chapter seven
one red bag of skittles, one mountain dew and two box of animal crackers it was seven hours before the show and they were getting all the moves map out and make it look prefect. i was nervous because randy was going against mark herny and john was going against alberto del rio for the title and the team tag evan bourne and kofi again the miz and r-truth and alex riley and john morrison and jack swagger against dolph zigger title. kelly was going against beth and i was not fan of kelly but i do but beth and natalya thinking they are saving people or save divas was crap in my option. plus i just find out ted vs cody for cody rhodes title. i was more nervous about the tagteam match since i did not want the miz to win he was so annoying beside i love my little evie bear being champion since he deserve it. i was nervous about randy going against mark henry because that man was out there he took big show and kane out so i was scared that he could do the same to randy. i hope alex riley or john morrison won they could be better champion or holder of the title that dolph had been then dolph. then it came to john against albert del rio and part of me was worried but the other part was not really that much. cm punk and triple h match i was so hopping that triple h wins it.
a hour later i see randy walk in and he notice the girls eating animal crackers and drinking juice. randy walk over toward me and hug me and said" hey my three good luck charm, can we talk heaven" i replied "sure girls stay here and watch dora we will be right back" we step out in the hallway randy said" miracle calling me daddy it made me feel happy i love that little girl and i love you, i know john won't give up his rights and i know he is most likely doing this because i love you and he is trying to get you back and he know you love that little girl and he know i love you and her that i do not want to lose either one of you so i was thinking since she has my last name anyways how about i adopt her" i replied" randy i appreciate everything that you have done for me and her over the past year ok, this fight is between me and john he is playing the lower card by putting our daughter in the middle of it, i am going to fight him on my own." randy nod his head and kiss the top of my head and said" ok baby, so i was thinking we need to go out so how about tuesday night just me and you" i nod my head and replied" ok" i smile and he hugs me and just rubs my back softly. i was still in my chair but the back rub felt really nice.
later that night john cena won, airboom won, cody rhodes won, dolph ziggler won and mark henry and triple h.
miracle and alanna had fall a sleep during randy match so glad that did not see it all or they would have gotten scared that their dad got hurt. i decide to go check on randy and he was ok just really sore. we go back to the hotel and i put the girls in the bed together. randy just lays in bed so i decide to give him a message. randy said" are you nervous about miracle, you and john thing?" i replied " no i was but after a while i realize there is no reason i should be at all" randy kiss my hand softly and said" that is right just know that me and everyone is here for you". i nod my head and we just laid in the bed and look up at the ceiling. randy soon fall a sleep but for some odd reason i could not sleep. so i slowly get up and turn on my computer and pull up my word pad document i had called journal
stepember. i stop and look over at the clock and it was midnight so i put stepember 19, 2011 monday. tonight is raw i am not sure if it is another supershow or not but anyways i get to see hugh jackson. you know the dude that play x-man in the x-man movies. i think he is hot. anyways randy and the girls are a sleep. john give me papers for custody of miracle. he has not been there for her at all in the entire year. i am not losing my little girl to him. randy and i are going on a date tomorrow. i do not know why but i am nervous i guess because i am still scared that randy is going to do the same thing john did to me. randy lost his match but he will be ok. john won his match and he is champion once again. my friends evan bourne and his tag team part kofi Kingston won their match. my friend ted and cody had a match and cody won but i know ted is going to come back and fight again. he is a good guy anyways triple h is still coo. i stop typing in my journal when i heard a beeping noise and i see i had a yahoo message. i click on it and it was from john cena.
jcwwea23: hey what are u doing up do you realize it is two in the morning?
heavengracie: i can't sleep so i am writing in my journal thinking if i clear my mind i might be able to sleep.
jcwwea23: who are you rooming with?
heavengracie: you already know the answer to that one i do not know why you even ask
jcwwea23: you guys are not even boyfriend and girlfreind and you are rooming with him
heavengracie: john me and you were not bf and gf and yet you and i room together at hotels all the time.
i was getting irrated and annoyed.
jcweea23: look i know you are mad at me but i want to get to know my daughter and you weren't letting me and this was like the only choice i felt i had.
heavengracie: you are unbelieveable you know that, i remember randy calling you and tell you when she was born, about her having to have surgery, her first crawl, her first steps, her first word, you were not there for any of it, you can blame me if you want fine, but i am adult and i know the truth, look i am getting sleepy i am going to bed. i copy mine and his conversation so he could not twist my words to a judge and sign off and save my journal and log off my computer. i walk over and climb back into the bed.
nine hours later i woke up when i felt two kids jumping on the bed saying "mommy and daddy get up we are hungry" i giggle softly hear randy growl in his throat and groan softly and replied" five more minutes" the girls said" no we are hungry like bears" i giggle softly and replied " girls go watch tv we are getting up" when i said that the jumping stop and i get up slowly and then i felt someone pulling me back down and said" why" i replied" they are hungry, i am hungry after they eat they will take a nap during their nap we can lay down" randy lightly kiss my neck which sent chills down my spine. randy notice me wiggle and smile and husky said" i see i am getting to you" i replied" no i just had a little chill now lets get up and dress." i get up and went to the bathroom to change clothes. then i get the girls ready and while i was getting them ready and knock was at the door. i climb in my chiar after telling the girls to get their shoes on. i roll to the door and open it and see ted, cody, evan, alex, kofi, eve, a.j (diva), and john morrison. i said" hey guys we are getting ready to go eat" john morrison replied" that is why we came here to see what you guys were doing and if we could all go to the same place" i said" that is ok with me" i help the girls get the shoes on an of course miracle runs to ted. alanna just went over to john morrison. after randy gets ready we all decide to go to olive garden. my cell phone rings and i slip it out of my pocket and said" hello" a voice replied" hey it is your mother can we talk?" i hang up there was several reason why one of them being she was always trying to control me and ever since i had miracle. it was like she felt like she need to control me more. i turn off the phone and finish eating and hanging out with everyone.
a two hours later we head toward the arena where monday night raw was being held. randy was not going to be on raw but he still had to be there. we watch the matches and everything and i felt my stomach do flip when i heard randy was going against mark henry in hell in a cell. i did not know what to say or do. then john cena and cm punk vs the miz and r-turth and i knew who i wanted to win. john and cm punk won and then the shocker all of shocker came miz and turth fired.
the next morning it was tuesday i was excited me and randy were going to go out on our date. where i did not know and when i did not know but i know it was going to happen sometime today. but of course john decide we should do the court thing so right now i am sitting in a court house in Cleveland, Ohio and i am shaking and my knee is bouncing up and down like crazy. i did not want randy to come with me since he was sore and i figure this was between me and john and our daughter and that is how i was going to keep it. but for this court thing we did not need any lawyer thank god because i could not get one one this short of notice.
miracle was sitting by me swinging her legs back and froth and said" mommy why are we here where is daddy and alanna" i smile and replied" honey they are back at the hotel we will see them after we are done here i promise we just have to do something really fast." i felt knots in my stomach because if john won how was i going to explain to her that randy was not her daddy but john is. i just hope i would not have to think of that and if i did well i could think of something.
there was elevator beside where me and miracle were sitting and when it beep. i literally almost jump out of my skin and then i heard the voice saying" hi heaven, hey sweet little angel" i knew who it was and i just did not want to look up since at the moment i wanted to hit him. i could not hit him because judge would find out and i would go to jail or lose custody of miracle or both. miracle look up and see john and said" hi" i was kind of surprise but not really miracle was a friendly little year old child. john smile and replied" hi sweetie" the judge calls us in and i put miracle in the second row and give her animal crackers and juice judge say" we are here today of custody of miracle hope orton"
i nod my head and said"yes sir, her father is john cena and we had a relationship or what you can call a relationship which i am not sure you can but anyways i was five months maybe six months pregnant i was in a car crash and she was born early anyways my friend or/ and her father friend step up and he give her his last name we call john but he never came, sir she is a year old and she has had a surgery and he was not there, i have been taking care of her and the only parents and person she knows is me and randy and randy little girl alanna please do not take my daughter away" the judge just nod his head and look at john and replied" what do you have to say" john said" sir i knew she was pregnant with my daughter, i was married at the time and me and my wife were having a hard time so i cheated with heaven, my wife was pregnant at the same time i was take care of my sick wife when she give birth to our daughter i wasn't there because i had not told my wife yet, i am not asking for me to take her away from her mother or randy or alanna, i am just asking for a chance to know my little girl" the judge gets up and said" i will be right back i will make my decision and i will tell you what i decide when i get back"
we both nod our heads. i look over at miracle and she was playing with the animal crackers. john said" so i know about the date what are you guys doing?" i replied" i am not sure yet, john i would rather deal with this then think about that" john said" do you love me or him?" the feeling of me wanting to hit him was just building and building. i said" you know i did love you at one point but the love stop, you never told anyone about us, you never told your wife, you never just never were there i was the secret that you like to keep, guess what i am not a secret anymore". i wheel over toward miracle and said" hey pumpkin" miracle giggles and replied" mommy doggie" i giggle since she was holding horse. i replied" honey that is not a doggie, you have a doggie remember it is with alanna you name it halo" miracle smile and giggle and said" what is it then" i replied" its a horsey" miracle said" a horsey ok" she smile and keeps eat and then i want to go change her diaper and she fall a sleep and i put her back down in the row she was sitting in. the judge comes back and said" mrs. summer? i see that you have been there for your daughter but i think i am going to side with the father so he gets here for three months and you get to see her every weekend"
i froze three months. the judge said" it will start in october" i just my head and pick up miracle and put her in my lap and head toward the car and buckle her up. a voice siad" that is not what i wanted i just wanted to get to know her" i turn around and replied" you won leave me alone, if you treat her like she is some dirty secret i will come back here and tell the judge everything or any judge everything" i get in the car since i borrow one of their court chairs. i drove to the hotel and the moment we get into the under ground parking lot. i just lost it and i start crying since i could not believe that he had actually won and i lost.
after 15 minutes i get out of the car and get miracle out and went upstairs and i place her in the room and alanna was still a sleep and randy was watching tv. randy look me after i close the door and said" what happen?"i replied" he won three months her and him alone and i get her every weekend" randy said" when?" i replied" october first" randy get up and hugs me and said" it will be ok, you know miracle, she is a tough little girl who can at least calm john partying down" i replied" i know but randy she has been with me for a year, me changing her diapers, me seeing her walk, crawl and heard her first words and he was never around" randy rubs my back and said" i know honey i know"
later that night randy left alanna and miracle with ted, cody, john morrison, and evan bourne. i was in blue jean shorts and t-shirt that was white that said" don't play with my heart" in black letters with pink over the black. he was in a nice shirt but not a dress shirt and a pair of khaki shorts. we decide to go to a burger place called five guys. randy gets cheeseburger and i get grilled cheese and we both get seasonal french fries. we ate and did not say much. randy said" how about bowling or a movie" i replied" bowling" we play five games and randy look at me and said" how the" i giggle and replied" honey i am just that damn good" i giggle since i had won three games. since i won three games and randy won two. i was having fun but at the same time i was thinking about john won custody of miracle. randy lean down and kiss me softly and said" no matter what i still love you and miracle and alanna you guys are my world and i love u so much" i replied" randy, my feelings about you scary me, i care about you so much and i love little alanna and my daughter so much" randy replied" why does that scary you, i am not him i will never been him" i nod my head for a moment i could not speak and said" i love you more then i ever loved him, i give you my heart at this point that is all i can give to you" randy nod his head and kiss my cheek and replied" i will guard it with my life. "
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