A/N: Since I didn't update for a while, I decided to update twice this week. Woot.

Chapter 7

Roy's POV

After Rian left, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to be alone, especially now. The only person that was able to comfort me had just left me. With a sigh I reached for the phone on the nightstand. It's late, but I need someone. My fingers trembled as I dialed the phone number. The phone rang a few times before a familiar voice answered. "Hello?"

"Jean, its Roy. Can you please come over? I need you…" I whispered. I was trying hard not to cry. I've never felt as weak and vulnerable as I did now. "I'll be right there, okay?" He said without hesitation. "Okay" I mumbled as I placed the phone back on the receiver.

Within minutes, Jean was stumbling into my room. "What's wrong? Where's Hawkeye?" He asked out of breath. I looked down to my lap, "He left me…" I mumbled. I felt Jean's arms around me and he held me close. I couldn't help but cry. Why can't this be Rian? "What happened, Roy?" Jeans voice was low and gentle.

"I wanted to talk about our baby… He was so colds towards me…. It's like he's happy that this happened…" I mumbled. Jean rubbed my back, "Roy, I'm positive he isn't happy about this. He loves you. He just needs time… Everything was to sudden…" I closed my eyes and nodded softly, suddenly feeling exhausted.

As I was dozing off, I could have sworn I heard Jean singing softly. "…Shall I stay… would it be a sin… If I can't help falling in love with you…"


When I woke up, Jean was asleep on the chair near the bed and I couldn't help but giggle. His black robe was covering his, very adorable, duck pajama bottoms. And not to mention, his shoes were mismatched. I guess he really did hurry down here.

"What's so funny?" he mumbled quietly as he shifted around a little before opening his eyes. "You have a very exceptional sense of style, Jean." I said with a smirk. He chuckled, "They were a gift from my five-year old niece. And the shoes… Well I couldn't see much in the dark." He ran a hand through his already ruffled hair.

"Were you already going to bed when I called?" I couldn't help but feel guilty.

He shook his head, "Don't worry about. When you called I knew something was wrong. I wanted to get here as soon as possible." He stood and stretched, "And besides, how could I pass a chance on sleeping on these comfy hospital chairs." He chuckled a little and I couldn't help but smile, "Thanks, Jean. For being here…"

He placed a hand on my shoulder, "You shouldn't be alone, especially now. I'll be here as long as you allow me to." He's smile was genuine and I couldn't help but feel happy that he was here. "Although, I may have to leave for a few moments. I need to change and stop by the office." I pouted a little. He chuckled and held my chin little, "No need to pout, pretty lady. I'll be back soon." I closed my eyes and chuckled. Same old flirtatious Jean, no doubt in that.


About an hour later, I heard the door open. I couldn't help but feel upset to not see Rian. "Was he in the office?" I asked Jean. He hesitated a little before walking in and closing the door. He walked toward me and I noticed that he was avoiding eye contact. "What is it, Jean?"

"Well… I ran into Fuhrer Grumman in the office this morning. Rian asked him for a temporary leave. He said Rian didn't look well and that time away would do him good… Thing is, we aren't sure of where he was heading off to or when he plans to return…" he finished with a sigh.

I clenched my fist. How can he leave me without a word? "That idiot…" I mumbled. "I loved him and this is how he repays me? Fine, then I hope he never comes back… "I whisper. I didn't even feel like crying anymore. I just felt betrayed.

"I hope he realizes the mistake his making…" I heard Jean mumble. I looked at him for a bit and studied him. I hope he doesn't leave me too.

I've known Jean for as long as I can remember. He and I were the biggest flirts during our school years and we just clicked. He was the type of guy that wasn't the brightest, but gave the best advice and he would never leave you behind. I absolutely cherished his friendship.


Two weeks passed and still no news from Rian. I was released from the hospital after being admitted for three days and I was back at home. During this whole time, Jean stayed by my side. He kept me company during the nights because I wasn't ready to be alone. He practically lived in my guest room and I couldn't thank him enough for not leaving me alone. I was also back in the office, but it wasn't the same without Rian. A part of me wanted to cry whenever I saw his empty desk, another part of me couldn't care less. I can't deny that I miss you, Rian.


More days passed, then months, and even a year passed. I had come to terms with the idea of Rian not coming back. At first the thought broke my heart, but slowly, the pain began to ease. Jean was a big help in dealing with this too. Not once did he let me go through this alone. I had to admit, I even developed feelings for him.

It was Sunday and both Jean and I didn't have work today. Jean was off running some errands and I was left at home. I was being consumed by thoughts of both Jean and Rian. My thoughts mostly revolved around Jean and how amazing he was.

"Maes, I don't know what to do…" I groaned as I covered my face with the book I was reading. I don't what to fall in love again. With a sigh, I sat up on the couch and placed the book down near me. I don't even know if Jean has feelings for me. "This sucks." I thought out loud. "What does?"

I couldn't help but get startled. "What the hell, Jean?!" I grabbed a pillow from the couch and threw it at him. "When did you get here?" He chuckled as the pillow hit him softly and landed on the floor. "I just walked in actually. Must be thinking pretty hard for you not to notice." He picked up the pillow and tossed it back on the couch. "I have to show you something." He reached out for my hand. I took his hand and he pulled me outside.

"What is it?" I asked as he led the way. "Well… it's your birthday soon." He replied excitingly. We stopped at the porch near a big box with a blue bow. "So here's you present." He let go of my hand and motioned towards the box. I hesitated, "I swear, Jean. If it's one of your tricks again I won't hesitate on burning you." He just shook his head and chuckled softly.

I lifted the lid from the box to find a very adorable sleeping puppy. I looked up a Jean, "Seriously?!" I said not hiding how excited I was. "Yep, he's all yours." He replied with a wide smile. I carefully picked up the puppy and held him close. He cuddled against me and it was the cutest thing ever. I loved dogs. Dogs embody loyalty, they follow their masters commands above all else. Be a jerk to them and they don't complain, and they never once beg for a paycheck (1).

"This is the best gift ever! Thank you so much!" I told Jean. He nodded, a smile still on his face. As I was petting the puppy, I noticed a piece of paper attached to his collar. "What's this?" I mumbled. I got the paper and unfolded it.

Will you go out with me?

-Jean

I looked up at Jean who was fidgeting nervously and was as red as a tomato. I couldn't help but laugh, "I had no idea we were back in Jr. High again." Jean looked down at his hands, "I didn't know how to ask. Every time I tried to I panicked." I walked closer to him and kissed his cheek, "Of course, I'll go out with you."

(1) I just had to put that in here. Lel