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EPOV
(During the car ride to Bella's)
(The Italic is Edward fighting against himself)
'Oh god, what if she doesn't say yes and she goes with someone vile, like Mike...' I shuttered at that name.
'Or if she already is going with someone stupid and well, stupid, like Mike...' This time I didn't shutter but vomited a little in my mouth.
'I mean, who doesn't want to be her date, she's beautiful, intelligent, smart- Omg, I'm getting off-track here... Now where was I? Oh right, If I don't ask her now, I'll never have the nerve to ask her later...'
I saw Bella look looking a little uncomfortable with the silence I was giving her.
'Look what you did Edward' Edward 1 said
'I didn't mean too!' Edward 2 said defensively
'Well ask her now! Or else she'll use this silence against you for one odd reason... Or a stupid reason... Doesn't matter...' Edward 1 said
'What if she rejects me?!' Edward 2 said..
Edward 1 mimicked''What if she rejects me?!' Suck it up Edward, I mean me, I mean- whatever! You know what I mean! It's either now or never'
I kept arguing and disagreeing with myself about asking Bella to homecoming.
After 5 minutes of losing to myself, sadly... I was Edward 2 while the persistent Edward was Edward 1... Unfortunately Edward 2 lost... I gathered my courage and looked over at Bella.
"Do you have a date for the umm..., homecoming, celebration, event thing?" I asked nervously...
I watched her from the corner of my eye. She turned around to face me and widened her eyes. I immediately thought of rejection.
After a moment, Bella finally answered my unanswered question, "Um...No, why?"
I let out a sigh of relief. I spoke, more nervous than ever. Then I continued,
"Because, I wanted to, you know, umm... God this is embarrassing... Okay." I took a deep breath.
Then Edward 1 spoke,
'IT'S NOW OR NEVER! JUST DO IT! IT'S MAKING ME IMPAITIENT!'
I then continued, "Would you go to homecoming with me?"
I looked at her, more hoping then nervous. After a moment, she started laughing hysterically. I never thought my heart would drop, but it did... I then understood that Bella didn't want to go to homecoming with me and think this is a joke. But before misunderstanding, I had to ask,
"What's so funny?" I asked defensively...
"Edward...It's... not...that... just...really...funny...that...you...were...embarrassed...about...asking me...that." Bella seemed to only manage to spit out from the hysterical laughter.
I then thought about it, and started to laugh with her musical laughter, now finding out what's so funny. Edward the player always never needs to be embarrassed about something, especially asking a girl to a date.
"So, would you? go with homecoming with me?" I asked again, so I could understand her feelings about going with me.
This time, without laughing, she answered, "Sure!" and smiled warmly.
I could of swear, I have never smiled this wide before, I knew my mouth would fall off if i didn't stop smiling, but i couldn't stop. I've never been so happy in my life, other than the time when I first Bella. I was still smiling as i directed my attention to the road. Being careful not to speed and possibly kill us.
BLAH BLAH! you know the story so now Bella's dropped off at her house and this is the car ride home... he's alone!
I got in my Volvo once again and drove off towards my house. 20 minutes passed quickly because all i thought about was Bella.
Okay, ask Bella to homecoming - Check
Now, Confessing- noncheck
I parked my car and saw Emmett and Jasper waiting for me. I locked my car and left it in the cold garage. The garage closed and, soon i was surrounded by Emmett and Jasper.
Emmett spoke first, not afraid of what could happen to the affect of his words, "So, Little bro, how'd it go?" He tried to be serious, but i saw amusement from his eyes. I decided to act frustrated, and sad.
I let out a disappointed sigh; I'm a pretty good actor. The only people who see through me are Esme, my step-mother, her husband, Carlisle, and Bella. Alice never sees things that well, although she always thinks she's psychic. Jasper sees this but gave me the -later- look.
Emmett patted my back and spoke, "Little bro, its fine." he said seriously and being sympathetic. I let out a laugh. It was so funny to see Emmett so serious about something not concerning him and Rose.
"Got ya! Bella's going with ME!" I confessed not able to hide the grin. Emmett first looked angry, but he laughed and Jasper congratulated me. I ran up to my room and thought of what I should do to tell her the truth. Maybe I'll ask Alice, she knows Bella best... Girl related things. As I got up to walk down the hall to Alice's room. Alice came in and Rosalie followed in after her.
After, which seemed like 300 million questions, we finally got down to business... Alice even wore her 'business lady' clothes.
I had 3 things to do so I could make this perfect for Bella. To tell Bella my feelings that it isn't a joke but a true meaningful thing. Those 3 things might change our relationship, but give us a new one.
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The girl who's leaving fanfiction for 3 days! and it's not even fun! :(
Julie
