Kurt closed his eyes.

"I am so excited about this, Blaine", he said while taking Blaine's hand, interlacing their fingers together.

Blaine nodded and placed his head on Kurt's chest.

"I can't believe Finn agreed to go with Rachel. You know why Rachel asked Finn in first place? Because of me! Because I told sometimes she doesn't have to choose between love and career. I also told him you were on board as well. Why not Finn?"

"Yeah, of course, great" Blaine murmured in somewhere between Kurt's neck. Kurt shoved his boyfriend's head off his neck.

"No, Blaine, this is serious. You are trying to change the subject whenever this comes up. What's wrong? Did you change your mind?"

Blaine sighed and held Kurt's hand stronger.

"Nothing has changed. I- Kurt, maybe it's early to talk about future."

Kurt was tense all of a sudden. He wanted to let go of Blaine's hand but he couldn't do it because he didn't want to seem like he was overreacting.

"I don't understand it." Just great, his voice was twitching. He wanted to cry. He was acting like a big baby. But who cared? He really wanted to talk about their future. That was the right time. Every time was the right time. He wanted to talk about their future house in NY or the adventures they were going to have at college, he wanted to talk about their wedding and their first adopted kids. He wanted to talk about everything, everything that involves their future, together.

"Kurt, no, don't pull that face now. It's just a little bit confusing for me." Blaine said, taking Kurt's other hand with his free hand.

"I don't understand it" Kurt said again, murmuring.

Blaine smiled at him and kissed Kurt on the lips.

"I'm confused, that's all." He said, trying to comfort his boyfriend.

.

"Hey, Kurt, why the long face?" Aaron said after he put the coffees he bought for them on the table. It was their second date and still, Aaron was paying for the date.

Kurt gasped.

"Sorry, just recalling memories. Can you wait here, please? I really, really have to make a call."

.

Kurt turned the television off and with a twitching voice, he said the one thing he was avoiding since their last talk about future.

"If I would ever marry..." He stopped. Blaine studied his boyfriend. He knew Kurt was dying talk about their future but he was afraid… of letting Kurt down. And many other stuff too.

"I want it to be in France. But it would probably be in Argentina or somewhere else it is legalized."

Don't be a douche bag, Blaine reminded himself. You broke his heart and you'll have to break one of bones of yours.

"Mmmhm," he said coldly as possible. God dammit, is that the best you can do?

Kurt turned his head to the television, it was closed but still it was obvious that he just didn't want to look Blaine's direction.

"Y-yeah," Kurt said he sounded angry and annoyed. He looked like he was considering something.

Blaine gulped and he stared at the television.

Husbands.

It was a brand new word. Blaine wasn't sure if he was scared or… He just didn't know what to do.

"I'm gonna make a sandwich for myself, you want some?" Kurt asked, standing up.

"That would be great, thanks" Blaine responded. He wanted to stab himself.

.

"I'm not trying to push you but your parents aren't living here anymore and I think we are really going somewhere… serious. I think I want to be with you for the rest of… I'm not sure if I should say that but…"

Silence.

"Blaine? Hey?"

"Sorry, I have a lot in my mind. About that, Ian, I really have to talk to you."

.

"Hey, Rach."

"Kurt, hey, how are you?"

Kurt turned around to look at Aaron, he was drinking his coffee and he was trying not to look at Kurt's direction.

"Hi, Rachel I nee-"

"Do you want to talk to Burt? Kurt, I'm so happy, everything is so great in he-"

"Rach, Rach. Hey. I need to talk to you about Blaine."

Kurt heard Rachel gasp.

"Blaine?" She said with her lowest voice.

"Yes, but look, you can't tell anyone about this. Especially Finn or dad."

"Yeah, okay-" she stopped for a while like she was trying to make up her mind. "What's-what's the deal?"

"He is in town."

"You're kidding!"

"With a boy."

Kurt looked at Aaron again and walked through the door and went outside to talk more comfortable.

"No!" Rachel yelled and Kurt swore she was pressing her hand to her mouth.

"Yeah, I know. I got used to it. Look, Rachel, I have to talk about NYU."

Rachel murmured something that Kurt couldn't understand.

"What? I don't understand, Kurt, are you okay?"

"Rachel, I am, don't worry about it. I just want to learn something."

"What is it?" Rachel asked, it was obvious that she was worried but Kurt needed to talk to her about this so he didn't bother do comfort her.

"You know while we were dreaming about our future and everything and you said you and Blaine had a little talk about it. You never told me what was you guys talked about. I need to learn it now."

"Oh, that? I can't- let me see, look, oh- it was about your relationship and your plans of moving in together and the collage but it was only small talk, you know. Nothing serious."

Kurt rolled his eyes. That couldn't be a small talk subject, he thought.

"Just tell me where he was with this whole situation." He said finally, biting his lip and hoping that Rachel would understand the question and why Kurt was asking it.

"I don't know. I guess he was just scared. But no, RIGHT!" She shouted and lowered her voice again, "Right, I remember now, he was scared but it was not good scared Kurt, not like a scared Finn. He told me that he was still thinking about stuff and considering things. But it didn't look like he was actually going to go for it so I decided not to tell you. After one or two months later, you guys broke up."

Kurt looked around; whenever somebody said that they broke up he was feeling this pain in his chest that made him sick.

"Kurt, I'm sorry. I don't think you should see him anymore. Avoid him as much as you can. He is no good f- oh hi Finn, I was just talking to Kurt."

Kurt smiled at Rachel's reaction. She was a drama queen but Kurt loved it.

"Okay Rachel, thanks, I'll call again."

"Just don't forget about what I said."

"I won't. Say everyone hi."

Kurt closed his phone.

I won't. Yeah, right. He wasn't going to forget what she said but he wasn't going to stop at any point either.

He went inside the café and sat down beside Aaron.

"Still recalling memories?" Aaron asked. His voice annoyed Kurt a bit. His voice sounded angry and jealous, all the things Kurt thought Aaron had no right to be.

"No, I was just reuniting with old friends… via phone." Kurt laughed nervously.

"That friend would be… who?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Rachel." Kurt said, irritated.

"Oh, I thought it wa-"

"None of this is your business." Kurt said. Yeah, his voice was tense but he couldn't hold it.

Aaron, all of his face muscles tightened forced a smile.

"I know. Sorry. You are so fragile and I know you for a long time. I know you are wonderful. He doesn't deserve you."

Kurt looked as his coffee.

"No, Aaron. You don't know me. I don't- I don't care for how long you have been watching me, this is only our second date and you don't know me. Nor him. So please, please drop the subject or I'm gonna leave."

Aaron was shocked and looked sorry but god, something was bothering Kurt about this guy.

"Sorry, sorry, you are right. I'm just shutting the f up."

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"Any girlfriends?" Blaine's father asked him without looking at him in the face.

"Dad you know-" Blaine started but he couldn't finish his sentence, he just eyed his younger sister Michelle.

"He is gay, dad" Michelle said, smiling at her brother.

Blaine returned the smile with a nervous one.

"No?" Blaine's father continued, tuning out his daughter's response.

Blaine shook his head and left the room.

There is this boy- he wanted to tell him. His name is Kurt and I love him so much I want to be with him forever and ever and ever.

Instead he made his way to his room, trying to ignore all the thoughts in his head.

.

"That makes no sense!"

Blaine couldn't say his sister wasn't right. It didn't make sense and Blaine was a douche bag for doing it but who cares, he had to do what he had to do.

"I know, Michelle. I know. I make no sense."

"You are the biggest jerk of all times, Blainers."

Blaine smiled with relief, at least his sister wasn't that mad at him.

"This is the most stupidest thing you have done so far. But, why?" Blaine could feel the excitement in her sister's voice. He rolled his eyes; she was probably thinking of this as a TV show.

"It's Kurt." Blaine said, finally.

"Noooo!" She literally screamed.

"Yes."

She squeaked and giggled.

"This is going to be real nice." She said while giggling.

"So, what do you think?"

"I think you are a bastard."

Blaine smiled, "Above that?" he said at last.

"Go break a leg, Blainers."

Author's Note: Thanks for the reviews, I appreciate it so much! I think I have to write this: this is a Klaine story. I promise. The way I write is just kind of dramatic and weird, I guess that's all. Thank you for reading this, I'm sorry if this is short, I had exams and also my muse just ran away for some reason. Please, please leave your reviews – bad or good and once again I really need you to ignore my mistakes. Thanks again ^^