Disclaimer: I do not own SOA. I do own my OC.
A/N: I'd like to thank you all for the continued reviews and favorites. It means so much to me that people like my story so much! Thank you all again so, very much.
Hope you all enjoy this chapter…it might possibly be a very bumpy ride…I don't know you tell me.
I have been back in Charming for almost two weeks now, I am going insane. I haven't seen my daughter since we have been back. Happy is very angry with me and refuses to let me see our daughter right now.
I don't blame him for being mad, but…she's my baby, she's all I really have. My mom has been calling me giving me hell for being gone.
The fights tend to get pretty intense and I end up hanging up my phone on her.
I am a twenty nine year old adult. I am a grown woman. I can do whatever I damn well please I don't give two shits about what anyone thinks.
Deciding that I am going to take rein over my own life, I decided to go out tonight with a few friends that I haven't seen in a few years. Sabal, Marie and Weds.
I quickly shower. After my shower I change into a black dress that clings to my curves and is backless, showing off my tiger tattoo that covers my back. It stops just a little bit below my ass. It is the perfect dress. I love it, and it's a dress Happy would never, ever let me out of the house in. That's why it is so perfect.
The girls arrive and I run out to the car and we all squeal.
"Oh my god! It's been so long since I have seen you three I miss you so much!"
"We miss you too girlie!" Weds says. I smile at her.
"You look fantastic Macidane. You really changed." I smile bigger.
"Thank you so much. I have a daughter now. She's one." They giggle.
"Happy's daughter?" I smirk.
"Yeah, Haps daughter. She looks just like him too." They laugh and groan.
They always did think that Happy was sexy as hell. He is. And I am the lucky bitch that actually tied him half way down. That bastard is and always will be mine. I just need to work on fixing my mistake but I will do that later. Right now…Now I am going to go party.
We have been dancing for a couple hours, it's actually starting to get really hot. I do enjoy the company of others. Deciding that I want a drink I excuse myself from the girls and head to the bar for a water.
I have no idea that there is a bunch of bikers at the end of the bar until I notice their cuts. I stop in my tracks and swallow hard.
I really don't want them to notice me.
I quickly turn to make my way back to the girls, when I run into something hard, I almost fall to the ground but strong tattooed arms stable me.
My breath hitches in my throat when I realize who's arms those belong too.
"You need to watch where the fuck your going girl." He says in his raspy voice that will make any woman, crème' their panties.
"Yea, well I am sorry. Now if you don't mind. Move out of my way Lowman." He growls when I call him that and he stares into my eyes, his eyes are coal black. I know he's pissed.
"Watch your mouth. Don't be talking like that too me. What the fuck are you wearing? The guys around here can see way to fucking much and I don't like it. Your still ma girl. I'm just pissed as hell at you."
I cross my arms under my breasts pushing them up a little further.
"I am not your girl anymore. I never was."
He growls as I push past him.
He comes after me and grabs my wrist.
"You always were my fucking girl!" He says through clenched teeth.
I try to free my wrist but he tightens his grip.
"I have done everything I fucking can to take care of your ass. When you were ugly and no one fucking liked you, I was there! I was there because I fucking cared! When you got your first skinned knee when you broke your fucking ankle! I was fucking there! I was there when you got picked on! I beat those assholes to the fucking ground! I was there for everything that ever happened with you! All I ask in fucking return is for you to support me no fucking matter what! And what do you fucking do? You fucking split on me! Taking my fucking daughter?! Do you fucking know what it's like to know another fucking man touched my shit? Raised ma fucking kid?"
I am in tears and my wrists are really hurting and at this point Happy is right in my face. I know my brother and the other guys are standing not to far away making sure happy wont hurt me and my girlfriends are right behind me.
"Huh?! Do you fucking know?!"
He squeezes even harder and I cry out for the pain and the heartache.
Wednesday comes over to me. "Let her go right now happy!"
"Back the fuck off Weds. This is between my old lady and me!"
"Let her go!" Sabal says. Happy glares her way.
I continue to cry feeling so helpless. I don't know what to do…I really don't know what to say. I know I broke his heart.
"I'm…I..I'm…so..so…fucking sorry…so…sorry..hap…so sorry.." I drop my head and sob.
"Happy brotha, come on, let da lass's wrists go. Ya hurting da poor lass, and I know dat ya don't really want ta do dat, you will regret it in da morning. Come on hap."
He looks at chibs realizing he's right he shoves me away from him and Marie catches me as they watch his retreating back.
A/N: Sorry this is so short. I promise it will be longer and better next time.