Gossip

Maya POV

I know I have all my friends that are there for me but no one really understands what I'm going through they try to help but they just don't get it, Katie says she knows what I'm going through and that she's been there before, but it was different she OD at a night club with Bianca because of her injured knee.

It's been a few days since I've come back to school now. The staring and pointing hasn't stopped but I'm not really surprised, what's high school with out gossip and drama.

I just wish everyone knew the true story instead of just listening to the rumours that have been going around the school like mad, people will believe anything you tell them, I hope that everyone would just forget about what happened.

I just felt like sleeping all day and not leaving my room but I know that that wouldn't help anything the gossip would only get worse if I didn't leave my room.

The past few mornings have been the same to my first day back. Meet Zoë,Tris,Grace, Miles ,Zig,Tori and Johna and walk to school pretty much in silence.

So far today was better then the last few days , there has been less people pointing and staring which is a start at least. But there are still crazy rumours going around. Most of them bring up the past. Luckily my friends have been defending me and denying all of the rumours, which I'm really grateful for for.

It just pissing me off now, people don't understand what the fuck I've been through and people who I've never meet are judging me, and I've had it, I wish that they would all just fuck off.

Tori POV

Me and all of Maya's friends have been trying to help her. As we all know that this isn't easy for her. Everyone has a different version of what happened that night of the play, with none of them to be true. Some people have brought up the past and said that it was to do with that.

She says that she's fine but we all know that she is struggling to ignore all of it but who wouldn't. We are all trying are best to help Maya in any way that we can.

It's been hard to see her this way, she not the same Maya as she used to be, Cams death and the crash effected her not that she would ever admit that to anyone but we can all see that it did.

But since I've been back things haven't been the same I feel like things are different to what I thought they would be, I know that things would of changed but I don't think that it would have this much, I feel like I'm in a completely different school where I've never been before. I came back here mainly to make sure that my friends where all right and I'm happy that they are both better , than what they where but I'm starting to feel like I don't belong at Degrassi.