a/n: Thank you so much to everyone for your kind words! xoxo
April 13, 2015
Dear Diary,
Castle walked into my crime scene in a daze today and almost immediately proclaimed that he had sex with his ex-wife. His first ex-wife. Alexis' mother. Apparently she's a deep-fried Twinkie. Good every once in awhile, but bad for your health. So why the hell did he sleep with her? Why do men do things like that, and then complain about it? Here's an idea: if you don't want her around, don't sleep with her! Men just think with their –
Never mind. I can't think about him like that. For some reason, it bothers me too much. I don't know why.
Then he has to go and tell me stories about her. As if I need another reason to hate the woman. Can you believe she actually took Alexis to Paris without telling him? Who does that? I can't even imagine what he went through. 9 years old. Poor kid. Poor Rick.
Dammit.
He said the sex with crazy people is unbelievable. Sex with him must be –
Shit.
I need to stop thinking about him like that.
It's never going to happen.
Kate