Chapter 6 Realization

AN: SO here's chapter 6!

BTW a special THANKS! To my latest commenter's Team-JEdward2010 and Ally for giving me the courage to write my next chapter! So here it is! YAY!

Realization-coming to understand something clearly and distinctly

"We really need to talk, Alexis." the man said.

I looked over at Grace to find her looking at me and she nodded and kept walking towards the car.

Some reunion, I thought.

I took a deep breath and turned back to the man.

"Who are you?" I ask.

"I'm..."

"I'm Sam. Sam Uley." The man says. What is it with all these Quileute's and there weird… hugeness. I mean this guy had to be close to Jake and Paul's nearly seven foot frames. "I'm here to tell you to… be careful, I guess. Of who's around you. And please give Paul a chance don't just let him slide off. He really cares about you. And I can see you really like him." He observes. "That's it. But remember what I said. And please just consider forgiving him… please." He says then starts walking away.

"Wait!" He turns around to look at me. "Um… thanks, and I'll consider it I will really."

He nods and says, "That's all I'm asking." He smiles and turns around and disappears into the woods.

LATER

Everyone's asleep around the house and here I am laying in my bad wide awake because of how much sleep I had already gotten the night before.

I try to keep my mind from Paul but it somehow always finds its way back to him. I turn over in my bed looking out of the window watching the forest. Ever since that dream I had, I've felt like I just have to talk to him. To make sure he's okay after leaving yesterday.

I have been going over the images in my mind. Trying to make since of the dream, every time I felt like I was getting close to the truth I would always drift farther away from the real truth. If that even makes sense. I had been rethinking of my love for Paul. Trying to see if it was real or just some stupid school girl crush. I mean it still didn't make sense for me to love him this much. I thought of all the possibilities of someone actually feeling this way, and came up with none. I mean every time I thought of his breath taking smile and the way he said my name, it just made me all warm and fuzzy inside. I felt as if I were connected with him somehow. Like we were meant to be together. Like we were almost meant to be like… soul mates. And surprisingly I was okay with it all. In fact I loved it. I would love it if Paul was only mine. Not belonging to anyone else but me. I came to a realization then.

I realized then and there that I would forgive him. I realized that I couldn't live, breath, or move without him there for me. Paul was going to be mine. I would certainly make sure of it.

"I love you, Paul. I can't live without you." I said out loud to absolutely no one.

As if hearing my words, a wolf, howled in the distance. It sounded almost…happy? Wow, maybe I am crazy I mean come on who can actually decipher a wolf's howl? Yep, I've gone Looney.

AN: So there it is Chapter 6! I am very happy she came to that realization. What about that wolf, huh? Lol . Anyway review! Or don't!