Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or the characters. I only own Lily Ghost.

Authors note: I have finally got up the last chapter of "Comatose" so now I will only concentrate on this. I hope you like this story. Read and review. I have to give DreamShadow some credit for this chapter because if I hadn't read her story "Perfect Innocence" I never would have come up with the idea for this chapter. So thank you DS.

Trapped inside my mind

Chapter 5: Dreams or memories? Part 2.

Sam woke up with a terrible headache. He sat up in his bed and tried to get rid of his thoughts. But without success. He had just dreamt that he had screamed at his father because he wanted to go at college. Not once in his life he had been having a single thought of going to college. But it had felt so real. If he didn't know better he would think that it actually had happened. But it was just a dream.

He stood up and walked to the bathroom. He looked in the bathroom cabinet after something against the headache, but he couldn't find anything. He walked out of the room and the pain got stronger. He put his hands against his head and fell down on his knees. He just wanted to scream of pain, but he knew that he couldn't.

Now he was standing on all four. He the pain was so strong and he could feel his stomach protest. He knew he was only seconds away from throwing up or black out. He lifted his head a little and saw Dean running towards him before everything went black.

Sam was lying in a bed in his room. A blonde girl came in and Sam said: "Hi Jess." His throat hurt and he felt sick. Jess looked worried at him and said: "Hi darling. How do you feel?"

"Better."

"That's good to hear." She sat down on the bed beside him and said: "Try to get a little sleep." Sam yawned and said: "Okay." His eyes where already closed and he was slowly falling asleep.

Beep. Beep. Beep. A beeping noise made Sam wake up from his sleep. He opened his eyes and saw that he was in a very white room. The thing that had woken him was a machine he had seen in hospital movies. A machine that showed his heart rate. Slowly the panic came to him when he suddenly realised where he was. He was in a hospital all by himself. He didn't know why but he had been afraid of hospitals as long as he could remember. But still it wasn't that he was there alone that scared him the most. The thing that scared him was that he didn't know why he was there. The last thing he could remember where that he had a headache.

Dean came in and said: "Hi Sammy. You really got me scared last night." He sat down on a chair and Sam said: "What happened?"

"I don't know. You tell me. I was just on my way to the bathroom when I saw you on the floor looking like you where in pain and before I reached you you just blacked out."

"Why am I at a hospital?"

"Try to get some more sleep and I will talk to you when you wake up. Okay?"

"Okay." Sam did feel tired, but he didn't know why and just seconds after he closed his eyes he fell asleep.

Authors note: I know that he didn't dream much in this chapter, but I promise that part 3 is only a dream.