Disclaimer: All Twilight characters belong to a genius woman named Stephanie Meyer. All credits go out to her too. I do wish I would at least own Leah.
A.N: This chapter contains mild lemon. This chapter was meant to contain more than a mild lemon so this would be the first time I am attempting to write it. So I am just letting you guys know when you read this chapter. I want to keep this story rated in T. I am not sure if I go to M. I will just go to T for the meanwhile. Sorry that I took so long. My story doesn't have much kissing scenes except for two chapters. So I hope you guys enjoy reading this chapter. I dedicate this chapter to jac master, laughingchicklol and TeamSethxxWolfeh. You guys ROCK! I think I will start dedicating chapters to whoever reviews on my latest chapters.
Chapter 7 – Flirting with fire
We were not due to fight the army of newborn bloodsuckers led by a certain crazy red-haired leech whose target is to get to that Bella girl and suck her dry. We still went to meet with the Cullen bloodsuckers to continue our training. It was beginning to get boring. I bet anything that the mind rapist told his Barbie about me being the only female wolf here and a rare one too. How much I hate him! At least I can entertain myself by thinking any negative stuff about his Barbie and about him too that will irritate him to no end. He doesn't like it. Serves him right! What a sucker!
After the meeting ended we went about our business like the usual patrolling. It was boring. I wanted to go home, eat and sleep but I couldn't since that tonight is our turn to patrol. The night was beautiful and young with plenty of shiny diamonds to look at while you're lying down. There was no bloodsucker in sight which means that we still needed to take precaution in case one tries to catch us off guard. It was only me, Embry and Jacob running around in circles trying to get a scent out of that bloody leech even if it wasn't even here. I forgot Jared wasn't around that night Sam found out about Paul and I kissing. I didn't even notice his absence. I later learned that Sam gave Jared the permission to stay besides Kim at home who was very sick. Poor girl! I wish she could learn how to be tough and not to depend on men too much. I will have to teach her that and how to protect herself in case Jared ever breaks her heart whether it is accidentally or on purpose. Heck! I wouldn't care if Sam did hurt Emily like he did to me. If he ever did then he will have to watch himself out.
'This sucks!' I complained. I really hate this. I wanted to go and kick the hell out of Sam for doing this to me in the first place. Believe me when I say this: He will definitely pay one of these days. 'Why are we even here in the first place?' I asked. Not that I am curious but I wanted to know why we are wasting our precious time running around like fools here when we could be at home eating and watching television. I wanted to do something useful not running around chasing our own tails here in this damn dark forest.
'I know. This really sucks! But we need to patrol just as always in case any bloodsuckers come around here to feast on innocent humans. If we're on luck we might find one and I will let you do the honours Lee.'Jacob said. Aww! I will be more than glad to do the honours Jake. So in my mind I started to picture something bloody and gruesome that will scare the hell out of poor Seth who has the innocent mind of a 5 year old. I pictured myself beheading a female bloodsucker and tearing her arms off limb by limb. After that, I cut off her legs off and I got hold of a chainsaw and cut her filthy body in half and the blood was everywhere. I took her body parts and force feed them to the Cullens while that Bella girl sat there in amusement watching her bloodsucker eating the female leech's boobs. This scene is a total rated R or more than just an R. I laughed to myself while I imagined this scene happening. Embry almost choked himself to death after witnessing Edweirdo eating a woman's breasts in my imagination. This is funny.
'Wow! You have one cool awesome imagination Leah! You should do this more often to entertain us. You are quite imaginative girl!'Embry complimented me. I guess I can imagine anything as long as it keeps Embryo entertained and not dying from boredom. I earned a 'Hey!' from him for calling him an 'Embryo'. I can call names to whoever I want. Nobody can control my mouth and my mind. So there! I want to be tougher when we clash with those blasted newborn bloodsuckers. I wish I could be more like that terminator chick that you see in Terminator part 3. That would be awesome! I would be the only female wolf terminator who terminates those stinking bloodsuckers who shouldn't even exist. Why can't they die already?
'Enough with the chitchat already! Concentrate and let's go see if we can find any bloodsuckers on our territory and then we can all go home.'Jacob said. I guess I annoyed the best of Jacob Black. Sometimes I wondered why he step out from being the alpha. I much rather see Jacob be the alpha which he should be since he's the heir of Ephriam Black. Sam doesn't even deserve the title of being an alpha. All he does is abuse it to boss us around like children. I'm glad that we are no longer together. He can kiss my furry ass for all I care.
And so we spend the entire night wide awake running around in circles chasing our own tails like idiots. We went there, we went over here, and we went everywhere. It seemed like the night was taunting us. We couldn't find a trace of scent from those bloody leeches. There have not been any leeches around here since the red-haired witch who is just playing around jumping from one place to another. I had enough with this. It was already dawn that we were so tired of running all night in the forest trying to find any leeches in case we passed by and not noticing one hiding. There was no bloodsucker in sight. If Sam did put us up all night for this then I am going to kill him. It's not fair that Jacob, Embry and I stay up all night running around while he and the others are sleeping like a baby. I hope he gives Jared double patrol for skipping out just because his imprint was sick. What a likely excuse!
I think it was at 5 in the morning that we were tired and nearly collapse in the ground of the damn forsaking forest that we all went home and sleep. We will sleep all day. We were all out of energy. Jacob and Embry were close to sleep in the forest. I couldn't leave them there even if they did sleep. Why? Because a bloody bloodsucker can come and attack us off guard. Jacob called the patrol off since he was so tired and sleepy. I don't blame him at all. We should go on strike against Sam. I don't think he has ever stayed up this late patrolling with the others. I am hoping he will do so just like we did. I reached home and guess what? The door was locked. How the hell will I be able to get in and deserve my rest? Has my own dear mother forgotten that I was all night out in patrol? I bet Seth is in his bed sleeping like the baby he is with his teddy bear sucking on his thumb. Ugh! I went around the house and found a ladder. I looked up to my window and I was glad that I left it open. I put the ladder up against the wall of my house. I put it right below my open window. I hope I don't fall down either. I climbed up the ladder, gone through my window and closed it. I went to my bedroom door and locked it. I don't want Seth to come marching in my room to wake me up 'cause if he does then he's dead meat. I could easily have jumped up to my room with my great reflex but I was too worn out to do so.
I took off my clothes and put on my pyjamas and I jump to my bed. I hugged my pillow happily and drifted off to sleep. My dream was peaceful. I found myself in the meadow covered with different coloured flowers. It was very tranquil. The sky was clear blue with the clouds covering the sun and providing me the shade that I want. The breeze was very cool. I lay down on the soft grass with flowers surrounding it. I looked up at the sky and enjoyed the nice cool breeze. This is all I have ever wanted. No fighting, no running around, no bloodsuckers and definitely no Sam. This is a wish come true. I closed my eyes to sleep in this peaceful meadow.
As quick as I closed my eyes to take a nap in this beautiful meadow with no distraction, I heard a thunder pounding and when I opened my eyes, the beautiful sky was filled with ugly gray clouds threatening to unleash a huge amount of rain. It was dark. The wind was very violent. A lighting came from the gray clouds and hit on a tree. Everything was going wrong. What the hell was happening? Where is my fairy tale? I heard a growl coming from the trees. I couldn't see what it was. It was dark in the forest. All the coloured flowers and grass in the meadow died so suddenly as if someone burned it all magically. The thunder keep pounding on its drums loudly and the lighting clashed with more trees killing them instantly. I got closer to the forest to see what it was. You know what they say about curiosity kills the cat. The curiosity got the best of me but I am no cat. It started to drizzle and then the whole rain fell down from the angry clouds. I was so drenched. I couldn't see who was in the forest since it was raining freaking hard and my eye sight became a blur. I heard the same growl again. But this time it was behind me. I turned around and looked in the red eyes of the red-haired bitch who just jump on top of me and bit me on the neck while I saw the lighting coming down on both of us. I screamed with all my might. I screamed because the bloody bloodsucker bit me and it hurt like hell. She was sucking on my blood. I also screamed because the lighting was gaining on us. Both of us got hit. The thunder began to beat its drums more loudly. It sounded like somebody was pounding on the door.
That was when I woke up from that horrible nightmare. I gasped and my left arm went straight to my neck to check that I was not bleeding at all. The door was pounding loudly. I heard somebody shouting my name. Who was it? It sounded so familiar. I was so disoriented that I had no clue what to think. I felt like I was in somebody's house. A stranger's home. However, the door that seemed to keep the stranger out of this room was opened very violent and a man came in. That is when I noticed that it was not a stranger not all. It was Seth. He looked like he had a panic attack. He rushed to my bed and hugged me. He was comforting me. But why? I hadn't realized that I had screamed out so loud and I was sobbing. What's the matter with me? What is wrong with me? I am supposed to be the hard-headed, cold-hearted and tough girl. Why am I crying? I shouldn't be crying. It shows weakness and I hate showing that I am weak. I am tougher than all heads put together. I need to get hold of myself.
"It's okay Leah! I'm here. I heard you screaming very loudly like somebody was torturing you. Are you okay? You look very tired. Jacob called this morning to say that you, Embry and Jake have been up all night till dawn. He said that you guys will take this day off and tomorrow since you guys have been up all night. Don't know what Sam was thinking. He's barking mad I say." Seth said as he hugged me even harder. He's the best baby brother I could ask for. I will try stop cry and put on my shell that protects me.
"I'm okay Seth. I just had a bad dream. Besides I am really tired and very sleepy right now. And yes, we have been up all night long running around but there were no bloodsuckers in sight. Can you please leave me alone right now? I really need my rest." I said as my head hit the pillows and my eyes closed. I felt Seth's hand holding my cheek while he kissed me on my forehead. He got up of the bed and went out of my room.
"I Hope you sleep well LeeLee. You really need the rest. Jacob and Embry are probably sleeping like a bear hibernating on winter. I won't let nobody bother you. Oh and Paul came by here this morning to tell you that he said hi." Seth said as he was about to close the door.
"Thank you Seth. If Paul shows up again then tell him I say hi. If Sam bothers to come in here then kick his ass for me Seth. I want nobody marching up in my bedroom and disturbing me from my sleep," I said as I was getting closer to fall asleep. I hugged my pillow. "Oh, can you please turn on the air conditioner? I came in very tired that I forgot to put it on and I fell asleep. I want to sleep well."
"Okie Dookie Leah. I will definitely kick Sam's ass if he comes here to interrupt your beauty sleep. Sleep well Leah." Seth said as he turned on the A.C and left the room. I definitely do not want Sam to come here and interrupt me with his excuses of a meeting at his house or in the forest. I am not in the mood to put up with any of his shit today. And so I fell asleep and this time I had a pleasant dream. I dreamt about Emily finally cracking up and leaving Sam heartbroken for another man. Sam completely wet from the heavy bullets of rain attacking down was kneeling down on the mud while Emily left away with her lover on some ugly pickup trucks that resemble that Bella bitch's one but it was way uglier than hers. Before she left, she threw him back the ring that was meant to be mines. Sam was bawling like a big baby.
I don't know how long I sleep. Must be minutes or hours. I know that when I woke up I was feeling very grouchy and hungry like a lion. My stomach was growling like one too. I got out of bed and open my bedroom door. The lights were on. I went to the living room and found Seth pigging out on chips and candy on the sofa while watching some boring movie. As I look out the window I noticed that it was dark outside. I could hear the crickets cricking outside. My stomach growled again and Seth jumped out of the sofa upon hearing my growling stomach. That was funny. I giggled at Seth's jumping chain reaction.
" Oh, it's only you Leah. I thought it was somebody else growling like that. Hehehe! Mom's not here. She went to meet with Charlie at Billy's place. She left food for you. I already ate but I was hungry for snacks." He said as he caught me staring at the mess he made. I glared at him for making this living room a mess but I am not cleaning up for him.
"What time is it?" I asked him as I went straight to the kitchen to eat whatever mom made. I was so hungry I could eat a whole cow right now. I went to the fridge and took out my favourite orange juice and pour it on my favourite glass cup that had my name written on it. I went to the stove and took out the meatloaf mom made. I put it on a plate and place it on the microwave to warm it up. After it was done, I took it up and I went to the table and sat down on my chair to eat. Seth followed me here.
"It's 9 O'clock in the night. You slept a lot Leah. Mom was worried. She thought you slipped into a coma." He joked as he watched me eat. I forgot I was still wearing my pyjamas but who cares. I will go back to sleep after eating and watching some movies or something. After I ate, I washed some of the dirty dishes that were still on the sink belonging to Seth I bet.
"Did you clean out the mess you made on the living room?" I asked. I suspect he didn't even clean his own mess he made. I saw the look on his face. He was giving me the dumb look again. "You better go do it Seth or I will tell mom about your mess you did on the living room you pig!" I snapped at his face. I was pleased to say that I scared him off to do it seeing him run like a bat out of hell. This was funny. I was back to my bossy self again. I am a tough cookie. I will not break down again. I am not weak. When I was finished with the kitchen, I went to the living room and snatch the remote off from Seth was watching T.V and cleaning at the same time.
"Hey! I was watching that!" He said as I changed his channel to something more dramatic that watching some boring movies about cars. I laid myself down on the sofa and decided to watch a horror movie instead. I felt like watching one anyways. After finish cleaning up his mess, Seth sat down to watch the movie. I don't know how long we stayed up watching until I heard the door opened and mom came in. She locked the door and just as she was about to go to the kitchen, I stood up and went to hug her. I haven't seen her all day due to my hours of eternal sleeping.
"Leah. Are you okay honey? I was pretty worried. I thought you would never wake up. Seth told me about your screaming before I left to do some shopping today. He also told me that you've been up all night with poor Jake and Embry. I can see that you're still exhausted. Why don't you go back to bed? Did you eat?" She asked me as she hugged me harder like if there is no tomorrow. Typical mom. Always worried about me and Seth. After losing dad, she became strong to be there for me and Seth. She doesn't want to lose us both. Poor dad! I really miss him. I want him back.
"I'm okay mom. I'm feeling much better. I did eat and I am still tired. I wanted to see you before I go off to bed again. I love you mom." I said as I gave her another hug before stepping away.
"I love you too Leah. Go to bed dear. You really need it. You too Seth! You go off to bed and don't make me catch you watching those foul gruesome movies you were watching the other night." She said. She gave me a kiss on my cheek and I gave her one in return. I went up to my bedroom again. I hope I don't have another nightmare again. I heard Seth saying that he wasn't watching any gruesome movies.
Next day
I woke up to a bright sunny day. I changed my pyjamas and I decided to wear a black tank top and a short blue jeans and tennis shoes. I decided to do some jogging around La Push and to the beach. I ate my breakfast and I helped my mother wash the dishes and clean the house before I go out for the day. I need some relaxation and to clear out my head.
I didn't see Embry or Jacob all day. I wondered if they were still sleeping. As I was going to the beach I noticed that somebody was stalking me. That person was in the forest hiding somewhere. Instead of going to the beach I went straight to the forest to find my stalker. I wasn't afraid of being in the forest by myself seeing that I can defend myself and phase instantly. I heard someone stepping on some twigs and before I could turn around, a hand covered my mouth while the other hand took hold of my wrist.
"It's me Leah, Paul!" Paul said as he let go of me. I turned around and noticed that he was only wearing his shorts. I guess he was running around in the woods. I hugged him. He returned my hug. We just stood there hugging each other for several minutes. I haven't seen much of Paul lately. Do you want to know why? Because of that stupid Sam and his jealousy. He just doesn't want me to move on and get a boyfriend to replace the love we once had. Besides, he had forbidden Paul and I from seeing each other. So why should he be jealous when he was the one who broke up with me to be with that ogre of a cousin. I don't know why but for some reason I felt kind of attracted to Paul. I want nothing more than to kiss the life out of him right this instant. Screw Sam! Paul sneaked out just to see me. I guess we are both breaking Sam's orders. But who cares!
I couldn't hold it any longer. I slammed my mouth against Paul's and I push him straight to a tree. I guess I caught him by surprise because he didn't respond to my kisses for a few minutes. I suddenly found myself sandwiched between the tree and Paul. He was kissing me roughly. His hands were everywhere: my hair, my face, my legs, my hips and on my breasts. He loved my breasts. He squeezed it softly and he grinded his hips with mines. I moaned loudly. I wrapped my arms and legs around him while he lifted me up. I continued to kiss him while massaging his head. He slipped his hot tongue on my mouth as I grant him free access to my paradise. It was amazing. He is the best kisser ever. He kisses way better than Sam ever did. I know what I am doing here is wrong. I know that Paul will imprint one day. This relationship will not go any further than it already did. All we do is kiss mainly that's all. Paul is lonely and so do I. I guess we both need it so much. I think I am ready to lose my virginity to Paul. It's a good thing I can't have children and I can't even menstruate. My mother would kill me if I got pregnant from Paul but since I can't have children and I am forever barren, it is impossible for me to get pregnant. Plus look at the good side, I can have sex all I want. Sam will definitely be furious if he smelled Paul's scent all over my body but I am no longer his. He cannot control or boss me around because if he did then I will run away from La Push forever.
I was so busy in my thought that I did not took any notice that Paul took off my black tank top and his head was on my chest. I was too busy moaning like a crazy hormonal pregnant woman actually doing "it" with her man. This is so weird. I guess I love flirting with fire. I am playing with fire and I love it. It feels so good. This is the first time I am doing this thing. I had never done anything like this with Sam. We just used to be boyfriend and girlfriend in love in high school. He said he wanted to wait for the right moment for him to sleep with me and make me love. But that never happened. Why? Because he imprinted on my ogre of a cousin who just embrace it like she fell in love the first time she saw him. She never fought it. She took away my man away from me. She took away my happiness too. I became bitter and cold-hearted all thanks to Sam who broke my poor heart into pieces. My own mother now defends Emily. She thinks Emily is perfect for Sam. That Sam finally found his happily ever after but where the hell is mines? I need a man to satisfy me. I am playing with the fire. I am flirting with the fire. Why? To get my satisfaction. I don't know why I feel like such a horn dog but I feel like having sex with Paul. All we do is kiss, kiss and more kiss. It's just a silly relationship we're just into. But it won't last long. Why? Because we both know that one day either Paul or I will imprint and we cannot go farther than we are doing right now.
If we both do this then the pack will pick up Paul's scent on me and Sam would be furious. But who cares? I bet he had already banged Emily hard on the wall. Even if he hadn't had sex with her, he still has no right to claim me to be his. I am no longer his. I can go out with anybody I want even if it is somebody from my own pack. I don't think I will let this go any further before we do anything stupid. I will just let him suck my breasts than that's about it all.
I took off my bra and exposed my beautiful breasts to Paul. My boobs are far more beautiful than Emily's. I hope Sam gave her a scar on her breasts too. That would like totally match her ugly scar face. Paul took his time to explore my boobs while I managed to get my hand to get hold of his crotch. He was freaking hard. I wonder how he will get rid of it before anybody sees him. I wanted to hold his dick right now. It would be my first time touching a man's dick before. I wonder how we will hide this when we phase. I need to think of something but this guy is making me wet. I took the button off and pulled down his zipper and I grab hold of his hard dick. Yes! This feels so good. So awesome! I wonder how it would feel like to be inside of me.
But before we could get any further for our fantasies to come true, we heard a howl coming somewhere from the deep forest. Oh shit! How the hell are we going to hide this from everybody? This almost sex scene will burn Seth's innocent eyes forever. Paul and I got off of each other and I hurriedly threw all my clothes off on the ground and phased on hurry while Paul just took off his pants leaving it behind my thrown clothes on the dirty ground.
'Please think of something else Paul! Just don't think about what we were just about to do right now. I don't want Seth or Sam to see this. Just think about our hatred toward bloodsuckers or something.'I pleaded him as I did not want Seth to see this from our minds. So I will concentrate on hating the Cullens, other bloodsuckers, Bella bitch and the red-haired bitch.
'Will do so babe! Anyways, Sam will definitely kill me if he saw this. He's too possessive of you and he thinks you still belong to him. He threatened me the day you, Jacob and Embry had the day off due to patrolling all night long. He told me that he will kill me if I ever laid a hand on you or see you. So I think it's best if we go in different directions and find them. It would be too suspicious if we came in together.'Paul said as we were running to where we heard the howl. Why is that stupid Jacob howling us for? I thought we had this day off too until tomorrow we were supposed to be up and running. I hope something didn't come up about the Cullens because if it did than I will strangle Jacob for this. And speaking of Jake, shouldn't he be in bed too? I just shrugged and departed ways from Paul. We are going to meet Jacob in a while. I could hear the rest of the pack coming. I ran faster until I reached first and saw Jacob and that mind rapist standing together having a conversation by thoughts.
'Ok! Why the hell did you call us here for if we were supposed to be here tomorrow Jake? Today was our day off so we could rest and you haul our asses here for nothing. Aren't you still tired Jake?'I sneered at him. How dare he call us here? I still want my day off and do whatever I want in my life. But before he could respond, the stupid good-for-invading-one's-privacy answered.
"Hello Leah, It's nice to see you too. I called Jacob to call you guys to meet us where we met for our training. Alice had another vision. She saw the numbers of the newborns decreasing. They will be here in two days so we need to get ready. I needed to let Jacob know so that he can tell you guys. I understand that you, Jacob and Embry have been up all night patrolling and that I am very grateful for you guys. I can see that you guys work together as a team. I really respect that. However, I do admit that I am quite shocked to see the first female wolf to be in the pack and the first girl to phase too. I had thought that the genes were passed from father to son but this is quite the first for a girl. I am very surprised."Edward the mind rapist responded politely as always after reading my thoughts. Polite schmolite.
Before I could retort back, the rest of the pack had arrived: Sam, Jared, Quil, Embry, Seth, Collin, Brady and Paul. So I just replayed what Ed-weirdo told me to inform my wolf pack. This is crazy having to repeat everything and you think I am some kind DVD movie or a CD that you can watch and play all over again? The mind rapist can have all the fun of reading our thoughts without respecting our own privacy. Hasn't he heard of respecting ones' privacy? He just simply nodded at me. Whatever dude!
And so we spend the evening listening to whatever the mind rapist had to say. We needed to have another plan just in case the first one fails. There is always plan B. The Cullens will have their meeting first and then they will let us know about their plan. Jacob decided to go to that Bella girl's house to hang out for a while with his Pops and Charlie. I don't know what those two see in sports but it's so boring.
We met again on that same place where we meet for our training. The Cullens gave us the idea they had to take out the newborns. They will take their share and we will take ours. We had to make sure we didn't miss any escaping newborns who could easily kill people they meet along the way. We would hide in one area while the Cullens will be waiting for the newborns on the other area. According to Jacob, the fortune teller can't see us which means that she saw the newborns spitting into two groups: One going to the area where her vision disappears which indicates that those bloody bloodsuckers are going to fall for our trap while the others go where the Cullens will be expecting them. This plan sounds so good. I can't wait to have some fun. I just hope we survive because my poor mother can't handle losing her kids after my father died. So I will make sure to fight harder than ever to protect myself and Seth and my pack. We will go in together and we will go out together.