A/N: This chapter is all Jace's point of view just letting everyone know so that it doesn't get confusing.
Chapter 7: How Could I?
How Could I? How did I not protect her and stay with her or get her to could with me? I ask myself those questions everyday now. It was an idiotic thing not to take her with me. If only I had picked her up and taken her with me. No I didn't do that because Isabelle was right there she could have protected Cass. This is the last time I actually yell at Isabelle for in the hall to watch my daughter while her live was on the line. It's been three days since I last saw my daughter and I have regretted each day that I haven't found her.
"Jace come on we got to find out where he would have taken her" Alec yells at me. It takes everything I have in me not to yell at him.
"I'm coming Alec you say that as she is your daughter" I say to him
"She is my niece though Jace and I would like to get her out of the hands of evil for once" Alec says
"I have looked in everything there is here I can't figure it out how do u think you can?"
"I know people"
"You are not going to try to find my daughter by using Magnus Bane!" I yell having enough
"It was just a suggestion Jace you didn't have to yell at me" Alec says and walks out.
"I think you where a little too harsh on him" Clary says coming up behind me.
"I won't let him use the wizard that erase some of your memories find my daughter"
"I do have my memory back Jace Magnus isn't a bad wizard"
"No he just doesn't like my guts and won't help me out, which will make him not want to help you out"
"That's why Alec was going to talk to him maybe change his mind"
"I really don't know Clary I really don't know"
"Let your family help you out for once Jace you barely even let me help you"
"There is a reason for why I barely let you help" I say smiling
"Is it only because I was pregnant with Cassie when you needed my help last time? Which happens to be the same thing this time?" She says frowning while trying to hide a smile.
"Yes that would be why I wouldn't let you help, we have to find her so she can be a big sister"
"I know we do, so well you go with Alec's Plan?" Clary asks
"Sure why not because if I don't agree you will have him ask Bane anyways keeping it a secret away from me then I would yell at Alec when I find out" I say
"Jace Lightwood! You will not yell at your brother whenever I ask him to do something" Clary says playfully knowing that she can barely yell at me.
"Fine I won't yell at him. I will just bl-"
"And you won't blame Isabelle either, your just as bad as a child I didn't know I would have to teach you right and wrong"
"I'm going to tell Alec he can go talk to his boyfriend about finding our daughter" I say still not use to Alec having a boyfriend but as long as he is happy then what is there to argue. I walk out of the room after I kiss my wonderful wife and head out to look for Alec. Church comes up to me. Not wanting to leave him back in Brooklyn we brought him along.
"Where is Alec Church?" I ask the cat even though he still doesn't like me he leads me off to the kitchen which he usually goes to. Alec happens to be in there at the time Church leads me in. Church was actually right for once. Alec is on the phone when I walk in so I wait until he is done.
"Do you need something Jace?" Alec asks after hanging up the phone
"I actually need to tell you something"
"Well then tell me"
"Go ahead and have Magnus Bane find or search for Cassie" I mumble
"What did you say I didn't hear you?" Alec says
"I am not repeating myself"
"Oh I heard you the first time I wanted to see if I could get you to say it again that's all"
"Yeah that doesn't work on me Alec, I only say things once no getting repeats out of me" I say and walk away hoping Alec can get a hold of Magnus so we can find Cassie.
"don't worry Cassie we will find you one or another" I think to myself.