I am so sorry! I got grounded, then I got sick, then I lost the wifi password, then my 6 month old cousin went into heart surgery and I am just so sorry! But here's another chapter. Once again, sorry.

Two weeks. I had not heard from Tadashi Hamada in two weeks. Honestly, it was slaughtering me from inside to out. I still mainly stayed in my room, curtains shut. Same old, same old. I worked on random projects and lately had become addicted to this film called Kill Your Darlings and fell in fan-girl love with actor Dane DeHaan and found out I enjoyed the band My Chemical Romance. My hair was in a bun, and I wore a simple white shirt with a picture of Dane DeHaan as Harry Osborn in The Amazing Spider-man, jeans that weren't torn up on the ends, and a pair of vans with crushed cars designing them. I sighed and lay sprawled out on my kitchen floor. "Eyes are so weird..." I thought as I flicked dust bunnies. I rolled onto my back and huffed out a sigh. I heard a "Knock Knock!" from my front door in the goofy Fred voice. "It's open!" I shouted from my oasis on the kitchen floor. "Hey why are you on the floor?" asked Fred, standing over me.

"Questioning my values of life, love, and Tada- and someone..." I muttered sitting up begrudgingly. "Hey, is that harry Osborn on your shirt? It is! Why do you have him on your shirt?" questioned Fred rapidly.

"Yes, it is and because he's amazing and it's a fan girl thing. Also, his actual name is Dane DeHaan." I told him drifting into my mind past My Chemical Romance, KONGOS, Fandoms, Dane DeHaan, Kill Your Darlings, and various other stuff until I reached Tadashi in my mind. Tadashi wouldn't talk to me... I've texted him. I'm way to shy to directly go next door. I've shot his window with my air-soft gun... I must be annoying. Then there was the whole, "Hey I like you a lot! So I'm going to say like a 6th grader then just leave and not talk to you for two weeks," thing... Freds voice intruded my thoughts with what she could make out as some thing about jeans. "Fred would you just shut your god forsaken mouth for 10 minutes!?" I suddenly snapped. He gave me a hurt look and said, "S-sorry." got up and left.

"Fred wait!" I said as I heard the front door close. "Dammit!" I shouted and covered my face with my hands. Losing all of my friends. Great. I wanted to just stab some one... Or cry... I'm not sure yet, but some where in that range. "Akima quit being a fucking wimp and go talk to him!" Is what her old friend Georgia would tell her. Georgia, the most manliest woman to ever exist. I stood up, brushed the dust off my butt, and promptly walked out the door. Fred wasn't out here so I stormed next door, fuming. I knocked on the door and Tadashi answered. looked him dead in the eye and started rapidly talking before he could even act surprised. "You little ass hole! I haven't talked to you in two weeks, which stressed me out because I thought I just lost one of my best friends and when I get stressed I turn into a bitch and now the one friend I was sure I had I'm not even sure I have any more because you said you like me then don't talk to me for two weeks! What the hell is wrong with you? I have tried to talk to you but you ignore me like I am some sort of bug, what am I? I want to know what I am to you so that I can stop wasting my own god damned time!"

He stared at me shocked. Nothing. "Listen, Akima... I don't... Can we talk about this later?" he asked. I looked at him coldly. "Fine." I said and stormed off. A tear dripped down my eye as I stormed off towards my house. I walked into my house and threw my self onto the couch. I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream. I wanted to throw that stupid crystal vase my mom loves so much... Even better... I dug through my freezer and pulled out an old slushy and pours some hot water in it. I then dumped the sticky, disgusting mess into the vase. I tossed the cup into the trash. You're probably thinking, "Damn! Bitch gone crazy over some thing so little?" But I just lost my best friend because of another one that stressed me out. Also, teenager. Remember? Lets get back to the story...

I sighed, curled up on the couch, a tear betrayed me and crawled across my face. I wiped it away promptly as I heard, "Akima, I know you can hear me." I frowned at the voice out side. "It's open." I told him, not moving an inch. I heard him walk in and sit on the couch. "Hey... You okay?"

"No. I am not fucking okay, alright?" I snapped, wiping more tears from my face. He sighed. "Why are you mad?"

"You wouldn't talk to me..."

"And?"

"And I got really stressed out that i lost one of my best friends, which made me lose my other friend... Can you stop doing that!" I blurted angrily.

'Doing what?"

"That 5 year old therapy thing!" I told him and sat up on my couch, wiping the tears from my eyes, smiling slightly. "Why are you crying?" He asked changing the subject.

"Because you're a pain in the ass... And I'm super sad and frustrated." I admitted and sighed. I buried my hands in my palms and sighed. I felt myself being pulled into a hug. "Hey, it's okay. It's just Fred, he'll come around eventually, and I didn't talk to you because I was busy." There was a pause of silence then my phone went off. Shell Shock by Juicy J and Wiz Khalifa. I sighed and the hug broke apart and I silenced my phone. The now black screen showed my puffy red eyes and soaked lashes. Damn, I looked that bad? Oh well. I sat back on the couch and leaned my head on Tadashi's shoulder. "You know, I completely over reacted..." I mumbled earning a, "Yep." from Tadashi. I smiled again and Tadashi said, "But I still love you for it though." I smiled even more and said, "I love you too."

Aww, adorable. It took me for ever to write this... I mean, it was DRIPPING drama and feels. But um, yeah. So Akima and Tadashi are going out now, Fred has had his feelings hurt and worst of all the vase now looks disgusting. Any ways,got any suggestions? Leave them in the reviews. I love hearing from my five handfuls of fans!