My Time to shine chapter 7
"Ok Nessie, you can get off my back now." Jake told me his voice soft as a feather.
"Ok". I grumbled still not pleased with what I have to do, I shivered at the thought.
"Cold, Nessie?" Jake asked starting to take off his shirt exposing his abs.
"No, just please put your shirt back on, you're not helping me right now" I complained my head swimming with images.
"Oh, sorry". He said as he put his shirt back on.
"Are you alright?" Jake asked as he sat down next to me.
"No" I suddenly snapped, Jake was taken back a bit he looked heart broken.
"What did I do that would make you act this way Nessie?" he asked me his back turned.
How do I explain this to him? I don't want to hurt his feelings I thought.
I mustered all of my strength and turned to face him.
"Jakey?" I asked, he turned to me and smiled a cheesy smile making me giggle.
"Yes" He perked up a bit.
I took a deep breath.
"I'm not sure I can go all the way with you quite yet." He looked hurt, "I mean its not that I don't want to-"I stopped and blushed.
"It's just that you don't want children with me?" he questioned hanging his head.
How should I say this yes but not quite yet no no I do at some point just not now?? Yes that's it I'll go with that. I thought.
I was very pleased with my answer.
"So what is it!" he barked.
"I want children with you just not yet maybe in a year or two." I told him waiting for his answer.
His brow furrowed as he contemplated his answer and then he just smiled.
"What?" I asked him giggling at his facial expression.
"You complete me". He told me tears streaming down my face.
"Awe Nessie, don't cry, I'm here." He wiped the tear from my face, as I reached out to hug him.
"Forever and ever" I mumbled in his chest.