A/N: Okay guys I know it has been a while since I have been able to update so I am very sorry. This chapter is a flash back chapter for you to become a little more familiar with Ally's pass. I hope you like it!
Song of chapter: 'Need you Know' by: Lady Antebellum
4 years and 8 months earlier
Ally's P.O.V
I'm practically vomiting my guts out into the toilet when I here a knock on the bathroom door.
"Hurry up Ally we are going to be late for school!" I hear Trish say from the other side of the door, she probably came in the house through the back door that we never keep locked. I finally am able to stop throwing up and get up flushing the toilet, and brush my teeth again. I wash my face trying to make myself look like I don't feel like I just lost half my organs. "Ally I'm pretty sure you look great so can you please come out so we can go."
"I'm coming" I mumble trying to search for some type of medication to make me feel a little better. I finally come out of the bathroom feeling like I just got run over by a bus, but hoping Trish doesn't notice.
"Are you okay?" She asks obviously noticing that something is wrong. I nod my head in response not looking at her.
"Yeah everything is fine." I say "can we just go?"
"Wait no. Ally, you and I both know that everything is not okay what was going on in there?" She asks making me look at her. Once we make eye contact that's when I breakdown in tears.
"Whoa Als what's going on?" Trish asks her voice full with worry as she brings Mme over to sit down.
"I don't know what's wrong." I choke out "I'm gaining wait, eating more then usual, and I feel sick most of the day." I say tears still coming down.
"Where you throwing up in there?" Trish asks and I nod in response trying to wipe my face. She is quiet for a few seconds until she starts to speak again. "How long has this been going on?"
"I don't know about a couple weeks maybe." I say shrugging my shoulders. She suddenly stands up startling me.
"You wait here and relax. I'll be back soon." She says then walks out the door. It feels like she has been gone forever.
Where could she have gone?
I think to myself as walk to the kitchen to get a drink. Once I sit back down I hear the door open and see Trish.
"Where did you go?" I ask as Trish gets closer and I see a plastic bag in her hand.
"What are you doing!?" Trish asks ignoring my question and motioning to the bottle in my hand.
"What?" I ask innocently "I was thirsty and needed a drink so I got one." I explain
"So instead of getting something like water you had to do something illegal and get a beer?! Give me that." She says taking the half empty bottle from me "First of all your underage, and secondly how in the world could you drink at a time like this?"
"At a time like what?" I ask and Trish hands me the plastic bag. I look into it and find a medium sized box labeled Pregnancy Test I look up at her worried. "You don't think I'm-"
"I don't know what else to think? This is the only thing I could think of that would make sense." Trish responds.
"Maybe it's just a stomach bug" I say
"That last so long? Ally what if it's not, we have to make sure." I look at her and then head into the bathroom.
After about ten minuets I finally come out of the bathroom and Trish is right there waiting for me my face emotion less.
"Well...?" She asks shakily
"You okay Ally you don't look so good." I hear Austin asks as I leave my class to head to lunch
"What do you want Moon?" I ask him annoyed by the fact he just comes up and talks to me.
"We need to talk." He says as I stop by my locker
"No we don't now can you get the hell out of my way." I say to him
"No I'm not moving until we talk." He says still blocking me
"Look Austin. I don't give a crap about what you have to say to me right now or ever, so can you just move out of my fucking way!"
"Fine whatever you'll probably just find on your own eventually. I knew it your were going to be a bitch about this anyway."
"Whatever." I say rolling my eyes as I make my way to the cafeteria.
"What took you so long?" Trish asks as I sit next to her at our table.
"Sorry I got held up Austin wanted to talk to me about something." I say shrugging it off.
"What was it?"
"I don't know and I honestly don't care."
"Remind me again why you two aren't friends anymore. I mean he was like your best friend, besides me, all the way until the beginning of sophomore year, and now you two can't be in the same room together without arguing."
"This is high school Trish people change, and besides we just grew apart. How can you still be friends with him anyway?" I ask in disgust.
"Um because believe it or not Austin's not that bad of a guy, and I'm also dating his best friend."
"Oh yea I still can't believe it. Anyway speaking of dating where's Elliot?" I ask looking around taking out my phone to text and ask him.
hey babe where r u?
I see a text from Elliot on my phone
"I don't know. Did you tell him yet?" Trish asks.
"Tell him wha- oh..." I groan.
"Yeah. Well did you?"
"No I didn't. Thanks for reminding me..." I say sarcastically.
"Ally you have to tell him it's been three days avoiding him isn't going to make this any easier. The longer you wait the harder it'll get, you have to tell him sooner or later."
"Can I pick later?"
"No." She says, and I know she's right. "Hey I have to go I promised Dez I'd meet him in the library before lunch was over." She says standing up and giving me a hug "You have to tell him Als no matter what I'll be here for you." She says before walking off. Once she's gone I turn on my phone and see another text from Elliot pop up.
I'm at our spot ;)
I read. Elliot and I found this spot behind the school where no ever goes so we just claim it as "our spot" I pick up my things and head over to meet him maybe Trish is right, maybe I should stop avoiding him and just tell him.
"Hey babe." Elliot says bending down to kiss me once I get to where he is.
"Hi" I say half heartedly still thinking about what Trish said.
"You want one?" He asks as he waves a cigarette in front of me. I take it and I put it in my mouth just letting it hang there. He tries handing me the light but I don't take it. "Is everything okay?" He asks not mentioning the fact that I have been avoiding all week.
"Um yea I- I just ran into Austin on the way here that's all..." I say, and it's not technically a lie. He goes to sit down at one of the picnic tables with his back leaning against the table. I go and sit next to him leaning my head on his shoulder as he lights his cigarette. He turns to me and he just stares at me like he is studying me, and look at him back.
"Als what's wrong?" He asks obviously knowing that there is more that is bothering me.
I don't think I can tell him.
"I- I can't." I choke out removing the cigarette from my mouth, and he does the same.
"What can't you do Als? What's going on?." He asks as he cups his hands around my face bringing it to look at him. "What's wrong?" He leans in to try and give me a kiss, but before he does I turn to look away.
"I think we should take a break from each other for a while..." I say softly.
"What? Where is this coming from. Did I do something wrong?" Elliot asks bombarding with all these questions. But all I can do is shake my head still refusing to look him in the eyes. "Then can you please explain to me what's going on, because first you start avoiding me and now you are practically saying that you want to break up with me."
"I never said I wanted to break up with you... I just think we should take a break from each other"
"What else am I suppose to think when you say something like that. Als?" I can't take this anymore.
"I- I have to go-" I say standing feeling like someone just physically broke my heart. I hate seeing him like this, but I'm doing this for him.
"No, babe wait." Elliot says quickly standing up and lightly grabbing my arm and turning me around back to face him, it's taking all the strength I have not to break down in tears. He takes my face in his hands again leaning his forehead against mine. "Hey, can you please look at me." He asks softly his head still touching mine as I slowly look up at him. "What happened to our dreams for after we leave High School huh? About us moving in together, getting married and finally leaving this place? What's going to happen with that are you just going to forget everything we ever dreamed of? Please don't do this- I love you" I close my eyes tears now falling down my cheeks slowly. Seeing this Elliot wipes the oncoming tears with his thumbs, and then planting his lips on mine kissing me. I get lost in the kiss wanting to feel like this forever. Elliot slowly moves his hands down to my waist then wraps his arms around me pulling me closer to him as he deepens the kiss his tongue exploring my mouth, my arms also wrapped around him. After a few more seconds I pull away from him and lay my head on his chest shaking my head.
"I'm sorry, but I can't. I have to go..." I say starting to walk away the tears still coming
"Wait Als-" I hear Elliot call but stops when I get to far.
"So instead of telling him you broke up with him?" Trish asks as we sit on the couch at her house eating ice cream and watching random movies.
"I didn't technically break up with him, but I'm trying to forget about it so can we please just talk about something else." I ask
"Ok I'm sorry I can only imagine how hard that was for you, but you do know he will find out eventually."
"Trish. Please." I beg not able to get the hurt and confused look Elliot gave me out of my head.
"Ok I'm sorry I won't talk about him anymore... So have you told your dad?" She asks, and I shake my head.
"No, and I don't think I will he's never home anyway, and when he is he's super drunk." My dad took the divorce between my mom and him pretty hard so hard that he is hardly sober anymore.
"How about your mom? You have to at least tell your mom she'll know what to do." My mom and are pretty close but since the divorce we don't get to see each other as much since I stay with my dad. I would probably move in with her if she knew about my dads drinking problem, but that would have meant moving all the way to the other side of the state and leaving Trish and Elliot.
"I haven't told her, but she is suppose to be driving down for the weekend for us to hang out. I just don't know if I can tell her or how I should-"
"Hey if you want I can come with you when you tell her-" Trish says but stops suddenly when she hears her phone start ringing and she checks to see who it is.
Trish's P.O.V
"Um I'll be back" I tell Ally as I take my phone and walk out of the room.
Trish/?
Hello? I say into the phone not recognizing the number
Trish. Is Ally there?
Elliot? How did you get my number?
That's not important right now can you just answer my question. Is she there? I sigh before answering
Elliot she doesn't want to talk to you right now-
Can you at least tell me what is going on. I sigh Look Trish I know you don't like me that much, and honestly I don't know why but I know Ally and something's isn't right.
Elliot listen to me and listen good first of all I know about you and Ally drink and smoking behind the school and all that other shit you do so if you didn't know why I dislike you now you do, because Ally would never have done any of those things if she didn't meet you. But leaving all my hate for you aside if you really do love Ally you have to be there for her because believe it or not she needs you right now no matter what she says just give her time.
I hang up the phone without any warning and walk back to Ally. When I go back to where Ally is I find her crying on the couch.
"Als what's wrong?" I ask going to sit next to her trying to wipe the tears off her face. She then points to the TV screen.
"It's- it's just so sad you know?" She chokes out. I look at what she it watching and I see The end of Toy Story 3 on.
"But Als you've seen this movie a million times what's so different this time?" I ask giving her a weird look. What's wrong with her she was fine two seconds ago.
"It's sad be- because he is giving away his favorite toys to some stranger!" She snaps at me suddenly becoming angry.
"Whoa Ally I'm sorry I didn't mean to get you upset. Why are you watching this movie if it's making you so upset then?"
"Because Elliot and I always use to watch this movie together" she says breaking into tears again she leans over to lay on my lap sobbing. It's probably a mixture of hormones plus teenage hormones, and the fact that she misses Elliot.
"Hey do you wanna go get some ice cream? You need to get you outside." I suggest and she nods her head.
"Thanks Trish I really needed this." Ally says as we walk away from the ice cream place.
"Your welcome besides I get discounts here since I work here." I tell her
"Oh cool so are you off today?"
"No. I just didn't feel like working today." I answer simply making her roll her eyes and laugh a little. She looks down at her phone which went off and her face has a mixture of excitement and worry as she reads what I assume is a text. "What is it?" I ask
"My mom is coming tomorrow instead of on Friday because she wants to spend more time with me..."
"That's great Als, and don't worry everything is going to be fine." I say knowing what she is thinking, but all she does is nod.
Ally's P.O.V
I'm standing in front of Elliot's door hardly able to control myself as I knock on his house door repeatedly waiting for him to open it.
"Ally?" Elliot says obviously surprised to see me as he opens the door. "Oh my gosh what's wrong?!" He asks seeing how red and puffy my eyes are from crying. "Is everything okay?" He asks letting me into the house. I shake my head in response to his question and then break down in tears catching him slightly off guard.
"I'm sorry I didn't know where else to go. This is the first place I thought of coming I just don't know what to do." I say in between sobs.
"Als what's going on what do you means you don't know what to do? Do with what?" Elliot asks pulling me into a hug.
"I should've told her not to come. That I could wait two more days." I sob into his chest
"Ally please tell me what is going on your scaring me." He pulls away from me looking me in the eyes wiping my tears away, but new ones follow.
"I didn't even get to tell her-"
"Tell who what?"
"I should've told her right away-"
"Ally please stop"
"Now I can't."
"Ally stop."
"Now what am I goin-" before I could finish Elliot interrupts me by smashing his lips on mine in a kiss holding my face still with his hands deepening the kiss.
"Ally please calm down and tell what's going on." He says after pulling away obviously trying to calm me down. I nod slightly tears still coming down, but I'm able to get words out a little more clearly.
"It's my mom. She was on her way over to meet me when she got into a really bad car accident-" I stop because I starts crying again.
"Oh my gosh Ally is she okay?" He asks, but all I can do is shake my head.
"The accident was really bad Elliot-" I say sobbing again. "By the time the ambulance was able to bring her to the hospital it was to late." I choke out balling uncontrollably.
"Oh my God Ally I'm so sorry." Elliot says in disbelief. He then picks me bridal style bringing me over to sit next to him on the couch and I rest my head on him just letting the tears flow as he is still embracing me.
"I didn't even get to tell her, and now I'll never be able to-" I say softly in between sobs not intending for Elliot to hear.
"You didn't get to tell your mom what Als?" He looks down at me confused. I don't answer just sigh "What is it? What didn't you get to tell her?" I shake my head not wanting to answer. "Ally please it's okay." He says softly as he strokes my hair.
"No it's not okay. I don't even know how I could have-" I stop myself
"How you could've what? What aren't you telling me?" I sit up from off of him and look hi straight in the eyes. "Please" He says pleadingly. I take a deep breath.
"I don't want to hurt you." I say "I don't want anything to change between us."
"What do you mean?" I take his hand first bringing it to my lips kissing it lightly before I slowly make its way down to my stomach I slide his hand under my shirt his warm fingered spreading across my stomach.
"I'm pregnant Elliot."
A/N: Well I hope you guys liked it. Please review and/or PM me what you think.
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