Honesty chapter seven

I'll help you through

I ran as fast as I could to our special place. My heart was pounding all the way there. I ran to the place. I saw Sunao sitting there a knife in his hand. "Sunao!" I cried. Sunao turned around. "Sora." He said weakly through his tears. I ran up to him and I knocked the knife out of his hands. I accidentally landed on him. "Sunao." I cried tears streaming down my face. "Kuu-chan!" He started sobbing into my chest. I stroked his hair. "Baka. What did you think you would have acheived by doing that?" "Kuu-chan Aizawa he's going to get me." "Aizawa?" "Aizawa is the ex boyfriend of my mother. H-he used to abuse me and my mother and we eventually ran away but what we didn't know was that Subaru and Nagase are his sons. They revealed our location and if he comes back we'll go through hell again. I won't be able to deal with that again. I tried to kill myself last time but Ran only just managed to stop me. And I spent three years self harming."

I lay there still stroking his hair. He continued to cry. "I'm so sick of this. Why can't happiness last? I was so happy when I met and fell in love with you I just want to stay with you Sora but because of this I don't know if we can." "Sunao you know full well I won't let you leave. I love you too much to let you go. Before I met you my life was nothing. You brought a spark into my life we can't let this Aizawa bastard take our love away from us! We have to keep on going no matter what happens in the long run. But Sunao please remember no matter what happens I will love you forever you got that?" Sunao's tears kept on falling. "Sora." He looked into my eyes. "Sora please will you carry me home?" "Of course I will." I took Sunao into my arms and I carried him bridal style back to his house. Sunao snuggled up to me. I smiled sadly at the small vunerable boy.

As we walked into Sunao's house his mother came out anxious. Sunao looked at her. "Mother gomen." Satoko-San brushed Sunao's hair out of his eyes. "It's alright love it's not your fault. Hashiba-kun please look after him." I nodded "I will." I carried him upstairs and I placed him on his bed. "Kuu-chan?" "Hai." "A-are you angry at me?" "Of course I'm not I was scared. I didn't want you to hurt yourself. I know what it's like to self harm." "Eh?" "I used to self harm a few years ago so you're not alone Nao-kun. You're never alone." Sunao touched my cheek. "Kuu-chan." "Shhh love get some sleep. We'll talk in the morning." "Kuu-chan will you promise you'll be the first person I see when I wake up?" "Don't worry I won't go anywhere."

All night I watched Sunao sleeping peacefully in my arms. He looked so weak and helpless I just wanted to hide him from his fears. "Sunao I love you." I whispered before falling asleep cuddling Sunao close in my arms. The next morning the two of us had a long talk. "Sunao tell me about your past." Sunao told me how his father was killed in a traffic accident. And how his mother had dated a few guys but none of them were good enough until Aizawa came along. He told him that at first he seemed like a good boyfriend and he had kids too but he never brought them to meet Sunao and his mother. But he started to prey on Sunao's weakness water. So he began to physically abuse Sunao from the age of ten. He also abused his mother. To deal with his fear Sunao created Ran. So Sunao and Satoko-san escaped and came down here. "And then I met you Kuu-chan. You are the light in my life. I don't want to live without you." "Nao since you told me your past I'll tell you mine."

I told him how I had been tormented by Subaru and his gang for my parents being gay and for myself being gay. I told him how I had become so depressed that I eventually started to self harm. I had created Yoru to protect me from everything and I eventually got through it. Sunao was silent all the way through and then he gave me a hug. "Kuu-chan let's live through our pains together. We are both linked to Aizawa and now we both have to deal with what happens. I'm sorry that you had to be dragged into this." "It's not your fault Nao-kun. I don't blame you. We'll fight off Aizawa together. Together we can do anything. Are you with me Nao?" "Hai I'll always be with you. For everything." Holding each others hands we set off to get through whatever would come next...