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Chapter 7. gone soft, the sink and maybe kissing?

BPOV

I

woke up in the mourning feeling great everything in my life and fallen into place. I got up out of bed and got dressed and made my way downstairs to the kitchen in there I found Edward, Rose,Em,Alice and jasper. God don't they ever sleep in.

I walked up to the toaster and made some toast I leaned my back against the kitchen counter and looked at everyone. They were looking at me like they were expecting me to do a jungle on one leg while signing 'I will survive', I just smiled at them then I turned and looked at Rose.

''Hey I would love to cook you a congrats meal what do you say?'' I asked.

They looked at me like I had grown two heads. Then Emmet chuckled.

''Told you she's gone soft, first she wanted Mr. right, then kids and now she wants to cook for you'', I looked at Emmett and threw some toast at his head.

''Shut up Em or I'll beat you down'',

Now it was Alice's time to speak up

''So your looking for a man'' She beamed.

I looked at her.

''Alice I can't just have any man I need one that can cope with the mafia, Who cares for my family and can handle guns and baby swan's''.

When I finished my sentence Edward had a weird look on his face, I looked away and ate my toast I decided I could go shopping for the dinner I was going to do for Rose and Em. But I needed some help carry the stuff from the supermarket to my car and then from the car to my house. I didn't want to call one of my men because it was there day off unless something happened.

''Okay anyone apart from Em and Rose can come shopping for the food with me I'm going too need help''.

I looked at Jasper and Alice. Whats wrong with Alice she loves shopping. She lighty nudged Edward but I don't think she wanted me to see this.

''Oh...Um...I could help'' Edward says looking unsure.

I nodded and we walked to my car. This time we didn't argue about who was driving. I put the key in the ignition and the engine roared to life. I patted my legs to check to see if I hadn't forot my guns. But I had them, I pulled out of the drive way.

''So what are you planning on making Rosalie and Emmett?'' Edward asked.

I looked to my right to look at him.

''I'm planning on making Italian pasta with a wine sauce'' His eyes opened wide.

''Wow going all chef on me'' He chuckled.

''Yeah well I have to be a not so chef for Rose's meal with a Tomato sauce instead of wine'' I smiled.

I drove into the parking lot of the supermarket and we both got out of my car. Edward got a trolley, while I searched the selves. We passed the teddy crips and Edward grabbed them and put them in to the trolley. I rasied a eyebrow at him and he just smiled.

''Hey there cute and they taste great'' He smiled.

I chuckled and let him put them into the trolley we walked in the spirts section and grabbed some fine and expensive wine and put it into the trolley. Edward pushed the trolley and jumped on the back of it and spead down the isle.

''Your a big kid do you know that'' I shouted\laughed.

He came back with the trolley after his five mintues of zooming down the isles. I needed tomatoes there was a Pyramid of tinned tomtoes, I wanted fresh one's but I wanted to see Edward reach for the top of the pyramid.

''Hey Edward could you get the tin of that please?'' I asked with a innocent smile.

''Sure'' was all he said. He walked up to the pyramid and reached for the top. He tiptoed and streached out his arm I stopped and just watched as his body streached lifting his top a little letting me see a bit of his toned back.

He grabbed the tin at the top of the pyramid and it callopsed. I covered my mouth to cover my laughing Edward turned and put the tin in the trolley. A man ran over ''I JUST DID THAT'' He screamed. He looked at us and the angur turned into panic.

''Erm..my bad I'll just do it again'' He said and got on the floor to pick them back up.

We walked into the fruit and veg section I picked up some fresh Tomato and said.

''You know I think I'll have these ones'' Edward head snapped towards me.

''You made me do all that and you want them ones''

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We walked into the house laughing because Edward fell over when he stepped out of my car. We walked in to the kitchen still laughing and found everyone talking in there. I tried to tell everyone what just happened but I couldn't stop laughing, I toke a big breathe to calm my self down.

''You guys have got to hear this, ok so Edward tries to get some tin from the pramid and it callopse's and then we got out of the car and HE FELL OVER'' everyone laughed.

I turned to look at him ''Guess what?'' He smiled but it was the look in his eyes.

''What'' I asked and he walked slowly towards me I took a step back and he tripped me up causing me to fall on the floor and started tickling me.

''No Edward stop''

''That is for embrassing me'' He smiled.

''Edward please'' I laughed but he didn't stop.

''Cullen'' I screamed.

He stopped but had a smirk on his face.

''OOOO cullen your gettin serious now aren't you'' Edward smiled in a girly voice.

''Edward get off me I need to cook the dinner'', He got of my slowly. I could tell he wanted to stay on top of me and just cuddle me but I don't mix bussiness with plesure, no matter how hot this guy is and just because I have feelings for him dosen't mean I have to act on them.

We both stood got up to find everyone staring at us with a smile on there faces. I c;eared my throat and got the bags of the table and shooed everyone out the kitchen.

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We all sat down and got ready to eat, the butler brought the food that I just worked my ass on. He put the food infront of everyone and before they started eating I spoke.

''By the way we need to get a cook'' Everyone laughed.

''God Bella this is yummy'' Rose smiled at me.

''Agreed'' Edward said why did I feel proud when he said it.

Everyone finished their dinner. I got up and collected everyone's plates because Maria the dead cook/secound mom used to do the dishes too. I walked in to the kitchen and filled the sink with soapy water and put the dishes in the big double sink. In the middle of doing the dishes I felt someone put there chest against my back. I could tell it was Edward. He moved his hands on the top of my arms and slowly traced down my arm untill they met my hands in the water. I could smell him and feel him.

I just wanted to kiss him untill the end of the world. No Exaggeration he moved his head to my shoulders, I could feel his breathing on my ear. My breathing hitched. God was he trying to kill me.

''Just let it go Bella'' He whipsered in my ear.

Then he grabbed my hands and laced his fingers through mine. I so wanted to have my way with him. And just before I going to force him on to the kitchen table just to do that, Alice walked in.

''Edward are you trying to squash her into the sink'' Alice laughed and walked up to the fridge and got some juice before walking back out again.

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It was December snow was on the floor, I was christmas shopping with one of my men: Dave he was nice never spoke, kinda cute and great with a gun (but not as good as me) I had finally got everyones prezzies and was on my way back to my manision. Over christmas I sell lots of drugs and guns. It's like everyone has a death wish near christmas.

I sat in my office with my massive amounts of drugs laid out on my table. Someone knocked on my door, It was Paul one of my drug buyers and that was how the whole day was spent selling drugs to buyers me eating and going to bed.

Rose and Em had moved into thier new flashy manision a few weeks ago so I have the whole manision to myself. It was time's like these when I really wished that I had someone and maybe some children to play with and enjoy christmas with them.

I woke in the mourning and walked downstairs, while I was making my coffee there was a knock at my door I looked through the peep hole to find Edward standing there even through this hole he looks handsome.

I pulled the door open and said ''Hello'' Edward gave me that crooked smile that nearly knocked me on the floor. I knew I had feelings for him and he had feelings for me as he never let me forget but I couldn't have my heart broken.

If you mix bussiness with plesure it's going to end up in heart break. Bella just forget that stupid rule and love him like he loves you. I hate it when my brain talks to me. But maybe she is right. Could she be? No she couldn't. Maybe if i kiss him I will know.

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