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Chapter 6: Good morning sunshine

~Tara's P.O.V. ~

*Dream*

I look around my room after falling asleep in my gown, momma won't be happy with me. I got up and went to the mirror to look at myself; I had tear stains all over my face. I was still reeling from my momma's actions the other night. She wasn't acting like herself, she seemed tenser and more stressed. I wiped my tears away and headed for the balcony, it was an open and starry night. It was so gorgeous; I heard a creak at my door. I turned and saw momma, she had a guilt stricken face.

"What's wrong momma, you don't look well." She came closer and engulfed me in her embrace, she was whispering to me. "I'm sorry you don't want to go to the academy, but you're going to attend it anyway. Now go to sleep, I'll see you in the morning." She said as she got up to leave me by myself. "Yes momma." I said in a whisper.

Soon enough I was alone again, and all I wanted to do was kick and scream and cry. I didn't like it when she told me what to do, which seemed to be all the time. But, the only thing that still bugs me is that part about the soul mate.

Why did momma seem so interested to make me obtain a vampire soul mate? I just don't understand why.

*End dream*

I slowly opened my eyes and mumbled "What the heck?" I looked over and saw Atem asleep in my chair, he twitched slightly. Was he watching me this whole time? I shifted my arm ever so slightly and I saw Gorgeous Crimson eyes staring back at me. "Good morning sunshine, how are you?" I sat up and answered "Fine thank you for taking care of me." I smiled for him so he wouldn't worry about me, but he didn't seem convinced at all.

"You really should relax before you hurt yourself." I giggled, was he serious? I said "Well that's funny coming from someone who smacked me in the face with my own door." He blushed; apparently I hit a sore spot.

He began babbling like an idiot "Oh….well I………I mean……what I'm trying to say is……I have no idea what I'm trying to say." I have never seen him tongue tied before, it was so cute and I liked it a little. Before I knew it I was giggling even more than I could control.

I smiled and said "Don't worry, I'm not angry. It was probably my fault for not telling you were I was, so I'm sorry." He looked up and said "It's ok I forgive you, but DON"T do it again" I stuck out my pinky and said "I promise" he twisted his around mine and that was that.

I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom to look in the mirror, I had a huge red mark on my forehead. I tried to hide my surprise and I guess I did a good job because Atem was too busy doing something in my room.

I looked over to see a little better and I saw him going through my backpack. I shouted "Hey!!! What are you doing?" I rushed over and took my bag away from him; he seemed surprised by my response. "I was unpacking for you so you wouldn't have to. Why? What's wrong, what are you hiding?" I tried to cover up my mistake "Nothing, I just don't like it when my bags are searched. It makes me nervous, so please ask before you do so."

I pulled away from him and returned to the bathroom; apparently my reaction worried him because he didn't take his eyes off me for a second. I looked away to avoid his gaze because if I had told him what I found at the library, he might not want to be around me anymore.

I needed his friendship to survive this school, and I meant that in the literal sense. I don't think I can live without him, but I'm just so plain and there are so many beautiful other vampire girls for him to choose from. But, I guess the main point is that I love him.

~Atem's P.O.V. ~

What is she hiding? What could she have done the time she was alone that could cause her to act so distant to me? I don't know and personally I don't like it. Well, it doesn't seem like she is going to tell me what's wrong today. Maybe I should go and give her time to think and gather her thoughts.

I inched closer to the door, but she caught a glimpse of what I was doing and said "WAIT! You don't have to leave. I really don't want you to go." I looked at her and the distant empty expression on her face had gone away and she was the same as the girl I remember.

I smiled and said "Don't worry I'll be back in the morning. And we can hang out the whole time, because of the weekend. So rest up and try to feel better, and don't forget to ice off your forehead.

She smiled; at least I didn't have to leave her in a sour mood. It's good that she's back to normal; I was very worried about her. I Left her room and wandered out of the girls' room back to my room.

I suppose the real thing going on is that I'm completely in love with that girl.

~Tara's P.O.V. ~

I shouldn't have yelled at him, he was only trying to help me. Why do I have to be so stupid, and he even tried to make me feel better in the end. He is so caring of me, it's completely true. I love that Vampire so much that my heart feels like it's going to burst.

I Reached for my back pack and pulled out the vampire book. I flipped to the back page and saw some internet sites. I grabbed my laptop and typed in the web address, a page popped up full of information on different topics. From How to kill a Vampire to how to stop yourself from falling in love with a vampire. I saw the topic I wanted to read : Vampire Soul mates

I clicked on the side bar and the Article popped up, I read it closely

A vampire's soul mate is a sacred person who can either be a human or a vampire. With humans the only way to tell is how the human truly feels about their significant other. When it comes to a vampire and a vampire falling in love all they have to do is share a rare blood and they are tethered to each other for the rest of their immortal lives. But, there is some speculation about a human and a Vampire falling in love, the only way to be sure is for the human to allow the vampire to drink the human's blood. Although, when a Vampire usually drinks a humans blood the human dies within minutes, but if the vampire can hold back then there is a slim chance the human will survive, and become a child of the night themselves.

I was shocked; I couldn't believe what I was reading. A slim chance of survival for the human part. It wasn't fair a human has less of a chance of surviving, then the love between a human and a vampire can never be?? Atem and I will never even have a chance… Well it's not like it will ever even matter.

I felt myself beginning to cry again, why is the world so cruel. If I had never come here then I would never had met Atem and I never would have felt this aching pain in my heart

I guess my parents won't be too happy to know their human daughter will never have vampire soul mates… Wait! What if my parents knew about this, and they still risked my life to send me here.

My own mother and father would willingly risk my life and my heart knowing what my survival rate was. I guess they would have a beautiful vampire or have her die trying.

I guess truth be told I don't care; maybe I'd survive and live a long forever with Atem. But, what is most likely to happen is I'll be killed in the process and Atem will morn for a while and move on. But even so, I love him enough to risk it, if he ever has feelings for me.

But for now, I'll stick to always loving him, until the end of my life

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