A/N: Ok so you all hate the story, got it!!! But, i like the story so i'm going to keep writting and posting new chapters!!! I wish you guys liked it more but, apparently you don't because your not reviewing. maybe after i finish writting it and it's over i will just delete it?!?!?!? who knows!!! Thanks those of you who reviewed the last chapter after 5 days!!! oh wait, that was no one!!!! GRR!!!!! oh well you guys hurt my feelings but you don't seem to care!!!!!

Amber

P.S. and yes i'm still sick!!!! not that anyone cares!!!!

"Hey Bella, Edward." he said as he stood up. We took a seat on the couch next to Carlisle and Esme.

"I'm glad you could come, Jacob." I started.

"Yeah, I came as fast as I could. Why did we all have to meet?" I looked over to Carlisle and nodded, saying that he could tell Jacob. I don't think I would have been able to go on, without crying. I snuggled up to Edward. He held me tight.

"Bella is having twins." I heard Carlisle say as if he was speaking to one of his patients and giving bad news.

"That's great. But, there's something else isn't there? Bella wouldn't be crying if there wasn't."

"Yeah there is something more. Twin number two is growing very slowly compared to twin number one."

"What does that mean?"

"It means that twin number two doesn't have a very high survival rate." I started crying uncontrollably yet again. Edward just held me tighter.

"Why does this have to happen?!? Bella doesn't deserve this! Why does she get yet another werewolf baby to remind her of me and then finds out that one might not live?!?!?"

"Please calm down." I heard Esme say in her soft motherly voice.

"I have to get out of here. I'm sorry. Bye" with that he left the house.

"Will someone go make sure he doesn't hurt himself?" I heard myself say.

"I'll go." Carlisle is always so thoughtful.

"Thank you, Carlisle." with that he was out of the house at vampire speed. Esme came over to me. She hugged me then left Edward and me to ourselves.

"Edward, this can't be real. Tell me it's not real, please."

EPOV

Why is this happening to her?! Jacob was right, Bella doesn't deserve this she doesn't deserve any of this!

"Bella, love, I can't lie to you. I love you too much to be able to lie to you." She just started crying harder. Why am I doing this to her? This is killing her. All I could think to do was to cradle her all the way upstairs to soon to be our room. I sat on the couch, her on my lap. I held her real close and hummed her lullaby. Her crying began to subside, so I figured she was staring to fall asleep. I hoped that she would have a dreamless sleep. Any dreams she had now would be bad I could just tell they would.

JPOV

How could this be happening? This is all my fault. Why did I have to get her pregnant in the first place? Why did I have to fall in love with her? If I wouldn't have fallen in love with her we wouldn't have gotten pregnant, she wouldn't have almost married me, she wouldn't have had to go threw the stress of planning the wedding, she wouldn't have kissed Edward in the trailer before the wedding, she wouldn't have wanted to talk to me. She wouldn't have fainted. She wouldn't have gone to the hospital, and had to choose yet again. Why am I so stupid? Right then is when I heard the bloodsucker calling my name. I stopped and fell to the ground. I couldn't handle this. First I found out she loves the bloodsucker more and then she's having our twins with him. Then, I find out one twin might die.

"Jacob, are you ok? Do you want to talk?" Why doesn't he just leave me alone?

"Yeah, I'm fine I just need to think it through without talking to anyone else."

"Your not fine. Jacob you have to get over her. You can't have her. Fighting over her is just tearing her apart even more. She loves Edward. I've told him the same thing about you. I told him not to go to your wedding. But, he insisted that he was invited and he was going to go if he decided he wanted to. I told him just to leave her alone. But, I think it's your turn to leave her alone. She doesn't need all this stress. It's just hurting the baby more. She could end up with two premature babies with too much stress. She wouldn't emotionally be able to handle that. Trust me. You need to back off, at least until the baby is born. However, if you ever want to talk, I am here for you. I know you probably don't want to talk to your ex-fiancée's boyfriends dad about this. So, I could give you a number of a friend that works through this kind of stuff with people if you want. You could talk to your dad, or the pack."

"No, it's ok I think I can handle this on my own."

"Jacob, it's not healthy to hold everything inside."

"I know!" Why does he keep badgering me? I don't want his help!

"Please, let me help you."

"I don't need help. The pack will help me when they find out about it anyway."

"You don't want to tell the pack do you?"

"Of course I don't. I'll look like a failure. First, I lose my girl. She's pregnant with my twins. One of them might not live. Would you want to share that with everyone in your pack or cult, or whatever?"

"No, I wouldn't but they will be there for you. Everyone will be there for you. You won't look like a failure. You will look very strong for letting people help you. The weak ones are the ones who hold it inside until they explode. Just write it down, or talk with someone you trust. You have to do something Jacob, you have to!"

"I'll figure something out. Thank you, Carlisle." I got up to leave.

"Wait, Jacob if you need anything just call please, or even stop by. Ok?"

"yeah, sure. Thank you for the offer." I left.

EPOV

I was just staring at her. Watching my angel sleep. She was so gorgeous when she slept. She did some stirring during the night, but not much. She only said a couple words. They didn't seem happy or sad but, curious. She asked why and what and who even where but there was no sequence or other words that let on that she knew what was really happening. All of a sudden I heard the door open downstairs, Carlisle. He came up the stairs and knocked on the door.

"come in." I said as quietly as possible, as to not wake Bella.

"Hey Edward, I'm kind of worried that Jacob might be taking this harder then Bella." His voice was inaudible to human ears.

"Is that even possible?" I brought it down quieter as Bella began to turn.

"I think the combination of everything is taking a toll on him. He doesn't want to talk to anyone, the pack, Billy, me no one. Bella has a lot of people to talk through this with but he has no one that he trust enough."

"What do you want me to do about it?"

A/N: ok so i'm not even going to ask you guys to push that memerizing little purple button that says go this time because i know none of you love me enough to waste one minute on me so ha! be that way i don't care!!! (breaks down crying) be that way!!!!!

Amber