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The Bold and the Beau-
Rose: This isn't the Bold and the Beautiful! This is V-
Christian: SPARTA!
Rose: *glares at Christian*
Me: Sorry about that Rose, I'll fix it! Oh, and a little warning: This will a short M scene.
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I'll Love You For Eternity
"Quick! Stake her!"
Dimitri
My body froze for a second, the words ringing in my ears. They were going to stake My Roza, my normal Roza. I took a look at her brown eyes, in them held sorrow and love. She wasn't even struggling against them, just letting them take her away. I looked away, to the person who said those heart wrenching words. To my surprise it was Lissa, her gloved hand holding a stake as she advanced to Rose, tears in her eyes. I had to do something, anything, to stop her. I slumped by shoulders slightly, making Yuri, Stan and Denel think I've given up. Their grip on me slackened and, with a speed that could rival a Strigoi, I leapt towards Rose just as Lissa was plunging the stake into her heart. I stood over her as I felt the cold metal slide into my back, the pain almost unbearable but I kept strong for her. I smiled weakly as I looked into her eyes, my hair framing my face. One of my hands cupped her cheek, shaking as my thumb stroked her soft skin. Her hypnotizing brown eyes held me, her lids welling up with tears.
"Why... Why did you do that Dimitri?" She whispered, didn't really matter how soft she whispered 'cause everyone could hear, the silence making her words sound louder. I smiled, a rare full grin although it was weak.
"I did that for you. I couldn't let them destroy you, not before they take me first. I could barely last four days without you, how do you think I could last an eternity? I would have killed myself the first chance I could." As I finished I felt the metal being pulled out but what I really felt was Rose's hand brushing my hair from my eyes.
"You. Are. So. Stupid." She spoke in fragments as tears started to fall, making glimmering trails down her cheeks. "You should have just let them kill me but now..." She trailed off as tears fell freely, her shoulders shaking.
"Roza, высушите ваши слезы. Это все будет прекрасно, я разберу это и вы тоже. Или я умру добивающийся Вас, моего храброго, красивого Roza." I whispered in Russian as I could feel myself getting weaker, the strength draining from my body yet I didn't move an inch. She kept me up, kept me strong, kept me alive.
"Dimitri... I-I won't have you die on me. You close your eyes for a split second and I will hit you. You stop breathing or your heart stops beating then..." Her voice dropped lower, barely even a whisper as she continued. "I'll have no choice but to turn you. Having you as a monster is better then not having you at all."
"Нет! Вы слышите меня, нет. Если я умираю тогда, Вы позволяете мне умирать. Я не становлюсь монстром." I cursed softly before I switched to English. "Roza. If I die I want you to promise me you'll live... Without me." I know I said I would turn for her but it was different then. Back when I made my mind up I thought she was Strigoi but now, since she isn't, I can't- no, won't- let her turn me.
"I-I promise Dimitri." She said her voice as shaky as I felt. She placed a chaste kiss against my lips before she whispered, "I'll always love you." That was the last thing I heard and felt before the blackness swallowed me whole, leaving me screaming for My Roza on the inside.
Rose
His heart rate was slowing, his breathing evening out as his eyes fluttered closed.
"Dimitri... Open your eyes." I whispered as I felt his body go dead weight. His hand that was cupping my cheek went slack, falling to the side. I placed my own hands on his shoulders, shaking him gently. When I got no response I shook harder, my tears blurring the world around me, blurred everything except Dimitri.
"Dimitri. Open your eyes... Please." I whispered, shaking him once more before I felt an iron grip on my wrist. Without even thinking I flicked my wrist, sending whoever held me across the room, into a wall. Then everything felt like it was in a slow motion movie, a daze. My Dimitri was pulled off me, laid on the floor, people crowding around him. Others went for me; grapping my shoulders, hands, feet, anything really but I kept flinging them off. Didn't they understand? I have to help him, have to save him.
"Rose! Calm down!" That was Lissa's voice, the traitor who shoved the stake in his back. I stopped, glaring at her as I dropped my voice.
"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" I screamed, not just at Lissa but at everyone. They all played a part. "You just couldn't leave me alone! You had to drag me back here and now look! DIMITRI IS GOING TO DIE AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!" I gritted my teeth, my eyes stinging as wave after wave more tears fell. Everyone was silent after my outburst but I wasn't finished.
"You all just signed his death warrant! He's going to die all because you were selfish! Well guess what! You just signed yours!" Faster then I thought possible I ran towards Dimitri before I jumped out the closest window. Luckily no one was out. I didn't know where to go really. They would check my room, Dimitri's room even the caves. I had to go to the one place they wouldn't think to go and that's when I started running into the trees. The cabin, our haven. I pushed down the door, shutting it behind me before placing Dimitri on the bed.
"I made you a promise and I'll keep it but I have to do something." I had no idea if he could hear me as I rolled him onto his side. Taking off his shirt I inspected his wound but I wish I didn't. His blood was like a song, lulling me to him, pulling a string that was connected to me, closer and closer. Only then did I notice I actually WAS moving closer to his skin, my throat burning, my tongue darting across my lips. I was hungry, starving... Burning for Dimitri's blood, just a drop, a taste. I tried to get a grip on myself yet the scent was a constant call.
Jasmine and honey, kisses of sunshine at dawn, rain on a sunny day, elderberries in butterscotch sauce and lilacs.
All those scents mixed together, a drug to my senses, an aphrodisiac of the sweetest kind, caused my will to drown in them. My tongue darted out, licking the wound, catching the drops on the tongue and when they made contact I exploded. I could taste everything I smelt; the sweetness of the honey, the slight tang of the elderberry, the warm liquid butterscotch, the luscious jasmine and the mix of both the rain of a sunny day and the kiss of dawn. Intoxicating, rousing, spellbinding, hypnotizing. I had to have more. That one lick became two, then three, not before long did it become ten. I couldn't stop but I did. There was no more around the wound; in fact, the wound itself was non-existent anymore.
"What. The. Fuck?" The words surrounded the air, swirling. Before I could question anything more I heard a groan, a deep, sexy Russian accented groan.
"Dimitri?" I asked, worry in my words.
"Roza?" Dimitri sat up, looking at me for a second before falling back down onto the pillows, hands over his eyes. "Great, now I'm hallucinating that she's here." He mumbled under his breath causing me to chuckle.
"Dimitri, I'm really here." That only caused him to remove his hands, one of his perfectly arched eyebrows rising.
"How do I know you're not a figment of my imagination?" His voice holding amounts of scepticism. I smiled as I moved slowly, an extra swing in my hips, going to straddle his waist. His eyebrow raised a bit higher, his hands hesitantly going to my waist while I bent my head down to his ear.
"Would you be able to feel a mirage?" My breath was heavy against his neck. "Hold a figment of your imagination?" My hand travelled down his chest, the hard planes of his muscles smooth under my palm. "Be touched by a hallucination?"
"N-no." His voice came out huskily, smooth like chocolate. The pads of his thumbs rubbing slow, sensual circles into my exposed skin around my waist. I wiggled down a little further, our hips right against each others.
"So, in conclusion, I must be real."
Then I put my lips against his, feeling as they moved in synch, a dance neither participant practiced yet fit.
*M scene! If you are under 16 then please wait until the next bold, although it's not as bad at the start.*
His heated hands roamed up from my hips, going under the shirt I wore before sliding it up, over my head, breaking the kiss. When it was removed he pulled me back to him, our lips battling in a heated battle, our tongues fighting for dominance over the other. In no time at all he won, his tongue teasing mine in a very libidinous way as his hands slid higher, cupping my breasts with both his hands. I moved my hands at some point, undoing my jeans, trying to wiggle them down my legs, which earned me a growl from Dimitri. I broke our kiss this time, pulling away from him. His soft growling as he tried to pull me back to him but I placed my hands on his chest, my arms straight.
"Dimitri. Let me do this." I whispered before I lowered myself to his lean, muscled chest, placing kisses on his smooth skin. I traced every contour of his chest that I could reach while moving myself further down. Soon I was between his legs, my tongue swiftly darting across his abdominal muscles while my hands were being kept busy by trying to remove his jeans. His breathy moans fuelling me to go faster, to try to get them down but my hands were shaking.
Fucking hell! Could it be any harder! I asked myself as I finally started sliding down his jeans, taking his shoes off in the same instant. His head lifted, meeting my eyes for a second and I felt... Different. It wasn't like the night with the lust charm or the night in the same cabin, it was totally different. We weren't just giving into our emotions or being driven by lust, we were mesmerized in each other. His piercing brown eyes were slightly clouded in lust but mostly they shone with love, love for me. I hoped mine were the same, reflecting everything he felt for me. Then it felt like I wasn't even in my body, instead I was a third party witness, watching everything like watching a movie. I saw everything that was being done, could feel it but I couldn't do anything really, just respond to his touch. His warm hands wrapped around my arms, pulling me up his body until I was, once again, straddling his waist. Unlike my hands his were precise, knew exactly how to move as they danced down my stomach to the waistband of my jeans, undoing the buttons before pulling them off me. I was left sitting on him in my bra and panties, him in his boxers underneath me. In that moment I thought I could hear words being sung, words that fitted well with what we were doing.
'The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
It couldn't be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core'
Instantly I knew the song, it was favourite of mine. Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade.
Slowly, as if he was afraid he would scare me, he lifted his hand, caressing my cheek as he slowly pulled me towards him. Our lips brushing in a soft kiss, soft yet strong in its own way. The world faded as we added a little pressure, building us up, increasing our love.
'But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find'
His hands hooked into my underwear, looking into my eyes yet again, asking for permission which I gave with a small nod. While looking into my eyes he slid them off me, dropping them on the side of the bed before placing his hands back on my waist.
"Roza..." His voice was lyrical, a symphony to my ears. "I love you, no matter what you are. I always have loved you and I will keep on loving you with all my heart for as long as I live."
'This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start'
I single tear fell down my cheeks, his hands wiping it away as soon as it appeared. Without really knowing how I did it, I removed his boxers, our skin making contact which sent a heat sizzling down my spine and through every nerve ending in me.
'But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible to find'
With one last look, telling me I could back down and leave, he slowly entered me, his manhood gliding into my core. It didn't hurt as much as the first time, when I lost my virginity to the man I love, but it hurt just a little. My eyes closed and, without even looking at him, I knew his eyes were closed to. My head was falling back, revelling in the ecstasy of him –of us as one.
'So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep'
Slowly and as softly as he could he moved us, pulling me up a little while he moved away before he connected us again. It went like that for a little while longer, us kissing every few minutes, taking our time to revel in our love for each other.
'Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find'
Our pace increased a little, my hands now resting on his chest, feeling his heart beat under my palm. Even with our very slow pace (it just made everything more special) I could feel a coil in my stomach, building up in me, making me focus on us more intently. I could hear a little strain under his breath as we continued; I could feel he was close to losing it, close to breaking control and breaking this spell on us. Yet he tried to hold on, to make it count, to capture my heart more then he already had.
'Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find'
The song that was playing in my head was starting to finish, the keys of the piano playing off sweetly, just like we were. We were playing our last strings, holding on until the other gave in first but no one would. With one last thrust we both found pure bliss, a small gasp flowing its way out of my mouth, a deep throated yet soft moan escaping his lips. At that moment I felt like I was floating, on a cloud, free of a body that weighed be down. I was having one of those 'out of body experiences' some people talk about having but I knew this was real. This was heaven, a cloud that soared us both past the sky, out into a world that belonged to just us.
*End of M scene*
We laid there for a while longer, staring into each other's eyes while we tried to regain the breath that seemed to evade us. The only sound was our heavy pants and our frantic hearts.
"Roza... That was... Amazing." Dimitri said into the quiet, his voice no louder than a whisper.
"Amazing? It was... Beyond words." I whisper back, rolling off of him and onto my side, facing him. A smile as wide as the Nile River came across his face, eyes shining with love.
"I agree Roza. Beyond words but it was also beyond Earth." He said as he buried his face in my hair.
"Dimitri." I looked into his eyes, forcing him to keep his focus on me. "My heart belongs to you, my everything is yours. My innocence, my love, just everything because I know, deep inside, that you're my one and only, the keeper of my heart." With that I kissed him long, my passion screaming to him, my essence burning for him.
"Roza, Roza, Roza. I'll gladly have it, have you all. Be it broken or whole, beaten or mended. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you, nothing I won't do for you in the future. My everything is you, so if you shall go then I shall go with you because without my everything I am but a shell of my former self." Those words were as close as we could get to marriage vows at the moment but I wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing else could do at this moment, not a ring or a pretty white dress, just us saying our love to each other. Mine were true and I could tell his were too, that no matter what bump in the road we hit we could get over it... Together. As he leaned down to kiss me again I could hear footsteps in the distance.
"Dimitri. They're coming." We sprang apart, quickly finding our clothes and donning them on, just in time for the door to open with a slam. The only thought buzzing in my mind was that they had found us.
Whoa! Sorry it took so long but you can probably see why. Sorry I haven't updated Vampire Academy, Dimitri's POV but I was really getting into this and I'm having a little writers block with it. I'm also trying to post of St. Vladimir's: The Next Generation but, yet again, I've got a little writers block. ALRIGHT! Time for: Favourite Review! This chapter it is: Nueemann! She/he was the only person (or android) who guessed right about who yelled to stake Rose. Also I'd like to thank all 16 people who reviewed! Thank you! Now, time for the question:
IF a giant, epic DANCE BATTLE just randomly broke out in the middle of the next chapter, which team would win?
The Guardian's or the Novices?
Yes, I know this question is absolutely random but it's two o'clock in the morning and I'm kind of tired and crazy on Pineapple juice. Oh and it's still Halloween Eve in the story, got something special planned.
Love always
Becca!
P.S: Sorry about the M scene being a little... Too polite and not having CRAZY MONKEY SEX in it. It's my first real M scene so I thought it should be started as crazy lust but end in sweet nothingness. Don't worry for those who wanted crazy monkey sex, it will come later *wink wink, nudge nudge*
Translations:
Roza, высушите ваши слезы. Это все будет прекрасно, я разберу это и вы тоже. Или я умру добивающийся Вас, моего храброго, красивого Roza - Roza, dry your tears. It will all be fine, I'll make it out and so will you. Or I'll die trying for you, my brave, beautiful Roza.
Нет! Вы слышите меня, нет. Если я умираю тогда, Вы позволяете мне умирать. Я не становлюсь монстром - No! You hear me, no. If I die then you let me die. I'm not becoming a monster.