A/N: I'm back. Thank you for the reviews. Sorry I took so long, I don't know if this chapter will be all that great I've been out for a while and I'm so sorry I couldn't think of a full chapter and I hope you guys are still interested. Not good at Doctor terminology so if you don't understand you're probably not the only one.
Disclaimer: Let me think do I own Instant Star if I did this would not be a Fanfic this would be an Instant Star Mini-movie.
Chapter 7: Remember Me
Green light, Red light, Crash. Tommy was still sitting in his office thinking of a million different things, where was Jude was she ok, she shouldn't be alone. Then his mind wandered to Sadie and Quest. Did he care that they slept together, of course but he did sleep with Jude and he didn't regret it, but it 3wasn't even that they slept together it was that they had something to do with Jude's kidnapping. How could they do that especially Quest given Tommy didn't want her to be with Quest but he didn't want her to get hurt but she did? He was tired of thinking about the many reasons why Quest and Sadie could have done it and finally came to the conclusion that he was just going to have to find out. He got up and headed into the lobby where he saw a very worried Quest on the phone and Sadie flipping through the channels like it didn't even phase her. He started walking over and Sadie got off the couch.
"Tommy could we please talk I really think I should get a chance to explain myself." He had his back to her and he was glad he did because right now he was fuming he was so angry.
"Sadie not now I really need to talk to Quest and there's nothing to..." He stopped short when a picture of Jude caught his attention on the news station.
In other news local Instant Star winner Jude Harrison was involved in a major car accident. Harrison was said to be driving down 7th street Maine she swerved and hit another car causing both cars to be thrown into the other lane when a truck came trying to hit his brakes he crashed into Ms. Harrison's car causing her to be trapped. So far the other two victims of the accident seem to be find but as for Jude there is still no news.
Before any of them had a chance to say anything they were bounding out the door. In a silent agreement they took Tommy's hummer. The ride was as quite as you would expect. Tommy was driving faster then the speed limit avoiding every traffic single and light. When they arrived at the hospital Quest ran to the nurses' station followed by the others.
"Hello we're looking for Jude Harrison." The nurse didn't bother to look up from her computer.
"I'm sorry I can't disclose that information to anyone at this moment." She was typing and Quest was growing frustrated and that wasn't helping the situation.
"Look lady I'm her husband and this is her sister and her producer." She still didn't look up as she continued typing and now chewing her gum and popping bubbles.
"Right like I haven't heard that one tonight from reporters, journalists and fans listen why don't you go take a seat with all the others." That was enough Tommy was extremely pissed off.
"Look lady stop pretending to type on your little keyboard spit out that damn gum and pay attention. I'm Tom Quincy Jude's producer like her husband said before and this is her sister. Now you've got 3 options. One you give us that information freely, two I let Sadie here kick your ass and I jump over that counter and get it my damn self, or three I run up and down this damn hospital screaming at the top off my lungs." The lady rolled her eyes and popped her gum again and Sadie looked about ready to attack.
"Like I told you before go sit and... OMG it's, you're Tommy Q. I'm so sorry sir right this way." The nurse had finally looked up and it was a god thing to. She grabbed a clipboard and started walking off. They finally reached the Jude was on and sat outside waiting for the Doctor. It was an awkward silence in which they had nothing to say or were afraid to say anything. Ten minutes later the Doctor walked out.
"Hello I'm Dr. James; you're all family I presume so I can tell you. Jude is unconscions but from the test we have run there seems to be a problem. Well from where Jude was hit and the impact of it she hit her head pretty hard. There was nothing to serious to where she needs surgery but there is major damage to the brain. See Jude damaged her temporal lobe, which means she is going to have memory lose. Now it's nothing too serious her memory will eventually come back it's just we don't know how long it will be before it does. Now we're thinking from what we see on are charts that it's selective memory lose. She might remember her name and stuff like that but it can be presumed that she will forget most of the stuff before the accident, fights arguments, special arrangements, stuff like that which is natural, but what a person in her situation might do is block out all of the bad stuff that's happened the specific time range." Everybody looked at each other confused not understanding.
"What does that mean?" Quest asked.
"Right now she's on a journey of her life and she sees everything but chooses to block what she doesn't want to remember. She could forget a person if they were in every memory she chose to block or she could remember the person but only the good things or she could remember faces and names but nothing else. She's doing what so many of us wish we could, she's erasing bad parts or good parts of her life to suit the new one she wants.
"So your saying there's a possibility she might not know us. Why is that so bad?" Sadie asked it wasn't a dumb question but more like a confused one.
"Well some would say it's not but without the full capability to remember you lose some of the storage part meaning with everything new she takes in it wipes away all the old causing her to lose her memory permanently." They all looked shocked and sad.
"Well what do we do? Tommy asked finally after not speaking. He had nothing to say before.
"There's nothing you can do but pray and hope she remembers you. But on the off chance she doesn't you don't want to push her into remembering you because if it comes back to her in pieces and if it's all bad that can cause shock which could cause her brain to overload and then she goes into a comma or she dies." Tommy was going to be sick. He hurt Jude a lot what if she didn't remember that he wouldn't be able to take it.
"Can we see her?" Quest asked standing up they all looked at the Doctor and waited. He nodded and they followed.
Days went by and Jude hadn't wakened up, everyone came to visit hoping maybe their voice would trigger something but nothing changed. It was 11 at night and Tommy was in the room. He brought her guitar and the stuff she had been working on hoping it would help. He started playing.
Whatever happened to us we used to the same.
Now it seems like everything we ever had has changed.
I look at you with her and my heart breaks
but it's the same road your heart takes
so tell me how...
She started stirring and Tommy sat down the guitar and moved to the edge of the bed.
"Jude girl listen to my voice follow me please open you eyes." Tommy watched but nothing happened he bowed his head and for the time since he was a child he prayed. After he just lay there then he felt a hand on his head.
"Tell me how to get back there with you." Tommy shot his head up and looked up at her into her beautiful eyes.
"Hey girl." He waited hoping she remembered who he was because maybe if she did then she really did still love him.
"Who are you?" His heart broke and he wanted to die but it was a second before he realized he wasn't looking at him, he turned his head and looked at the person who had just entered the room.
"Jude it's me Sadie."
