside as he looked down at me panting, stray hairs dangling and swaying in front of me and beads of sweat visible on his chest and brow that glistened. My breathing was heavy, lying there as he looked me over taking in every inch of my body, his glance ended on my eyes. He had a look on his face that i had never seen before and i couldn't quite put my finger on what he was expressing. I took and gulp and pulled him in for another desperate kiss, hungry for his tongue and body. With one hand on my thigh and the other to support his weight, he started to move in and out of me at a more slower pace than before, i wrapped my legs around his waist where he went deeper, his length hitting an entirely new set of nerves, lighting them on fire as my body rocked against his.
"Loki," I whispered a silent plea for more. He removed his hand from my thigh and brought it up to caress my face. He looked straight into my eyes and drove himself hard into me. My cries grew louder and my head started to spin. His eyes, dark and intense roamed over my face as he claimed me. As he grew closer to orgasm, he kissed me, his tongue as insistent. I moved beneath him, eager to please him. My hips buckled and I gasped sharply as I felt the first wave of my orgasm. Suddenly, energy shot through my body. I clenched around him and cried out over and over as he wrung every last drop of pleasure from me as Loki threw his head back with a cry of pleasure, pressing his hips firmly into me.
He collapsed on top of me, his body heaving as he buried his face into my chest. The satiny feel of his skin on mine made me twitch with aftershocks of my orgasm. I let my hands tangle themselves in his now messy hair as my breath started to return to normal.
...
We were both lying on our sides facing each other, still naked on top of the bed covers just looking at each other. He was beautiful, everything about him. His slender frame, broad shoulders and legs that went on for miles, his brooding eyes staring into my shy ones. I was still overwhelmed at what had happened, the connection that was made between us. I hadn't told him that he had given me the most intense orgasm of my life, though i was pretty sure he already knew.
Loki's hand started to travel from the side of my upper body, to the dip at my waist and up again to my hip, his touch was light, leaving a tingling behind on my skin.
"You're perfect", he stated, not taking his eyes off of mine.
"I bet you say that to all the girls"
"There hasn't been anyone remotely close to perfection to say it too"
I felt myself blushing uncontrollably, "And i think you are perfect, even if you do sometimes turn blue"
He redirected his glance away from me in embarrassment, "I am sorry you had to witness that"
I blindly searched for his hand and laced my fingers with his, "Hey, you told me what you are remember...Let me see you like it again"
Loki hesitated for a second and then took a deep breathe. The colour blue took over his usual coloured skin joined by engravings that randomly made their way over his body, his eyes a bright piercing red. I lifted my other hand and placed it on his cheek, rubbing my finger lightly over a pattern that appeared across his cheekbone.
"Do i not frighten you?", he asked looking back at me.
"No, not at all. You're beautiful", i said quietly with a smile. Loki smiled back at me, still with surprise in his eyes as he returned to his original form and lifted my hand to his mouth and gave it a gentle kiss.
"Loki", i said getting his attention, "I never really thanked you for saving me. I would have died without you, and i understand why you did...what you did. So, thank you"
A wide smile took over him, "As much as you need me, i need you. From the moment we met i new that under all this anger we both hold inside of us, we were made for each other. I never imagined meeting someone who shared so much with me. I want to help carry the hurt you have, all of your burdens. Do you trust me?"
He was right, i needed him and he needed me no matter how i would try to deny it. The thing is, there are some things we don't admit because we just don't like the way it sounds. I took a deep breathe, "I...I do trust you Loki. Even though you've done everything to make me hate you, i can't deny what i'm feeling"
"And what are you feeling?", he seemed intrigued.
"I...I'm not sure. I just want you... and only you", I felt myself go bright red while Loki's eye's widened.
"Be mine, i'll give you the stars"
"I thought i already was", i said with a little smirk creeping onto my lips.
"You know not what you do to me", he said with a little laugh.
"I've got a pretty good idea", I said with my smirk widening. He growled as he pulled me towards him as our arms and legs entwined around each other. His lips crashed against mine, our tongues instantly interlacing making me moan into his mouth. The world stopped spinning every time we kissed. The only thing that was spinning was my head making me crazy, hoping he'd never stop.
We remained curled up in each other's bodies for so long i lost track of time, i didn't know if it was day or night, or what day of the week it was. And i didn't care.