Note : Ok, I'm going to start squeezing lemons, just so you're warned !
Sorry I didn't update yesterday, too busy !
Mello had never seen Matt date anyone, he could be wrong as Matt left Wammy's some months ago to live on his own and he didn't have an eye on him everyday, but still... Matt's attitude revealed a lot.
"No, I'm not" Matt replied, uneasy.
Mello's fantasy of being Matt's first time turned to dust.
"I would have bet you are" Mello smirked. "Who was it ? Someone from Wammy's ?"
"You're way too curious blondie"
"Tell me, I wanna know who stole your first time from me"
"As if you've waited yourself" Matt stated.
"Doesn't mean I'm not taking it seriously" Mello's voice became softer.
"It was with H..."
"Huh ? That jerk ?" Mello opened wide eyes.
"I wanted to know why you liked him so much..."
"Matt, you're freaky, I never liked him, I was just trying to make you jealous"
"Well, kinda worked..."
"How long did it last ? I mean, the relationship" Mello inquired.
"Two weeks, but I dumped him when I understood it was quite insane to think of you while I was taking him" Matt explained "And my reasons to date him were quite stupid as you dumped him earlier, meant you didn't like him that much..."
"You thought of me while fucking another guy ? You're really freaky y'know !" Mello laughed "Hey, you fucked him ? God, H was the biggest dominant I've ever met, how did you do that ?"
"Dunno, it just happened" Matt raised his shoulders.
Mello started to feel the funny butterflies in his stomach again. He reached for Matt's hand over the table.
"But then, Matt, do I scare you or something ? Because I always have the impression that you're really shy with me, like you don't like to be naked in front of me or you stiffen when I begin to touch you more intimately... that's why I thought you were a virgin actually" Mello said, his fingers tracing little circles on the back of Matt's hand.
"Well... I guess you'll bug me until I tell you so I don't have a choice, do I ?" Matt sighed.
"Exactly" Mello grinned.
"Anyway, it's better we talk about that now, maybe I'll stop torturing myself with these thoughts after that" Matt started. "It's you Mello, I mean, it has always been you, you're my biggest fantasy, and I am afraid I ruin it all because you are far more experienced than I am, and I know I can't bring you what you're used to... you can't expect from me to whip you or cut you, or to do anything like that, I can't hurt you even if you ask me to..."
"Hey Matt, stop that ok ?" Mello cut. "I do hope it's not a question of fucking between you and me" He got closer from Matt, leaning over the table to whisper in his ear : "It's about making love...". His lips softly caressed Matt's earlobe. "And if you don't stop worrying about that, I may be the one who whips you" He finished with a blink to a blushing Matt.
The sun was setting when they left the pub.
"Mello, would you like to come live with me at my apartment ?" Matt asked shyly.
He wanted Mello all for himself, he didn't want to depend on Wammy's, and he wanted them to live as a couple.
"Matt, whatever you want" Mello put his arms around Matt's neck, beginning to nuzzle his cheek.
"Not whatever I want, do you want it, I mean, really, as a couple ?"
"Only if we get married first, otherwise my mum will kill me, no sex before marriage she said" Mello giggled.
"Well, you should be dead already honey" Matt sighed.
"Matt, I want to live with you, it would break my heart to wake up without you by my side every morning" Mello punctuated his last word with a soft kiss on Matt's lips.
The following days were pretty busy with the lawsuit, Matt being judged innocent due to his mental issues at that moment and the fact it was stated as self defense. Then Mello's moving in Matt's apartment had to be prepared, and lazy Mello strangely was a busy bee packing, while Matt tried to get his apartment clean after so much time uninhabited, and made some place in the various closets.
He also prepared a surprise for the evening, Mello would move in as soon as he finished packing, and knowing Mello, it wouldn't be long, he didn't bother sorting his stuff, he just threw everything as it came into cardboard boxes.
The door ring announced Mello was there, Watari drove him along with Light and Near to help.
The boxes were quickly brought upstairs, Matt making sure Mello would be discharging the car so he wouldn't enter in the apartment immediately, that would ruin the surprise.
Light, Near and Matt piled the boxes along the main room's wall, and chuckled as they saw the surprise, or at least a part of it.
"That's sooooo romantic Matt" Light teased him "You're quite a good housewife !"
"Get lost Light" Matt smirked. Near giggled behind.
They left, heading back to Wammy's with Watari, while Matt let Mello enter in the apartment.
Mello discovered the part of the surprise he could see : the low table placed in front of the sofa was covered with a red silky cloth, and Matt had written "Welcome home Mello" on it with heart shaped chocolates.
"Matt, y'know what ? Marry me !" Mello joked, obviously touched.
"Well..." Matt pulled a small blue velveteen box from his jeans pocket "I was about to ask you the same".
Mello's mouth fell open in front of the golden ring Matt was offering him.
"Matt... shit I'm speechless" Mello uttered with difficulty, while Matt put the ring on his finger.
"So, Mihael Keehl, do you wanna spend the rest of your life with a freaky no life gamer ?"
"Fuck yes, I love you" Mello whispered, leaning in a fiery kiss while the butterflies were inviting hundreds of their friends in his stomach.
"Great, I was afraid you'd want me to ask your hand to Watari" Matt grinned.
"Could've been funny" Mello replied, nuzzling Matt's neck.
"So, welcome home Mrs Jeevas" Matt teased, getting a bite a few second later, from said Mrs Jeevas.
"Now that all your stuff is here, what about a chocolate bath ?" Matt led Mello to the bathroom, where he had lit candles, and he began to fill the bathtub, adding the chocolate bubble bar they had bought some days ago.
While the water ran, Matt started to unzip Mello's top, almost breathless when he touched his bare chest. He had wanted that for so long, and he was not afraid anymore. Mello said hello to the butterflies again, feeling his leather pants get tight in a certain place.
The way Matt was undressing Mello was almost religious, he was worshipping every part of Mello's body, caressing him as if he wanted to verify it was not an illusion. Mello didn't move, intoxicated by a feeling he was not used to. He was stunned by Matt's touch, his mind getting dizzy with lust and, more than that, love. Matt was making him feel important, and Mello had never been treated this way. He almost felt himself like a virgin, and blushed when Matt revealed his already hard member, his leather pants falling on his ankles. He stepped out of them, Matt pulling him against him, holding him close, his face buried in Mello's neck, while he caressed his back.
"The bathtub is almost full" Mello whispered. He knew Matt was as overwhelmed as him and he didn't want anything to go too fast, actually, he wanted to make these moments last as much as he could.
Matt seemed to come back to reality and slowly moving away, he stopped the tap before collecting foam and blowing it to Mello's face.
"Hey, it really smells like chocolate" Mello laughed while blowing foam to Matt's face too.
"We should go on with our bubbles fight in the tub, before we soak the ground" Matt grinned, pulling his striped sweatshirt above his head. Mello stood there, not missing a piece of the show, anticipating the moment when Matt would at last be naked in front of him for the first time. Matt unbuttoned his jeans, and, as he was about to get rid of jeans and boxers at the same time, Mello reached the elastic waistband himself, pulling down while he lowered on his knees, and as Matt stepped out of his jeans and boxers, Mello left soft kisses on Matt's thigh as he stood again.
Mello immersed himself in the hot chocolate flavored water, inviting Matt with a sign of the hand.
"Mmh, feels good !" Mello sighed deeply, his shoulders sore of carrying the boxes, while leaning back against Matt's chest.
Matt, grabbing a piece of soap, started rubbing it on Mello's arms, waiting for his reaction, smirking.
"Woa, chocolate soap !" Mello exclaimed. "I'm gonna smell like a brownie !"
"And I hope you'll taste like a brownie as well" Matt murmured, licking the back of Mello's ear, the soap escaping from his hands in surprise.
"Shit, I can't find the soap" Mello whimpered while rummaging the water.
"Let me help you" Matt offered, his hands diving under the foam, obviously searching for something else.
Matt began to caress Mello's chest, softly kissing and biting his shoulder. Mello gasped as Matt started to draw small circles on his nipples. Then his hands wandered lower, stroking Mello's inner thighs, belly, waist, conscientiously avoiding his crotch. Mello was being tortured, and as he caught Matt's smirk in a glimpse back, confirming Matt was teasing him, he abruptly grabbed Matt's hand and started stroking his own erected member, his hand encircling Matt's.
He couldn't help but let out a deep moan at this first contact.
Matt, freeing his hand, whispered : "Not now, Mello, be patient", his lips pecking Mello's neck.
Mello got lost in a wave of pure lust at Matt's tone, low and husky.
"I want every part of you to taste like chocolate" Matt added, finding back the soap and gently rubbing it on Mello's body, light as a feather on his member, to avoid making the torture worse.
Mello sighed, shivering, Matt was wavering between his shy and clumsy side and another part of him that was sexily self assured, strong and dominating and it was driving Mello mad with desire.
Once they both finished with the soap, Matt got out of the bath, reaching for a large towel, enveloping both him and Mello with it. All the candles were either completely melted or had been blown by water, letting the two lovers in the dark, trying to dry themselves while kissing passionately.
Matt stared at Mello whose wet hair was sticking to his face. "You're gorgeous" he murmured.
Mello didn't have the time to blush, he suddenly found himself laid his back on the bathroom carpet, Matt above him, covering his chest with kisses. He mentally noted how strong Matt was, he had lifted him with no effort and had laid him without any bluntness. Matt softly bit Mello's nipples, eliciting a moan from him. It seemed to make Matt even more eager. He started tracing lines with his tongue, from Mello's neck to his stomach, stopping a few second to bite his hips, and lowering his licks, he suddenly let his tongue run from Mello's balls to the tip of his erection. Mello gasped, entangling his fingers in Matt's hair. Matt took Mello's member in his mouth, moving his head up and down, Mello arching up in pleasure. Matt lowered a little more, reaching Mello's tight hole, and plunged his tongue inside while Mello, panting, moaned louder and louder, stopping breathing a few instants as Matt slid a finger in him.
Pushing back on Matt's finger, Mello wanted more. Feeling Mello impatient, Matt added a second finger, then a third, while he sucked Mello's throbbing erection again.
He suddenly stopped, lifted Mello and carried him all the way to the bed.
"I'm not having my first time with you on the floor" Matt whispered, laying Mello on the covers.
Leaning over him, he smiled to Mello, who reached for his lips.
"If you don't take me now I'm gonna go insane" Mello groaned in the kiss.
"As if you weren't already..." Matt teased. Mello bit Matt's lower lips. "Please, Matt, I want you now" he begged almost painfully, all of a sudden aware that he had found something more, much more exciting than danger to arouse him. No need for whips, cuts, bruises and dirty games.
Matt. Love. Bliss.
That's all he would ever need now.
Feeling the bite, Matt slid all the way inside Mello, who released Matt's lower lips only to let out a loud scream of pure pleasure tainted with pain.
"Sorry, I didn't lube..." Matt apologized.
"I don't care... take me..." Mello panted, his fingers entwining in Matt's copper locks.
Matt started a slow dance with Mello, both amazed by the feeling of being together this way, at last. Matt couldn't take his eyes off Mello's, his lover's look was so soft, lost in the waves of lust, his long blond hair spread like a golden hallo on the pillow. "My princess" Matt murmured.
Mello's hands wandered on Matt's lower back, silently pleading him to go faster. Matt slid an arm under Mello's back, lifting him a bit as he rested his own weight on his other arm, and started a furious pace, pounding into Mello while their breathes became heavier.
Mello's moans, as Matt had found the right spot in him, ended in a long groan as he came, bringing Matt along in ecstasy as his tight hole twitched around Matt's member.
Mello shivered as Matt slid out of him. Matt laid close to him, pulling him against his chest.
"You called me princess" Mello stated.
"Did I ?" Matt feigned ignorance, grinning.
"I should neuter you for that" Mello threatened, half serious, half laughing.
"You would be the first complaining if you did that" Matt smirked.
"You get the point" Mello replied, stretching. It's only at that moment that he saw the ceiling.
There, just above their heads, Matt had stuck little phosphorescent stars, forming "I love you Mello".
"And I'm the princess, you said ?" Mello grinned, before crashing his lips on Matt's. He was touched by all the little attentions Matt had left in the apartment. Matt was surprising, both his personality and the way he acted were double sided, Mello didn't expect that, and he was eager to see what would life with Matt be, it promised to be really fun.
"Matt ?"
"Yes Mello ?"
"Can I eat the chocolate hearts ?"
"Sure, they're for you"
Mello grabbed some of them, and placed them on Matt, from the base of his neck to his stomach. He then ate all of these, teasing Matt with his tongue each time he picked one with his lips, and arrived at Matt's growing erection, Mello grinned : "Wow, seems you're hungry too, Mister Goggles"
"Oh my god, what's that nickname ?" Matt laughed out loud.
Matt gasped, surprised, as Mello deepthroated him directly, his eyes keeping contact with Matt's while he sucked him eagerly.
"Mmmello, oh, god, Mello !" Matt moaned loudly, his fingers brushing Mello's golden locks.
Mello decided to try something, not sure what Matt's reaction would be. He quickly licked his fingers and, returning to Matt's cock, he slid one finger in Matt. Matt started in surprise, but said nothing. All Mello could hear was Matt's heavy breath. He decided after a few moments to add a second finger, Matt welcoming it with a soft groan.
Mello scissored his fingers, willing to go as far as Matt would let him. He then added a third finger, reaching Matt's prostate at the same time, Matt shivered, a moan escaping his lips.
Mello had actually never been the one giving, and knew Matt never received.
He was a bit anxious as to Matt's reaction, not knowing if he could go to the end of what he began, but he went on.
Matt's tight hole was obviously ready, but Mello was hesitating.
Matt, in a powerful move, switched their position, Mello landing his back on the bed. Matt deepthroated Mello who was already rock hard, leaving saliva on his throbbing erection. Then he impaled himself on Mello, whose eyes widened both in shock and pleasure. Matt leaned a bit, grabbing Mello's hands, their fingers entwining over Mello's head while his hips were meeting Matt's moves.
Mello was the first to come, his body slightly convulsing. His moans sent Matt over the edge, covering Mello's stomach with his sticky substance.
Matt, still on top, embraced Mello tightly, sighing deeply, his head resting on Mello's shoulder.
Note : I hope you liked this chapter... please review, please please please ! I want to know what you liked/disliked, and if you expect something in the next chapters !
References for this chapter and the previous, because I forgot :
- chocolate bubble bar = Ma Bar
- chocolate soap = Chox Away
- the stuff that made Mello smell like a chick = Silky Underwears dust