A/N; Alrighty guys! This is gonna be picking up a little bit bigger of a plot here, but do not fret! Elsanna is STILL the focus and, THE LEMONS ARE COMING THE LEMONS ARE COMING (next few chapters, possibly the next one c; will have multiple). SO YEAH. Thank you guys for EVERYTHING, again, as usual. Sorry this one is a little short!
Anna could hear Elsa's whimpering from where she saw. She could her her desperation, as she repeated the same thing over and over; "I don't want to fall in love."
It broke Anna's heart right there. She was terrified for Elsa and what she would do. She already had allowed herself to die once, would she do it again? Anna could neither confirm nor prove this wrong.
She approached Elsa, the storm swirling around the snow queen in a vortex of white hot pain. "Elsa!" The princess' voice was full of her concern, and when Elsa snapped around to her, her eyes were full of confusion. She raised her hand threateningly, and shook her head. She couldn't do this, couldn't have another confrontation. Her shame was too much, her guilt a parasite eating at her consistently.
"Anna, go away."
"No! Elsa, it's okay, I told you! It's okay, everything will be okay! I promise you!" Anna yelled desperately, her hands clamping at her heart and her head straining forward to emphasize her words.
"No! Just go away!" Elsa tried again.
Her sister didn't say anything, instead walking forward to her sister. Elsa bit her lip sadly, and waved her hand with a flick of her wrist. She caused a wind to knock her sister over and she tumbled in the snow.
"Anna, just go!" The queen tried to demand. Anna stood up, and tried walking to her sister again. Her sister queen, who was falling in love with Anna. Anna, who was unsure but ready to try something new, to save her sister in her darkest hour. In a world with no super heroes, Anna swore she would be the first. She would pull her sister safe and sound out of her newfound depression.
Anna held her hand out in front of her, low, showing Elsa she didn't want to hurt her or be hurt. Her cloak had snow on it from her tumble, but she continued. Elsa felt like an animal, Anna approaching her this way... But she wanted it, she wanted Anna to touch her and assure her. She wanted Anna to love her, gods she wanted that more than anything. Neither girl really knew what Anna wanted, and it was hard to tell whom it hurt more.
Anna finally made it to her sister. She held a hand down to her sister, ready to help her to her feet. Elsa tentatively grasped it, and pulled herself up. "I just wanna run away, I'm so scared..." Elsa choked, shaking her head. "I don't want to be here, not now, not ever." Her voice was broken as the storm raged around the siblings. The confessions tasted strange, Elsa so unaccustomed to speaking the truth so openly. Anna put her hand on Elsa's neck, gripping her jaw, helping her make eye contact. Stormy blue bet the calmest seas. "I need to get away from it all, Anna, I'm so sorry. You were right, I am selfish, and I am leav-" Elsa was cut off by the glare her sister threw her. Anna's hands moved down Elsa's chest until both her hands were resting right below her throat. Anna shook her head subtly, and her fingers curled into the top of Elsa's dress, gaining a leverage and sturdy form.
Anna blushed biting her lip, obviously embarrassed. Elsa tried to back away now, not forgetting she wanted to turn and run forever. Anna looked down and shook her head quickly, before she tugged on Elsa's dress.
It took Elsa a moment to process what was going on.
Her sister was kissing her desperately. Her hands held Elsa right on her, held her tight so she couldn't run away, turn away, do anything but kiss her sister.
The conflictions were at a peak. Anna didn't really want this, did she? She was only trying to make Elsa stay.
As Elsa thought that, so did Anna. How much of this did she mean? It felt wrong, it felt strange-
Gods, it felt so good.
One of Anna's hands moved from the hem of Elsa's shirt to the back of her neck, pressing her impossibly close, forcing her queen to kiss her back. Anna's lips moved over Elsa's in a rush, but were gentle at the same time. Elsa finally sunk into it, hesitantly. Fearfully.
Anna was slightly annoyed by her sister's lack of enthusiasm, how Anna was basically attacking her and Elsa tried being mature about the kiss. Anna pressed herself harder onto her sister, closer. Her lips worked wonders on Elsa. Her head moved from left to right, trying to intensify this intimate expression. She rose to her tiptoes, pressing her chest forward. She would pull away a moment, just a second, before capturing Elsa again.
Elsa finally started to respond the way Anna was waiting for.
The storm around them froze in place, as though they were trapped in a moment of time.
Elsa's hands started at Anna's shoulders, trailing down her arms, down her waist, landing on her hips. Elsa used her thumb to place pressure on Anna's hip bone and she rubbed it in vertical patterns. Anna whimpered into Elsa's mouth, and it was her undoing. She kissed Anna with as much desperacy as Anna did. It suddenly didn't matter what Anna wanted, because Elsa couldn't stop. She couldn't question if this was what she really wanted, because her selfishness was unbridled.
"Anna," Elsa whispered into her sisters mouth. Elsa's mouth moved to her jaw and she left a trail of love bites down her jawline, and let the tracks lead to her collar bone. Elsa nibbled there, and Anna sighed with euphoria. She had only ever been kissed by Kristoff, nothing like this. She gasped loudly and closed her eyes tight when Elsa began to suck. Anna's head fell on her neck as her head was skyward, her hands trailing up Elsa's back until one was on the back of her neck, encouraging her, tangling her fingers into her sisters hair.
Anna hadn't expected things to escalate like they had, but now that she was caught up in the desire, she didn't want to think anymore. She wanted to ignore that they were siblings, and drown herself in these guilty pleasures. "Ann...Anna," Elsa sighed heavily against her sister. Anna remembered the other night, when Elsa had uttered these same words. Elsa nuzzled her sister's neck pulling her into a long embrace.
"I'm so confused and scared. I don't want anyone to be hurt, and you were right. I am selfish. I... I still want to run away. But I also want you all to myself. I want to get away from here, but I don't want to leave you." Elsa's words were pained.
Anna only shook her head, and hugged her sister. "You aren't going anywhere. I won't let you. I'll lock you away forever if I have to."
Anna took her sister's hand, and they returned to their kingdom together.
"Queen Elsa, something has come up that Arendelle is fretting over. We found it necessary to bring to your attention." Her Head of Guard, Sevastian, addressed his queen with a dip of his head.
"What is it?" The Queen asked, raising a slender brow.
"Well... Our kingdom for generations has been under the control of both a queen and king. We have had several requests for a suitor, see?"
Elsa looked away shyly. A husband? Her and Anna had finally began exploring their love for each other and Anna was willing to discover love, and now they wanted to throw in some intimate partner to control her kingdom?
"We have a ball planned next week so you could meet a couple of them, Your Highness."
Elsa's eyes narrowed, and she waved her hand, dismissing the male. Damnit. Her people were forcing her to get married? Elsa could handle her kingdom just fine on her own. She really could. What a hard thing to prove to her people, though. What a terribly hard thing to prove. She froze it once; did her people think that a husband could control her? Could take her kingdom from her?
Elsa had strode into her room to see Anna sitting on her knee's on her bed, cocking her head at her sister. She could see the annoyance, and well... The something in her eyes. "Elsa? What's wrong?"
Elsa walked over to her sister who sat at the end of the bed. She stood over her, and her index knuckle traced the contours of Anna's face softly. The look in Elsa's eyes caused a panic in Anna, and she reached up to her sister's face. "Don't you dare say you're leaving, or anything of the sort Elsa, I swear to god I won't forgive you this tim-" Anna was cut off when Elsa pressed a soft kiss to her sisters lips, causing Anna to go limp just a little.
"Anna, there's something bigger. They... They want me to get married to a suitor, and are presenting them next week."
Anna looked shocked beyond belief. "Er... Well, no? Can't you just say no?"
"No, Anna, it's not that simple."
"Just... Tell them you have someone else! Tell them you're in love." Anna said desperately, her hands on the crevice between neck and shoulder.
"Anna, do you know what they would do? We can't- listen to me. This. This is between us, okay? Only us. They would hurt us, Anna, and I can't let them do that."
"But..." Anna looked down.
"No buts. I love you more than anyone, and anything, okay? I can't promise anything except I will never love like I have loved you."
Anna couldn't say it back. She didn't know if she would mean it in that way, not yet. The kiss they shared sparked something in her, but she still needed to explore it. The fire needed kindling, and she was determined to find it someday with her sister. But time, time was a strange thing. It was a terrible thing, but Anna would allow it to move as slowly as it could if it meant she got her sister all to herself, to discover what conflagration Elsa could cause in her.
Elsa nuzzled her sisters neck, a now common gesture between the two. I'll figure this out.
A/N; c: Let's see where this is all going, shall we? Expect another blow up in the next few chapters- but who will it be? This time around, will it be Elsa letting go again of her emotions, or will it be Anna?
