While we was still kissing on the sofa , and Christians tongue inside my mouth , and mine inside his mouth, massaging each other's tongue's with each other's,

Christian goes on top of me, while moving his tongue to my neck, I try not to moan

Before we do anything else Christian grabs my hand, and starts kissing me again leading us into the bedroom.

When we got there Christian lay's me on the bed, and whisper's softly in my ear and say's

"Any requests?" He says while nibbling my ear, and I say while breathing heavily trying not to moan

"Surprise me". The look in Christians eyes after I said that was so sexy

And he had great pleasure of removing my top, and I had great pleasure removing his,

Then Christian went back on top of me and then the both of us started rubbing each other's

Top half,

Christian started grinding on me hard, the feel of his hard cock rubbing against mine felt amazing

It was the kind of feeling I've missed all these years, Christian pulls the blanket over us

And slowly removed my trousers and also removed my boxers

And then Christian goes under the cover's and goes to the bottom of the bed , and then all I could feel is this amazing sensation , all I could feel was Christian's mouth and tongue going up and down on the thing what has missed Christian for too long,

I put my hands on Christian's head basically saying to go faster , I was moaning so loud I was nearly screaming , Christian knew how to please me even after three years , But this was probably the best he's going to be ,

It kept getting better and better , and when Christian stopped I knew what was next , he started kissing his way up to my lips , he started to grind on me again , I moved my hand onto his penis sensationally he did the same , by now both of us was sweating . And groaning louder

Christian whispered into my ear "It's time"

And by that I knew exactly what he was going to do, he was going to fuck the shit out of me, I aint complaining….

After having probably the best shag in the world, I fell asleep in Christian's arm still not thinking what I've done; the both of us fall asleep in each other's arms.

I woke up to an empty bed again, I feel my head full of sweat and then look's to the left side of the bed and see's the Divorce paper signed by Christian, my eyes was almost filling up

Realising what I've done and what Christian has done, I quickly get dressed, and walk out of the bedroom and see him sitting on the sofa self-pitying himself,

The no good bastard , what he thinks he can have sex with me then sign the paper's what kind of man , sleeps with someone else's fiancée , I'm going to kill him

I walk towards him he can see I'm furious, he gets up and tries to explain himself but before he I can, I give him a massive hard slap across his face, I felt like a wife at that moment, and say "YOUR LUCKY I DON'T CUT IT OFF , YOU NO GOOD BASTARD , YOU SLEEP WITH ME THEN SIGN THE GOD DAMM PAPER'S , YOU REALL THINK DEREK IS GOING TO MARRY ME NOW ! NO HE ISN'T CAUSE I JUST RUINED IT ON A PATHETIC MAN LIKE YOU" the angry in me was unbelievable, and he stay's calm and takes the smack I gave him and say's

"I signed it not because I wanted to, because I want you to have everything you can possibly ask for Syed and I won't be able to give you that , but Barbie girl can" I take no notice with the little joke Christian made about Derek , and stay serious and says

"You really think I'm marrying Derek because he's loaded? No I aint I'm doing it because ….." I didn't finish that sentence because I couldn't,

Why was I actually marrying Derek, was it because I loved him? Or was it because he was everything Christian wasn't? , am I still going to marry him after sleeping with Christian , I knew I still loved Christian , am I prepared to let all my life go in New York to be with Christian … I knew something my life will never be the same again…