Chapter 7: Back from HELL

Randy's Point of View

I hit the wall in the locker room hard. I can't think of why Cena would foil my plans of me putting Batista back on the shelf. I had a plan with Legacy but here comes the good Samaritan-Cena...to stop me with DX to boot. I really don't want to do the Promo coming up between Cena and JayCee. I hear a knock on my door—

"Ten minutes until your Promo Mr. Orton, you can head into position."

I walk out...'here we go-I already hear Cena's entrance music playing thru the loudspeakers...now JayCee's still on as I am at gorilla position myself. I'm so upset with Cena, he just don't know. 'I hear voices in my head' and I'm not talking about my music. Cena and JayCee will be upset with me if I go thru with my thoughts but I don't care with what is about to go down. Cena should never have tried to help Dave out...he is suppose to be MY BEST FRIEND!

I'm standing at gorilla position waiting on my music to cue up...'I hear voices in my head'... I walk out. 'They counsel me they understand...they talk to me...' Look at Cena being all smug with MY WWE TITLE. I grab a mic from some attendant, "Look here CENA!" I start. " Yeah, so what if I lost the match last night. I still have a re-match clause to invoke!" The crowd starts chanting, "You QUIT! You QUIT! You QUIT!" There Cena goes laughing at me-"It's not funny!"

"I know you have a re-match coming u and I will win again and still be THE CHAMP!" Cena says.

The crowd starts chanting again, "U QUIT! U QUIT! U QUIT!" Oh! I'm getting madder by the second. "U all shut up!" I say to the crowd then turn to my arch-rival in the ring, "And wipe that smirk off your face Cena before I do it for you!" The rest of the Promo goes by in a blur even when Trish comes out to tell me that I can't have my re-match tonite. Cena has the night off. THAT DID IT-IT'S MY TITLE AND I WANT IT BACK NOW! 'DO IT'...'DO IT'...my thoughts are saying. I push Cena out of the way onto the ropes. I know it was suppose to be Jay but I want to hurt him like he did me-I kick JayCee in the abs and RKO her. I didn't even look back as I drop down on the mat to roll out of the ring to head backstage.

I'm getting out of here now. I walk fast to my locker room with Legacy to get my things. A few minutes later, Cody rushes in.

"Randy, man something is wrong with JayCee. She is still in the ring and Cena called for some help."

"What are you talking about Cody? All I did to her was RKO her. The most is her neck should be sore but that's it. I just wanted to get back at her for saying those things and Cena for not only having my title belt but helping Batista out earlier." I leave my bag and walk out with Cody down the hallway and Ted stops us.

"Jay is hurt bad Randy. What did you do to her in the ring?"

"Ted, I just RKO'd her like I told Cody." Ted face falls for some reason. "WHAT? WHAT IS IT TED?"

"Jay is..." Ted pauses. "Jay IS?

WHAT TED... JAY IS...?"

"Jay is hurt. You should go see for yourself."

I head to the medical room with Cody and Ted right behind me. It looks like all the Raw Superstars were crowding around. Ted looks in the room where JayCee is. The Superstars see me and make a pathway. Cena sees me and runs headfirst out to fight me. I can't figure out why JayCee was so Affected by my RKO? "What happen?" I ask. Cena just comes at me full speed again. Master, MVP, Kingston grab him to hold him back.

"JUST LET ME GET MY HANDS ON HIM! WHAT WAS YOU THINKING ORTON?"

"I knew the minute she decided to get mixed up with you that way-something like this was bound to happen!"

"HAPPEN? WHAT WOULD I DO TO HER? YOU DID THIS TO JAY! NOT ME-YOU ORTON!"

" You happen John. Your are not good enough for someone as nice as she is!"

"COME HERE!" Again Master, MVP, Kingston hold him back again as I jump at him too but Rhodes, DiBiase, and Morrison hold me. "LET ME AT HIM!" Cena screams." SHE'S PREGNANT, YOU JERK... JAY IS PREGNANT!"

"PREGNANT?" I'm in shock! I turn to DiBiase and Rhodes...DiBiase shakes his head yes.

"Yeah, Randy almost two months or so. JayCee told me and Maryse the other day and swore us to secrecy."

Stephanie McMahon comes in to suggest Cena use this for our re-match, which will be at the Hell in the Cell pay per view. Jay calls out for Cena and he goes to her. I can't believe that all of this is going on...I need to talk to my friend. I start to walk to S.T.S. when Doc Hollywood comes out to talk to Cena. Oh, No!-the hits just keep on coming...Doc tells Cena that Jay lost the baby. I'm not gonna be blame for all this. Cena comes looking for me. They hold him back once again...he is livid but I didn't cause this. "It's no place for a girl like her to be around you. You're nothing but toxic waste. Jay deserves better than you. I'm surprised she is still champion at this present moment in time. Hell even the kid growing inside her knew deep down how much a failure you'd be and decided to die. At Hell in a Cell so will you." Stephanie pulls Cena into an impromptu promo. I leave to find her, my friend. I don't see her around. I need my phone but I left it back in the locker room. I'll get my stuff, call her and leave the arena. Her calls are going straight to voice-mail. I hear someone shout her name as I walk around the corner. I look at her and she sees me. She doesn't come to me but stares at me. I'm about to call out her name when Maryse calls to her for them to leave. I back up a bit in the shadows for them not to see me. She turns to look for me but still walks out the door. How could she leave without talking to me? I wonder what''s all the stuff she was carrying out. She had more things than usual and where was she going in such a hurry with Maryse. Maybe to the hospital for Jay but why wouldn't she at least answer my calls. I'm going to the hotel and first thing in the morning-I'm leaving this godforsaken country. I didn't like it before this trip and for sure as hell now don't like it. I didn't do anything wrong-just bad results happen-not my fault and I'm not staying here to be crucified for it.

Maryse's Point of View (English/Anglais, French/Franchaise)

I cannot believe what just happen. (Moi, croire pas maintenant que se passer).

I never thought I would witness something more horrible that Orton could do than punt someone in the head. (Moi, ja'mais pensee' Moi te'moin quel que chose horrible que Orton poor bachot tete avec Jaycia.) I heard in the crowd like everyone else JayCee's miscarriage.(Moi entendre entasser dans parler JayCee's fausee couche.) Cena is so distraught. (Cena `etre `eperdu).

He didn't want to let her go for the EMT's to put her on the stretcher. (IL pas vouler laisser Jaycia aller EMT's mettre elee en brancard.)

Randy wold be the go to person but since he caused these events and already left the arena. ( Randy t`emoin ^etre personne en il raisor `en`enements en d`ej`a laisser en ar`ena).

Ted wanted to help but in fear of what John would do and the same fate fell onto Cody for this-so Chris Masters and Kofi Kingston had to physically pull John's grip off of JayCee. (Ted voulour aider craindre que John `temoin en meme destin se mettre en rangs Cody, Chris Master en Kofi Kingston forcer tirer John's poigne parti en JayCee).

John didn't fight anyone but just like a trance.( John se battre` pas qui comme trance).

John didn't even want the nurse to treat his hands from all the hitting he did on the walls they had started to swell and bleed.( John vouler pas infirmi`ere traitement lamain frapper mur commencer gonfler en de sang.)

I finally convince him to let them treat her and he could wait in Jay's room though officially he wasn't family. ( Moi convaincre il laisser traitement elle en il pouvoir attendre Jay's chambre il famille pas.)

Angie had called Re' for her to explain procedures to us and at best tell John. (Angie appeler Re' elle en expliquer procedures en dire John).

Re' really got the Skype going with Jayson who gave permittion for any medical procedures. (Re' faire Skype aller avec Jayson donner permission pro`dcedure m`ed`Cal John etre en outre papier en faire d`ecision).

Jayson was on the next flight here as soon as possible. (Jayson etre prochain vol rapide).

Angie was gonna get things done with her Crew and go to the hotel to check out John and Jay. (Ange ^etre affaires faire avec `equipe arriver hotel raisse John en Jay).

Jay would recover at my home here in Canada. (Jay t`emoin r`ecup`erer en moi maison en Canada). She is my good friend. (Elle moin bon ami). It is still unbelieveable. (IL incroyable immobile).

She was so excited when she found out she was almost two months pregnaunt. ( Elle etre exciter si quand elle trouver elle etre preque deur mois enceinte.)

She swore Ted and me to secretcy until she told John. (Elle jurer Ed en moi secre que elle entout John). We all celebrated John's win last night but also a few of us knew he was going to be a Dad. (IL c`el`ebrer John's victoire hier soir mais peu que IL etre Papa).

It was hard for me to call Jayson and tell him what happen. (^Etre dur moi appeler Jayson dire que se passer).

I don't know what is going to happen at Hell in the Cell. (Moi comprer pas que se passion Cellute en Enfer).

All I know is-it won't be good for either of them. (Tout Moi compren bon pas que l'uh John or Randy).

JayCee's Point of View

I wake up with so much energy than ever. I walk once again and the light is getting brighter as I get closer. I suddenly feel someone holding my hand-how can this be and no one is beside me in this place-wherever this is. I hear my name "Jaycia-love I'm here with you." 'Johnny I'm almost there.' I'm almost at the light. I shade my eyes with my hand because it's too much for me to look directly at it. The next steps I'm about to walk into the light. O.K. Deep breath-one more step. I walk into the brightest light I have seen so up close.

I slowly lift my eyelids open. I see shadows. I open my eyes wider-I'm in this big room but I don't know where. I'm lying in a bed. I turn my head slowly to the left I see a monitor and tubes hook up to my arms-I turn my head slowly to the right and there is John with his head down by my side holding my hand. I feel his grip so tight now. I realize I'm in the hospital. I take a breath. I open my mouth which seems to like take forever. "John." I whisper. "John". I whisper again. I focus to squeeze my fingers on the hand he is holding a death grip on. I feel some bandage on his hand. I wonder what happen to John's hands. John lifts his head and looks at me. His eyes have a red tint to them and dark circles under his eyes. Has he been in a match?-it looks like he's been in his Hell in the Cell Match but I don't remember it. No, he's just been up a long time. He holds both my hands even tighter if that is at all possible in his now.

"JayCee! Baby Girl you came back to me!" He stands up, drops my hands, leans forward and encloses my face in his bandaged hands now. He puts his forehead and whispers, "We ride together-we fight together. JayCee I love you. How are you feeling luv?" as he looks into my eyes.

I whisper, "I love you too, John." Tears escape my eyes.

"Don't cry Jay Cee. Please luv don't cry anymore. I'm here. Jay are you hurting honey? Let me call the nurse."

"Wait, John!"

"What is it Jay?"

"John, I know I'm in the hospital but what happen to your hands?"

"Jay, I promise I'll tell you in a little bit but let me tell the nurse that you are awake." I shook my head O.K. He pushes the button then rushes to the door and yells, "She's awake!" I smile a little-that's my Johnny. John looks at me apologetically for yelling. "Jay, I'm not leaving you anytime soon. You're gonna be so sick of me." He smiles a little bit back at me.

"John, I could never get sick of you. I love you too much to go thru that again."

The nurse comes in finally, "Now Mr. Cena I know you have been worried but no yelling. How long has she been awake?"

"Only for a few minutes."

The nurse checks my vitals. "Bon jour, Ms. Lourdes, are you comfortable? I'm Nurse Jacqlee', is there anything that I can get you?"

"Only when can I get out of here and what happen to me?"

"I will page the doctor as soon as I get back to my station to let him know that you are awake and alert. He will be here shortly and tell you everything that has been going on Ms. Lourdes and can answer your questions. Are you sure you don't want anything before I leave."

"No, thank you." She walks away and opens the door to leave but before she walks thru it she turns around with a much somber face than leaves. I look at Johnny to make a joke but his face has change now too. O.K. Weird but it's not like I have much practice being the patient in the hospital. Going to the hospital and taking care of others-unfortunately excellent but myself per say-no. "John, can you get me some water?"

"Yes."

"John, why so quiet. Is something wrong? What day is this? Is the baby doing O.K.? What happen to me? Why am I here? Did the nurse say awake?"

John puts his hands up after handing me a cup of water-"Whoa, Baby Girl. You just came out of a coma-one question at a time." I shook my head yes as I take a sip of water. "It is Wednesday morning. You have been asleep a day and a half. You came to the hospital right after the Raw house-show on Monday." John pauses and takes my hands into his again.

"John?"

"Yes, Jay?"

"Please tell me what happen?"

"Jay, let us wait for the Doctor to fill us both in on what's going on?"

"No, I mean what happen in the ring?"

"You mean, you don't remember?"

"No, not that I don't remember ...I don't know exactly. It happen so fast...what happen in the ring with you, me and Randy? The last thing I do remember clearly is you, me and Randy doing the Promo in the ring and I was about to get in between you two as planned and..."my voice trails off.

"And, what Jay?"

" I saw..." my voice trails off again.

"You saw, what Jay?" John's concern shows on his face.

I put my hand to my mouth so frightened to say the words out loud..."I-I saw Randy's eyes...his eyes turn cold." I whisper. I notice every time I said Randy's name John's jaw flexed. He only does that when he's really upset about something or someone.

"Let's not talk about that right now. Look at all the flowers, cards, bears, and balloons that everyone had sent you."

I look around the whole room for the first time. I can't believer I miss it before because both window sills were full of flowers in vases, as well as a great big one with a beautiful crystal vase on my tray stand. Some were on the floor even with balloons attach to them that read Get Well Soon and We Miss You. Envelopes unopened were in several stacks pile high neatly in the corner along the wall. Cards were stuck inside of flowers and corners of the windows as well as a tend formation all across by the cabinets. An assortment of more than a far share of teddy bears, stuff animals and there were two great big baskets. I turn to John in amazement and point at them-"Who are those from?" I ask pointing to the baskets.

"Well, one is from Stephanie McMahon-Hemsley and I'm sure her hubby, Triple H. The other one is from your gal pals, Maryse and Angie-they personally made it themselves."

"Wait, Maryse did something as physical labor." I couldn't help but laugh. "Oh, I hurt I can't laugh" John laugh a little bit too.

"Yeah, Angie surprise me when she told me that. Maryse was offended but I told her I'm sorry I just couldn't believe it. I think Angie had alot to do with it though. Anyway, Re' bought you the flower spread with the wrestling doll dress like me of course. Re' has help us with the hospital protocol and everything. Maryse and Angie those two have been back and forth have checking on you and me waiting on news. They even pack you a bag with clothes and things you would need to be presentable to get out of here. I had other things on my mind and I didn't want to leave your side. Angie even brought me some food that she made special each time. Though I can't say the staff didn't try to bring me a tray-but Angie wouldn't hear of it about me having to eat hospital food in another country. I didn't feel like eating though but they, Maryse and Angie, made me understand that I had to keep my strength up for you. Alot of people from Raw came by late Monday when you got here and some early Tuesday from ECW and SD Superstars too when they found out. You really have people here that care about you Jay. I got calls from the Raw, ECW, SD and Superstars Crew but I couldn't answer them so I just told Maryse and Angie to tell everyone at the time you were in a coma but stable. Your brother, Jayson has rung my phone every hour on the hour or the Nurses' Station as soon as he found out. Mr. McMahon called me personally to tell me that we should take as much time as we needed...that is who the big bouquet on the tray stand is from. He knows I won't leave your side until you are well."

Someone knocks on the door and opens it. The Doctor comes in, "I hear that the patient is awake. Hello, Ms. Lourdes, I'm your doctor, Doctor Da'vid(Dah ved). Ms. Lourdes, you had us all worried for a minute. How are you feeling?"

"Fine." I replied.

"O.K. Let me check" Dr. Da'vid said as Nurse Jacqlee comes in. Dr. Da'vid saying with a French accent, "Nurse Jacqlee lets get another blood pressure reading on her and draw some blood to run some test on." Nurse Jacqlee does what Dr. Da'vid said. "Now, Ms. Lourdes.." Dr. Da'vid starts, "I want you to breathe in for me...Out...In...Out...In...follow my finger...Up...down...Left...Right. I can tell you Ms. Lourdes that Mr. Cena here stayed by your side even when we had to work on you."

"Sorry about that." John says.

"Don't be sorry Mr. Cena. In at all seriousness it's nice that you showed so much care and love for Ms. Lourdes." Dr. Da'vid said.

"Dr. Da'vid can I speak to you now privately outside for a second." John interrupts the doctor suddenly.

"O.K. Mr. Cena." Dr. Da'vid reply.

"But..." I start but John motions to me to just wait.

"Jaycia, we will only be a few minutes, I swear." I can't help but look confused as the doctor and John walk out the door. Nurse Jacqlee finishes drawing blood, fluffs my pillow, ask if I wanted some water...which I accept. She ask if I'm ready to eat which I am. She gets the same look as she did when she left earlier. "Anything wrong Nurse Jacqlee?"

"Oh, nothing Ms. Lourdes. I'm sure of it." She smiles a small smile and walks straight out the door this time.

This strange feeling overcomes me that somehow I don't think so. A few minutes later, John walks back in as promise but without Dr. Da'vid. "John, where is Dr. Da'vid?"

"He is getting your papers ready for your discharge."

"So he's letting me go home."

" As long as the test results come back fine, he said that you will be at the latest release late afternoon."

"O.K. but you did you stop him from telling me what's wrong with me?" John face turns grave. "Johnny, what's wrong? What did happen to me in the ring?" John walks slowly to my side, sits down on the bed, takes my hands tightly into his, brings them to his lips for a soft kiss before he lifts his head to look into my eyes. He takes a slow deep breath before he speaks.

"Jaycia, love...I don't know how to begin this-you do know that I love you." I shake my head yes...at a lost for words. "Jay, I love you more now if it's possible then the day I met you and fell in love with you then. We didn't know how physical hurt you were so we called Jayson and I couldn't stop him from coming here. Yes, Jayson, is here. He is asleep at Maryse home-sleeping from the jet lag. He came in to see you yesterday but he had to sleep. Jay, it breaks my heart to tell you this but...we...lost the baby." I look at him-I heard him but it can't be true. He looks at me more intently. "Jay, did you hear me-you had a miscarriage."

I stare at him...then something clicks in me…. ..."!"

I wail as I register what he just told me that we lost our child. I am no longer carrying the little boy who would look like him and dress like him in throwbacks and mimic his 'U can't C Me' move or the little girl that would adore her father as I do. john wraps his strong arms around me so tight. " John, how?" I manage to spit out thru the tears.

He pulls back, "Jay, it happen in the ring at the Raw houseshow."

" But nothing was suppose to happen. It was only me and you..." my voice trails off as I remember those cold eyes stare at me"...and Randy" I whisper. " What did he do?" I see John's jaw flex again and this time I feel his whole body jerk. Something else happen that I don't know about John is really upset.

"I'm only going to explain this to you because you need to know-not that I want to. You said, you remember that you were about to get between me and Orton."

"Yes."

"Well, instead of letting you get between us as planned and instead of going for the RKO on me..."John pauses, " and Randy-I guess now from what you said about his eyes being cold was more upset about the belt than I thought I guess-changed into that person I hate about my best friend pushes me off and kicked you in the stomach and then RKO'd you."

"Why would Randy do that to me?"

John shrugs. " A belt...the I Quit Match"

"I LOST MY BABY BECAUSE HE SAID 'I QUIT' AND LOST HIS CHAMPIONSHIP TITLE TO YOU!" Iscreamed at the top of my lungs.

" I don't know the whole story Jaycia. We went at it outside the locker room where they treated you and
Steph tells me about the Hell in the Cell re-match..."

"Oh, that was you and him. That's where Hell in the Cell came up from in my mind."

"Yeah, you told me to accept the match-I did. After what happen in the ring I help you to the back with a Ref. You were in so much pain-the blood started gushing out and running down your legs..."

"I remember the blood."

"-Well, I put you in the med room for them to treat you until the ambulance could take you here at the hospital...I was so worried and when he finally showed his face if it wasn't for Ted, Cody, Kofi and a few others I would have killed him then and there. I mean you were screaming... I couldn't help you-the baby-I never felt so helpless in my life. Then Doc comes out and said you lost the baby. I went ballistic. I hit anything that wouldn't hit back-the wall, the doors, the lockers...not that it mattered."

"That's why your hands have the bandage around them."

"Uh huh. You finally called my name-then you blacked out until today. You were rush here...you had such a high fever, the chills." Tears well up in his eyes, "I thought I was gonna lose you all over again and I couldn't do anything about it."

"Oh, honey. I'm here." I said as I hold his face in my hands and look into his eyes. "I fought my way back to you. I was in limbo but I never stop fighting my way to you."

"The Dr. said you will heal up and we can have other kids someday."

"I don't want others I want that one."

" I know so did I, so did I." He holds me as I start to cry again but harder this time. He rocks me back and forth. "Let it all out-I'll never let you go."

I didn't want him to either.

"That's why I stop the Doctor. I had to be the one to tell you."

"John, I'm sorry." I said thru free falling tears.

" Sorry, Jaycia. You have nothing to be sorry for. The person that did this to us, though he didn't know that you were pregnant...will be sorry. I'm going to make him so sorry that he turns into that other person and at Hell in a Cell...he's gonna realize its a whole new Cena and he is gonna pay for what he did tonite-to you, me and our baby."

I lay my head on his shoulder and cry so more trying to make it all go away. A sudden thought-what if the doctor made a mistake. I won't let John kill anyone if our baby is O.K. John holds me tighter and rubs my back. I know it's true. I try to stay awake but I'm tired so tired. I fought for him, me and our baby a long time and now there is no baby. I'm exhausted-I know I have a whole new fight on my hands now-fight to stay sa ne in this situation-fight to get over the worst lost of my life. I thought losing my parents and my aunt and then my uncle was something...this is so much more. I close my eyes to shut out the world and this time I let the tears continue to flow without stopping and let the darkness enclose all around me so I can rest. John has his Hell in a Cell but he's not the only one who is gong thru HELL...

Angie's point of view

BEEP BEEP I look down at the text message. I just received from Maryse. 'Jay is awake..she is O.K.' Thank goodness for small favors. I will be able to tell my friend the news when I see him, which will be any minute now. He had text me too and I rush over to the out of the way hotel, after we talked last night, so no one would know that he still was in town. I had done so much more running lately by checking out John, Jay, my friend and myself out of the hotel where all of the WWE Superstars were staying at and my continued S.T.S. duties. The Powers that be understood the situation...thank goodness for Tame being my personal assistant now and Lo my Asst. Director. Maryse had invited me to stay at her home as well as John and Jay once Jay was discharged. Jayson had came in yesterday from NY and Maryse let him stay at her home too. I made it to the hotel and was just thinking how events change so fast this week.

************************1st flashback*************Monday night/ early Tuesday morning

I had taken a cab back from the hospital to the hotel to check out John, Jay and myself. Jayson would be flying in later today. Maryse invited us to her home for Jay to recoup. Maryse said she was gonna head home in another hour or so once she made sure John was stable enough to be alone with Jay for several hours. I rally had planned to get John and jay things packed up, head to my room for a couple of hours sleep before packing up myself and going back to the hospital to meet up with Maryse. Somehow my body had other ideas. I press the button to his floor and walked to his room. I knocked softly, half-wishing he wouldn't hear and half hoping he did. I could walk away now and save myself the aggravation but I didn't. He open the door within seconds and pull me inside, closing the door behind me and put his arms on either side of me in one fell swoop I was breathless as he stood mere inches in front of me without moving starring into each others eyes...his icy blue and mine golden amber. From all the pent-up frustrating madness with Jay, I haul back and slap him hard...not realizing my actions. He leans in so close to me there is no space to separate us. he is fuming and I could feel his breath of Jack upon my chest and neck. Suddenly, images of last night came flooding back like a dam had been broken and I couldn't help but breath faster and faster.

************2nd flashback*********Sunday night*********************

I had just left the hotel bar where we all were celebrating John winning the WWE Championship. I knew my friend was upset of his lost so I went to check on him. After knocking a few times, he finally answered the door. I kinda stubble in even though I had took my heels off in the hallway...maybe I celebrated with one too many drinks with The Champ. I remember us banter back and forth about me not being there earlier to console his loss rather than John's win. My mind can't handle this...I walk over or stumble over to the bed to watch some TV. I pick up the remote to change the channel and I guess that hit a nerve with my friend because he came to sit beside me and tried to grab the remote out of my hands but that spark from our hands touching lite up. We tussled and fell back onto the bed and started laughing and turn to face each other. We, somehow started to kiss and instead of stopping...blame it on the Alcohol like Jay and John would say. Next thing I knew it was morning and I was naked underneath the covers beside him. I thought maybe...just maybe it was because I strip my T-shirt and panties off by being too hot during the night and Randy may have done the same. Yeah, I know only wishful thinking on my part and it possible didn't happen that way at all but I could hope, couldn't I? I was still hoping, even though, I saw all the passion marks along my neck and body. I'm just glad its cold here so I could cover up easily without anyone questioning things of why?

**********end of 2nd flashback**************************

I'm so angry at him without realizing it I try to slap him again but this time he caught my my hand...I had hope he was too drunk to remember me doing that as I was until now but those icy blue eyes start to melt...I take a sharp breathe in as he lowers his head slowly and captures my lips with his. I taste the Jack once again upon his tongue even more as it intertwines with mine deeper into my mouth. He crushes my body with his as our kisses deepen and I accept them happily. I kick off my heels this time and slide his T-shirt off over his head, he peels my sweater and pants off of my body quickly as we head to the bed. We fall onto the bed and that is when we pause...I rake my fingers into his dark closely crop hair and look into the now warm aqua blue eyes. He finally notices his handiwork from the night before

, "I did all that to you." He said more than ask.

"How could you tell?" I responded.

"Well, unless you went to R-Truth's room after you left mine there or not many Superstars with the finesse to do that with there tongue and make there initials of 'R' over a women's body." He pointed to the 'R' shape passion marks shown on one of my breast.

"Thank goodness no one saw this. What would I possible say?"

"You could say you had the most mind blowing night with a guy who ravage you-get it R-ravage." We both laugh at the comment.

"Well, I didn't put any marks on you."

"Yes, you did."

"Where?"

"Didn't''t you feel the scratch marks you left when you just grab me." I turn him half-way and notice all the scratch marks all over his back. I laugh this time alone. "You laughing but Janella, the make-up artist, wasn't too happy with covering them you when I thought I would have a match tonite or last night."

"What did you tell her?"

" I told her,'just same old, same old'."

"You didn't. What did she say to that?"

"Nothing she could say just laugh and smile because she knows how I can be."

"What are we doing?"

"Don't you mean what have we already done."

"You remember it all?"

"I wasn't too too sure when I saw the images in my mind all day long but when you walked in just now everything came back to me."

I threw out all the cares of the real world and grab him into another deep kiss as we shed any remainder clothes that we had between us. He trailed his tongue over his handiwork and in places that made me moan louder and louder. He we lower and lower on my body to make new patters and when I could no longer stand it, guided him on top of me. He enter me very slowly and his pace was slow and sensual. I grab hold of any kind of body part that I could...he trace kisses all over my neck and tug at the full bottom part of my lip stopping me from holding back his name...I whisper it in a breathe. He quicken his pace a little wanting all I had to give and more...I wrap my legs around his waist pulling him deeper into me if at all possible and swivel my hips more and more...he moaned my name this time. Finally when neither one of us could stand it any longer he quicken his pace feverishly...I could feel the sensation getting closer and closer and closer...he whisper my name again as I did his...and we finished together in a wave like the ocean crashing upon the beach. All night our bodies dance this dance changing leads dance after dance until our bodies and minds were so exhausted we both were left gasping for air...we both blacked out.

*************************end of 1st flashback***************************

present day Wednesday morning

I barely had time or the strength to pack up John and Jay's things much less my own before heading back to the hospital to catch up with Maryse. My friend and I had ended up talking much later yesterday and he decided to stay and though the Viper part of him would never be sorry about Jay's accident Randy was for the both of them. I slid my hotel key into the slot and walk thru the door. Randy was stretched out on the bed watching some T.V. I crawled onto the bed and into his open arms. I lay my head on his shoulders and he gave me a kiss on my forehead. "Randy, I've got some good news."

"What is that Angie?"

"Jaycia is awake and for the most part O.K." He was silent for a moment. "Randy, did you hear me. Jay is awake."

"I heard. Don't get me wrong I am thankful that she is awake because I did that to her but now..." his voice trails off.

"...but now?" I ask.

"Now she's another person that is livid with me."

"Not just another person, she is suppose to be upset at least her and John are."

"I know what happen. It doesn't change the outcome and regardless of the facts people are going to blame it all on me. I didn't know..." he whispers "...I didn't know."

I sit up and look him in the eyes. I said softly, " We talked about this last night. You're not gonna change everyone mind anytime soon. It was an accident. That's what accidents mean-not done on purpose especially without all the facts. You have to focus on the here and now."

"O.K." he responds.

I return to laying in his arms as his fingers play with my hair. "If I fall asleep wake me up in a couple of hours. i have to get back to Maryse's because Jay will be release soon."

"You are exhausted."

"Yeah and your appetite for 'dancing' hasn't help the situation."

"Well, I could stop 'dancing' with you if you want me too."

"Don't you dare." I said as we laughed at our inside joke. I feel a little shake.

" Angie, you fell asleep. You told me to wake you up. Are you sure you gotta get back so soon."

"I wish I could but the latest release time was 3. She could be discharged now but I'll be back and we can have a late supper. John and Jay will be settled in by then. Jayson will catch up with his sister. Maryse will be the gracious host and I'll tell Maryse that I will be grabbing a bite with the S.T.S. Crew and go over some things for next week with them. I'll probably stay over at Tame or Lo and be back tomorrow."

"I don't know if I can handle this."

"I know it is hard but it will work out. You have to give it time." I hugged him tightly and gave him a kiss 'bye'. He's talking about handling this and I'm the one sneaking around. What am I doing? He's separated with a kid involve...and this to boot. Everyone is gonna kill me when they find out what's going on with me and the Viper. Secrets have a way of coming out no matter how long it takes I thought as I jumped in the cab. I had help Maryse fix up one of the bedrooms for Jay. John could either bunk with Jayson or take the other bedroom and I'll bunk with Maryse. I cooked a light cream soup, salad and parfait' for Jay especially. I grilled some steaks, potatoes and veggies for John and Jayson. John, Maryse and Jayson with Jay arrive at 2:30pm. Jaycia was holding onto a Cena wrestling doll that I knew Re' had sent her. Everyone settles in after getting all the lovely flowers, balloons, cards and baskets that Jaycia keep. She donated the stuff animals and some balloons to the kids and some of the flowers to people who didn't have any. Jay was a nice person like that...the guilt started eating away at me from that moment on so I told Maryse not to wait up and left quickly. All i could think about as I gave Randy a little kiss...'They are going to kill me when they find out what's going on with me and the Viper.'

the next day

The other house shows went by in such a blur because for he most part I wasn't there. I was spitting my time between the arena, Maryse home and the Viper's hotel room. The WWE Superstars were leaving the country tomorrow morning so I thought Randy and I could get a flight out in the afternoon. I kinda thought about visiting Owen's grave while I was here in Canada but I don't know how Randy would react to it. Being Catholic when tragic things happen like with Jay losing the baby you have no box to bury but maybe seeing Owen's grave will give Randy some type of comfort and closure thru this whole ordeal that he created by no fault of his own acting out. I was about to head out to meet Randy when Maryse wanted to talk.

"Angie, Moi know tu busy working but somethings not right with vous." Maryse said speaking half-French and Anglais in her French accent.

"Nothing is wrong. Just spreading myself thin with all that has been going on." I said trying to be as honest as I could be.

"Jay ask about tu? Why don't you go check on her?"

"I'll do that. Where's Jayson and John?"

"They went to the gym or some guy thing?"

I nodded my head yes then head down the hallway. Butterflies rose in my stomach the closer I got to Jay's room. I stood at the door, took a deep breath and knock lightly-this time really hoping she was asleep.

Seconds later I heard a soft, "Come in." I walked in and saw Jay sitting up in the bed.

"Hi, Jay." I started with a small smile. " How are you feeling?"

"I'm doing a little bit better Angie. Where have you been the past few days? I wanted to thank you for all that you have done for me and John while I was in the hospital."

"Just busy Jay with all the house shows and stuff. And besides I knew you was recovering and your brother Jayson was here and not to mention how John hasn't left your side until now since..." I pause trying to give a small smile back at her but pause when her face changes. Tears start running down her cheeks. I walk over and gave Jay a hug. I let her cry for a minute before I pull back a bit. "Jay, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry." Feeling so guilty about everything I thought she would read my mind and know all what was happening.

"I know you didn't meant to. Everything lately make me cry for no reason."

We hug each other again. "Jaycia, I don't want to upset you but I haven't had a chance to say I am sorry for yours and John lost." Jay let a few tears run down her cheeks and nodded O.K. We talked for a few more minutes and I could feel my phone vibrating in my pocket. I didn't have to look at the screen to know who it was.

"Angie, you don't have to stay. I now how the WWE can be demanding."

"Jay, its fine but I'll let you get some rest. If you need me to do anything for you let me know."

"I will. I couldn't have a better non-Diva friend than you."

"We'll talk later." I said feeling sick to my stomach. I still hadn't recover when I reach Randy's room.

"Angie, what's wrong with you?" he ask as I push past him to get to the bathroom. I only had time to open the porcelain god as some Rockers call it and let everything I had for breakfast out. After, I layed down on the bed with a cool towel on my forehead. "What is it?" After I told Randy the whole sordid encounter, "I'm sorry for dragging you into this."

"You didn't drag me-it is what I wanted to."

"Everyone is going to be upset with me and I don't want them to feel that way towards you at all. You had nothing to do with what happen."

"I know Randy but I cross the Rubicon as Caesar would say..so come what may I'm here now." He opened his arms and I layed upon his chest just trying to relax...all the worries just melted away.

the next day

I really didn't want to get up early but I had to finish my duties at the arena. S.T.S. was heading back to the States with the WWE Superstars..well most of them. I wasn't returning with them so I would Skype in whenever I needed to and Tame had the list of what would be going on at least work wise for awhile. I told the S.T. I was staying a bit more in Canada by John, Jaycia, Jayson and Maryse while John, Jay, Jayson and Maryse thought I was heading home. I went to Maryse home to spend some time with Jay despite the guilt eating away at me. I owed her that regardless what was going on in my private life...she was my friend...but so was Randy. I talk to Jayson when I got to Maryse home...he said he was leaving in a few days with Maryse so that John and Jay could have some private time together to get over their lost. I talk to John and Jay and him had decided to give a release only on Jay's condition as some type of complications or something. The doctor had said Jay was fine but couldn't travel like flying for awhile so John would drive back to the States to West Newbury for Jay to finish recuperating. Re' came by before I left and to check on Jay and John. When I went to finish pack, Re' came in...

"Cuz, where have you been?"

"You won't believe me if I told you."

"Well..." she said.

"What?"

"Tell me?"

"I can't for the moment...I have to figure some stuff out before I tell you."

"Are you all right?"

"For the most part, Cuz but I promise I will tel you soon enough."

"Sounds good to me but I'm here for you."

We said our goodbyes because the next time I would see her would be back home in Louisiana and that would be in another month or so because she was staying in Canada another week. And I had made plans to return to the States with Randy in that no one knew about but us. Maryse had ordered some lunch for us all to share and I only had something for no one to be too too suspicious. I told everyone goodbye and see them in safely in the States. John and Jay seem to be like their old selves but it would take awhile before the fully recover from all this. I just wondered after I left in all reality how long would it actually take for them to forgive Randy for what happen as I hugged him hello heading to Calgary.