A/N: a little bit of smut but the angst in here, and it will keep coming and harder… but i will try to keep it smut as much as can. Hope you like it!
The house was dark and he tried to be quiet to not wake everybody up, finally he gets to the bedroom, their bedroom and when he closes the door, she turns the light on
-"Where were you?"- she asks him, demanding to know
-"Sorry, love. I didnt want to wake you back to sleep, we will talk tomorrow"- he answers apologetically
-"Why are you coming home this late and drunk, Killian?"- she sitting up on the bed
-"What? You didnt get my message, love?- I told you i went to the Rabbit Hole with the guys and im not drunk, i can hold my run, Emma"
"Why?- and why you came back this late?"- she was annoyed
"Im sorry, i forgot my phone and i couldnt explain. Today was Smith´s bday and we all forgot so we took him for some drinks after work"- he didnt see what was the big deal, not that he didnt go for some drinks before – "And, this late?"- he looks at the watch, past 2 am already –"Oh, its really later. Sorry about that.- What? Are you mad?"- he told her
-"Its annoying that you just sent me a text, not saying much and that i couldnt answer you back!" she tried not to yell
-"What? Were you expecting for me to ask permission? Im captain Hook, i dont ask permition and sorry, i forgot my phone but i asked someone to sent you a text"
-"And what did you do the whole night and who were you with, pirate!"
-"Ah, Emma! Again? My co-wokers were there, we went after work, i already told you. And what do you think i did, have some fun and drinks just that"
-"And who´s phone was it,that you didnt want me to text you back? And why you didnt call me, ask me to go. I though Smith liked me"- This is so awful
"Well, i knew you were having the night with Henry and i though you would like some alone time with him and of course, Smith likes you, love."- there was a silence and she kept looking at him because he didnt answer the whole question and she wanted to know
"mmm, it was Diana´s phone... I-I asked her to text you for me" –she just looks at him, if looks could kill. –"Thats why i didnt say much and asked you not to answer me, i knew you wouldnt like for her to read our chat"-he defends himself
"Why her then? You couldnt ask someone else for their phone!"- she was almost yelling, had to remind herself it was 2 am and Henry was sleeping
"Swan, my co workers are pirates! They dont even have a phone, most of them dont even know how to use them, love! and I have a reputation to keep, love. Captain Hook cant give explanations or ask permissions to a lady" – he winked her, trying to play cool
"Grrr, you are impossible! – You are not Captain Hook anymore, this is not the EF and I am NOT just a lady! Im your girlfriend, we live together!"- she yelled
"Emma, love what is it? Why are you so upset, i already told you Im sorry"- long looks and silences again – "Is this because of her? Nothing happened, she was with Michael" – still nothing from her, just looking at his eyes –"Ask the question, Swan and let me show you im not lying or hiding a thing" he tells her
She looks at him, a part of her wants to asks but she is affraid of the answer, he is not that drunk , she knows but what if something happened. What if what they have is ruined
"I didnt do anything wrong, with anyone... else. I missed you, i was thinking of you. It would be way more fun if you were there, with me"- he tells her knowing what she wanted to hear
With that he gets to the bed, only wearning his dark jeans and white shirt and socks. "Emma, love. Dont be upset. Im sorry i forgot my damn phone. Let me show you love"- he gets closer to her where is lying on the bed giving her a sweet kiss on her neck
"Show me what?"- she cant believe she is breathless already
"Show you that i missed you"- he sucks her neck, licking it after, making her sigh trying to hold the moan she wants to let go. His hand starts moving over her, touching her breast and taking her tank up so he can touch her stomach –"Show you that i want you"- he kisses the corner of her mouth, going back to neck and shoulder, while his hand goes under the black panty she is wearing, touching her there, where she needs him to, making her moan at the feeling and opening her legs for him.- "Show you that i love you – oh, so wet!"- with that he lets a finger inside of her, then another one while sucking her earlobe, she can help but moan again and move her body up to his touch and hold her breath when he thrusts inside of her- "show you that im hard, that im not sated , that i didnt cheat on you"
(way to kill the mood, pirate... you know how to do it)- "mmm, Killian stop...stop"- she really didnt want him to stop, she was wet and she needed him inside of her, she wanted him to keep thrusting his fingers or make her full with his hard cock inside of her but she was annoyed again, that damn woman managed to get in bed between them this time, fuck her! It was annoying that he had to spend so much time with her at work and even after that too and he had to forget his damn phone and asked her to send her text. Fuck!-life was messing with her head.
-"Emma..."- he knew she wanted this, she was bloody wet and moaning for him- "Love"- he sucks her neck again and thrust his fingers up really hard to make her more wanting but she didnt answer the way he was expecting... It took all of her not moan or beg for more but she wasnt in the mood anymore, or if she keep going, it would turn on rough or angry sex again and she would get damn sore and Henry was in the house, so she just didnt move
"Fine"- he said annoyed, moved out of her, leaving her empty and going to the bathroom to change himself and take care of his hard cock, he wouldnt be able to sleep like that.
Emma was struggling whether to do the same and take care of her wanting-ness too or just try to sleep, and yeah, she tried to sleep but without him there, it was impossible , not matter how hard she tried.
He comes to bed minutes later, not looking at her and giving his back to her side of the bed. She sighs and breaths deeply, then turns around and slowly get closer to him, pressing her face on his back and later putting around her arm around his waist and relaxing on his warmth. He couldnt help but smile at that and mix his fingers with hers over his stomach and with that they both were able to relax and sleep for the rest of the night.
-...CS...-
Oh god!- she tried her best to keep a poker face and it took all of her not to moan and scream his name when he got 2 fingers inside of her, moving slowly not get the unwanted atenttion.
She would never thought that she would be so turn on when he was doing things (dirty things) to her while they were at their table, having dinner with her parents and Regina and Robin (Of course the kids werent around). It all started like a little silly game, he put his arm around her shoulder and she rested her head on him after they got the desert. His left hand started caressing her leg, slowly up and down, up and dowm. Making her shiver and smile, up and down until he was taking the hem of her dress with his hand up and up until his hand slidded between her legs, touching her over her panty. It was such weird feeling, a part of her wanted him to stop but her body moved up to his touch, opening her legs to give him better access. Damn him! He knows what he does to her!
Before she knew he was putting her panty aside, slidding one of his long fingers inside of her, later another one –"Mmmm, this is so good"- she said eating her chocolate desert, feeling the blush on her face, trying to avoid those eyes looking at her, especially his...because damn him! She wanted to kill him and love him until the end of time at this moment. Dirty pirate!
She was so wet and needy and he kept moving slowly...sometimes hitting in the right place, making her feel that she was so close to come to the next second miss the feeling. She knew it would be complicated on this position so, she took his hand and gave him a look... and he moved away.
"Mm, im gonna take the dishes to the kitchen, do you guys want something else?"- she asked
"No, okay, i will help you with the coffee"- Snow answered
"I will help her, we are the hosts, are we?"- Killian said fast after . Emma smiled at him
"Okay, we will be back"- with that they both go to the kitchen. The moment she leaves the dishes on the counter, he holds her from behind kissing her neck, touching her leg with one his hand.
"What- ahh what are you do-ing?"- she tried to say
"What do you think, Love?"- he was pressing against her, his erected cock pushing against her ass
"Killian, my parents and friends are in the living room, we cant do this"
"Do you feel this , love"- he thrusted his erection to her ass again, making her moan- "I dont think i can go back there, without them noticing me"
"Oh god, fine. Can i just suck you with my mouth and leave the rest for when they leave?"-
"Noo, i know you are wet and wanting, im wanna come inside of you...I need to come inside of you, Emma"- he is breathless like his life depend on him coming inside of her body
"Okay, okay"- she takes a moment to think, she is clearly not making it- "I will take the coffee and make them watch the movie so they dont come here, and we can take care of god! I cant believe im actually doing this"- she laughed
"I havent start with you, princess"- he winked
She made the coffee and took it to them into the living room, she also took some cookies and water, just in case. "Oh, you should start watching the movie, Killian and I already watched it last night"- she stayed there a while after they start playing the movie,after checking that they didnt even notice that she was still standing there she moved back to the kitchen, closing the door (not locking it, though) after her.
In that second, Killian took her in his arms –"are we clear?"- already kissing her neck , she didnt answer just held him closer.
He pushed her up, sitting her on the counter, her back hitting the microwave. His hand going to hem of her dress taking it up to her waist, taking down her panty and putting it on his jacket pocket and after letting his hand touch her , there... Testing her wetness, making her bite at his shoulder to hold the moan come from her mouth.
-"Ahh, so wet for me...do you want this Emma, how much do you want it... Can you feel it, feel me, my hard cock getting inside of you, making you full?" – he said to her ear. Oh god! He was trying to make her lose her mind, and she was damn close to scream and he was not even touching her at the moment.
"Stop talking and start doing, pirate"- she gave him back, going to his belt to open it up and taking his pants and boxers down enough to touch his hard big cock and make him bite her shoulder. "Fast"- she said, after he slidded inside of her and started thrusting his hip against her own –"Harder"- she said again
"Oh god, oh just like that...oh, yeah... please ahhh"-She was screaming at him fucking her hard and fast
She felt him moving next to her and he smiled at waking up with her moaning, beggin for more. She stayed still, embarrased-hiding her face on his neck, one leg over his hip.
"It seems someone was having quite the dream and sadly wasnt me"- he teased her
"Well, you let me dammit wet and high last night, i think its okay for you to fuck me at least in my dreams"- she answered
"Well, i cant deny that im happy to know it was me fucking you and making you scream in that nice dream"- he smiled and she hit him- "And, if im not wrong i was more than willing to make you scream for real last night, love"
"Well, im still wet and wanting...what you gonna do about it, pirate?"- she challenged him
With that he turned them around, taking her over him and kissing her passionaly –"What about YOU taking the lead this time? Tell me, show me what you want, Emma"- he looked at her eyes
"Someone is lazy today... but thats okay, because i have a few ideas in my head"- she smirked
They started kissing, touching and taking their clothes off. Once they were totally naked, she kneeled between his leg after stroking him up and down a few times, loving the way he closed his eyes and breathed to it. His hands were on her hip, while she rubbed her wetness over his cock, both of them not taking their eyes off of each other. "oh, Emma"- she took the tip of his cock inside of her, stayed still and intenting to move forward when he held pressure on her hips, making impossible for her to move.
"Ahh, what? Let me move! I want you inside of me!"- she yelled , annoyed
"Love, i think you didnt tell me about that sweet dream of yours"- he teased
"Not gonna happen, let me move!I know you want this as much as i do"- she stroked his cock again making him moan but he wouldnt lose, he let her sink down another inch, later thrusted all the way in and pushed her out again... holding her in the air
"Oh, really? Come one! Stop teasing me, you pirate!"
"I need to know what made you scream like that, let me know... so, we can make it real some other time, love"- he winked (damn him! Not way she would tell him so he can mock her for the rest of their life)
"Just let me move and you will know what makes me scream... not that you havent seen that before, handsome"- she winked at him and he smiled, taking all the way in, hitting right there in one movement, to make her moan and stayed still for a second to pull out again- "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, Killian!"
" nice words wont save you, princess. Now tell me, Emma! And i will give you what you want!"- he really had control of himself, the bastard!
He gave in again, thrusting 2, 3 times hard in the right place, making her believe that he would let her go with it to seconds later move her out again, driving her crazy
"Fine, fine!"- she sigh –"I will tell but after it you let me fuck into oblivion"- she couldnt hold back anymore and it was getting late, she didnt want this to be a 2 second fuck before Henry gets up to have her the rest of the day thinking of this or her wet dream or last night thing
"Talk"- he said, slidding inside of her, staying still... prepare for her story
"You were fucking me with your fingers... under the table... while we were having dinner with my parents and friends.. happy?"- she said as fast as she could, trying to hide her blush and the hard breathing at the sensation of him inside of her , NOT moving!
"And..."- she just gave him a look after he said that –"Open book, remember? What else?" he kept asking
"Ahhrr, I- we did things to keep them busy on the living room, while you fucked me hard on the kitchen"- she was so blushing
"Oh my!- Dirty, very dirty little princess"- he smiled and winked- "Before you woke up you were screaming, love. Not only it turns you on the risk of getting caught but you screamed for them to come to find us? naughty girl you had hidden there, swan!"-
"I did not scream for them to find us! It was a dream! You wanted the story, you got it. Stop mocking me and let me move and get my fuck already!"-she demanded
"What!you arent enjoying this?"- he teased. After, she tried to move like she didnt want it anymore- "Fine, fine... come here and take what you want, my naughty princess".
After all the talking she finally moved and she fucked him hard and fast as hard and fast as he fucked her on her dream. When they finished they both were sated and breathless, recovering in each other´s arms.
"Morning"- he smiled and kissed her forehead
"Good morning, captain"- she moved to kissed him sweetly on his lips.
-...CS...-
A few days later, Emma was having her cup of cocoa on Granny´s waiting for MM to meet her to have some mother/daughter alone time when she spotted Diana talking on a corner with 2 other girls, her friends she suppossed.
"I love my job! Its the best job ever!"
"You are so lucky, Di! I wish i was you"
"He is so funny and smart, you dont have idea!"
"So bad he is taken, not that it stopped you before"
"Mmm, we dont know the future, anything can happen, who knows ? As long as i stay around, he is still a pirate after all" she said and they all laughed. With that, Emma couldnt keep it together anymore, they were talking about her damn boyfriend! She saved their asses more than once, way more than once and they dare to talk like that about her family... What in earth?!
"Hi...Diana, right?"- Emma said with a so damn fake smile on her face, making her turn around
"Oh, hello...EMMA"- fake smile back "How can i help you? If you are looking for Killian, i dont where he went after work, sorry"- she said with a non honest face
"What? Noo. Why would i asked YOU about where my boyfriend is? I know exactly what he is doing right now and have his phone number"- Emma said
"oh, well the other night he didnt have his phone and he asked MINE"
"Yeah, luckily you were there to save him. you know men! But he is so sweet he wanted to make sure his GIRLFRIEND knew he was okay with his CO-WORKERS!- So, i heard you were seeing Mickael, right? Are you officially together?"
"We have a thing nothing serious"- she said
"Oh, hope you will have a real thing. You know its always nice to have your own person, the one who would give up everything for you and follow you until the end of world... and especially when you know its TRUE LOVE" – yeah, she was playing the TL card on her face
"Ha, yeah.I know, so special! Well im lucky enough i have AWESOME friends to spend my time with, like Killiam himself"- she was almost turning green like Zelena
"Friends!? – i dont think he mentioned anything, you are co workers, just met each other but yeah, we dont talk about his job that much .we have other THINGS to do when we are together"- oh god, was she playing the "we have the hell of sex" card too?!
"Im sure, like taking care of your child or being the savior"- she was almost mocking her, Emma was wishing we could use dark magic to turn her into a cat or something at the moment. "You are okay with me and Killian being frends , right? I mean some woman are quite jealous or insecure"
"Ha! Noo, we know each other, we have been together for over 2 years (technically) and im already use to girls throwing themself to him, not that more than one hasnt tried anything in the past but True Love, you know (yeah, the "TL" card again, take that bitch!). But you arent one of those right? Theres alot of sluts on this world, even from the fantasy world, who would know? But hey! If you happen to have some sort of crush for him, how can i blame you, he is... the hottest guy, charming and so LOYAL! But theres a big difference on actyally trying something, right?"- Emma looked at her right in the eye, waitin for her answer
"Right! I would never try somethin on Killian ... or someone who is taken for the matter...mmm I-I gotta go, nice to see around EMMA, say hi for me to Killian, would you? Bye!"- and she left with fake smile, almost running
OH FUCK! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Dammit to hell! Nooooooooo! Dammit!
Emma knew in that moment that this would end up wrong, this could ruin everything, this was so fuck up! So damn unfair! She is living the dream of her life, full of happiness to some unwanted woman to come to try to ruin her again! She was just waiting the right- (wrong, very wrong) moment to do something, to try something on him, hell! What was she supposed to do now! Should she tell Killian, would he believe her? Yeah, he believes in her, in her super power about lies but would it change anything? What could he do anyway. Maybe he would try to quit his job. NO! She couldnt do that to him, he gave up his ship, the Jolly Roger, his home for her! She would not make him lost his job, being on his ship, close to the watter for her again. But what choices did she have left? She could always run to Gold or Regina to try the dark magic thing but nooo, she should try another way ( first, at least). She needed to think very much before making any move or this could destroy her true love story and she wouldnt let that happen.
-...CS...-
2 days later she couldnt stop thinking of what she could actually do, Killian noticed that she wasnt eating or sleeping much, she only gave-in when it came to the love-making to get lost in him and forget and relax for a few hours (and distracting him as well, wasnt bad). Her parents and Henry noticed too, she only told MM about it and she told her that she should talk to Killian, just to make things clear and it was his decision after all, so then she could relax and breath again and go back to her, their happy life. But she didnt want to be selfish and let that damn woman to take things from them, from Killian, he has lost so much over his whole life, he was so happy with his job. She needed time, time to think but time that Diana was taking to think how to get him to herself, dammit!
That afternoon Emma was free, she decied to stay home but she couldnt stop thinking so she decided to have a mistake because she had the most horrible dream about that woman getting HER bf drunk after they had a fight and they were kissing and going for more! NO! DAMN HER!-
Wait! What if it wasnt a just dream! What if this was some kinda new power of her or something, seing the future.
It was then, when the idea came to her head, she needed to see him, to know what he was doing, to know what kind of friends were they, really...She thought of texting him but not, that wouldnt give her what she needed so... right! The mirror! The magical skype! She used it before, she is better with her magic now, and they werent that far!
No, Emma! This is a mistake, this would end up so wrong!- trust him, trust yourself, trust in your love!- but what could go wrong, right? Killian would never cheat on her! He gave up his home for her, he came back for her, she was a big part of him letting go of his revenge and he let go of his first love after 300 years for HER!- HE WOULDNT HURT HER! NOT AT ALL!
But she needed to know, to see, just once, just a second to breath again... Okay, fine! Just a second, he will be working and joking or bossing around his crew and she would let go of this and talk to him when he comes back home, this needs to be finished!
She closed her eyes, tried to breath and relax standing infront of the mirror, she focused on him, on his beautiful eyes and that gorgeous smile of him.
She wouldnt believe what her eyes were seing, that damn woman was close to him, way to close and for some reason he just stepped back but not far enough and NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO They- they were- they were kissing...
-...TO BE CONTINUE...-