thanks again for the reviews Timeless Eclipse (",) hehe that's a wonderful thought but they're really twins...
here comes chapter 6, this is not in the same time frame with the preceding chapter, this is only to answer the hanging question that Sakura left in chapter 5...
Chapter 6: Who's Cyber dude
Wolfie: hey, care to chat?
Blossom: I guess so, there's nothing much to here anyways
Wolfie: here too, hehe, so can I know you a/s/l?
Blossom: go first!
Wolfie: I'm 13/m/location is secret
Blossom: okay... I'm 13/f/ location is secret too
Wolfie: so where do you go for school?
Blossom: if I told you that then my location wouldn't be secret anymore.
Wolfie: yeah you're right, so what do you want to talk about?
Blossom: why is your chat name wolfie?
Wolfie: I can't think of something, a friend introduced this site to me and all my mind can think was blank… I can't think of anything actually so there, what about yours?
Blossom: oh? I thought you're a wolf addict or something of sort… as for my chat name I was just watching my mom's flower blossom a while ago before I log in, so I thought why not use it as a name
Wolfie: hehe so I guess you're a flower lover then?
Blossom: hehe, not so much, I just like to look at them blossom during this time of the year
Wolfie: I got to go now… umm.. can I at least get your name?
Blossom: Tori, Tori Konatsu
Wolfie: I'm Eriol, Eriol Hiiragizawa, nice to meet you Tori, goodbye, chat with you again tomorrow.
Blossom: yeah, chat with you again, nice meeting you Eriald
----Wolfie logged out----
"Hey, Tomoyo, you think it's safe to just chat with anyone here in this site?" Asking Tomoyo again for the nth time this night, I just think that it's not safe, since we're not seeing them.
"Don't worry too much just don't give out any true information, like your name and stuff."
"Yeah, I just gave out my sister's name and a made-up surname."
"You're cruel!" She said jokingly.
"So how are you doing?" Asking her for the nth time this night, I just don't know what to do, it's so boring, and the chat room is also boring. I think I won't chat here anymore
"Hey, Kura, I'll call you again tomorrow okay? My mom's calling me, sorry… Bye love yah"
"Bye, love yah too" If your mom was really the one who called you *Sigh* I think I'll just sleep this off tonight. I have to control these insecurities before it goes out of hand.
Wolfie: Hey, you're online again; I thought you wouldn't anymore, after I left immediately yesterday
Blossom: I was just forced to go online again by my friend
Wolfie: Say my thanks to your friend for me could you?
Blossom: why?
Wolfie: because I'm able to talk with you again, or rather chat with you
Blossom: so? I really don't see anything to thank about
Wolfie: let's just say you're the first friend I met here, that is if we are friends
Blossom: okay, now I get it, then I'll say your thanks to her, and we are friends right?
Wolfie: so Tori, can I call you Rin for short?
Blossom: sure, but if only I can call you Eri
Wolfie: then call me Eri, Rin (",)
Blossom: now that we've got each other a nick name, I think we're going to be great friends
Wolfie: I hope so too. Are you doing something for tonight?
Blossom: not that I know of why?
Wolfie: well it's Friday night, no school tomorrow; we could stay late and talk about anything, now that we're friends
Blossom: that could be great. So what to talk about then?
Wolfie: tell me something about you and I'll tell something about me.
-2:30-
Dear Diary,
I don't want to admit this, but Tomoyo was right, chat room can be fun, especially when you meet a nice person over the internet. We talked about anything actually, started out with a self-introductory then it jumps to favorites, to school stuff, to other things, that ended to a good night. I hope he's real and not some wacko who likes to play someone over the internet. If he's real, then he'll be the first guy friend I'll ever have, that doesn't ask me to dates and such, just a friend. And I hope we can be good friends. I just hope if this is a dream, I never wake up; it's just too good to let it all go.
Blossom: so how's school?
Wolfie: fine I guess, except for that teacher who got his eyes on me
Blossom: why? Did you do anything wrong?
Wolfie: not that I know of, he just likes to compare me with my brother, that's all
Blossom: that's not nice. No one wants to be compared to anyone especially their siblings
Wolfie: say that to him yourself, he just didn't care
Blossom: does your brother know about this?
Wolfie: yeah, he just shrugged it off; it has always been like that. He's the perfect kid, and I'm the black sheep.
Blossom: what do you mean?
Wolfie: I meant, ever since we were little, he's the apple of everybody's eyes, and well I was always on the background, 'coz I'm not good as him
Blossom: sorry about that… But hey! Cheer up, at least you got me, and for me you're the best!
Wolfie: thanks, but I think I'll just sleep this off
Blossom: hey, if you need someone to talk with, I'm always here for you. And another friendly advice, the best way to let out a frustration is to eat lots and lots of ice cream
Wolfie: so I guess you're a tubby!
Blossom: I am not! My mom always says that something sweet can boost you into good mood, try it, maybe it'll work. Sleep tight friend.
Wolfie: thanks friend, good night
Blossom: oh and friend, don't think about it too much okay? Just think that you're great that's why they keep on comparing you with your brother because you're brother is not as good as you are okay?
Dear Diary,
I never knew that this friendship will grow into something, we've been chat mates for over two year now, and I'm beginning to think that I like him, or love him for that matter. I always wait on the computer for his messages, always waiting the day when we're going to talk. Being there for me all the time, especially when Tomoyo spend more time with that boyfriend of hers. And somehow it feels like my day is not complete without anything from him. I wished we could meet, then I'll tell him the whole truth, that everything I told him is true expect for my name, I'm not Tori Konatsu, I'm Sakura Kinomoto. I told Tomoyo about my plan, and she doesn't seem too happy about it. I just don't get it, she usually plans this blind date for me, which I rarely go to because I felt that I'm already committed to Eri, then when I finally told her that I'm liking this guy she shuts herself up fro me. Well not that I care about what she think, this is my life anyway, so might as well do it as I had planned it. I'm going to tell him tomorrow and ask him to an eye ball.
"Tomoyo! How could he do this to me? And I trusted him! He's a lying jerk! I hate him! I hate wolfie!" I cried my heart out. This was supposed to be the day we'll be meeting, but he didn't show up, neither did he replied to any of my messages. I don't know what happened, we were so happy last week when we were planning this grand meeting, and then suddenly it all came crumbling down. How could he just walk away from me like this, when I'm beginning to like him very much?
"Come on Kura, he's not worth it, besides, how sure are you that he's real? He might be just playing with you the whole time." Trying to comfort me to the best way possible.
"But it can't be! I know he's true, everything's not a lie, not a lie!" I emphasized more in the last part. I feel like I was only speaking for myself, and not for the both of us. Tomoyo's right though, how sure am I that it wasn't all a lie, like how it ended? But surely that goodness is not a lie, could it be possible?
"Kura, its cyber world, everything's not real; everything there stays there, now get a hold of yourself."
"No its not! You can't just fake all those emotions, those stories and everything we've converse, there must have been a good explanation behind this." I pointed it out. She should understand me right now, I told her everything we've ever converse, everything! Not a single detail left out.
"Then how do you explain this? Huh? How?" I can feel she's staring to get angry at me. I feel like she's not here to comfort me, but to point out that I'm such a loser for trusting that guy so much
"Know what Tomoyo? Just leave me alone! I don't want to talk with anyone right now, especially you!" I had it. I know I shouldn't make any decisions when I'm angry because I'll later regret it but, what am I to do? It's getting hard for me to pour out these feelings, and all I'm getting from her is how stupid I am to fall for that kind of cheap trick. I know she just wants me to hear the truth, but now is not the right time for that. I need a friend to hug me and say everything's going to be alright and stuff like that, not this kind of stuff.
Dear Diary,
It has been over a week now since Tomoyo and I last talk. God how I miss her! Not only her but Eri as well, I missed him a lot. All I did this week is check on my email, and the chat room for a hint of him, but nothing. All I get is NOTHING! I know, I know, I'm stupid. Tomoyo was right, maybe cyber dude was not real, maybe that cyber dude was some random guy that hates me for turning him down, so to pay back at me, he tried to play me. When he thought it was enough, he just dropped me like a hot potato. And I can't believe myself for letting this ruin my friendship with Tomoyo. We've been together since forever! We were still in our diapers when we became friends, and because of my insecurity with her boyfriend, I resorted to having a new friend over the internet, and letting my insecurity destroy our lifelong friendship! God, I'm so stupid, I just hope that when I have to guts to tell her I'm stupid, she's still there to listen. I miss her so
"Hey Kura!" Then I felt a hug from behind
"Tomoyo! God I missed you *Crying*"
"I missed you too so much, I'm sorry for being a jerk to you last week and for not coming early"
"No I'm the one who should apologize for being stupid, and for realizing it just now, I'm sorry"
"Oh come here!" I hugged her tighter, and silently cried on her shoulder. I just didn't know if I'm crying because we're now friends again, or if I was still crying over that cyber dude guy.
"Hey Kura, let's not fight about this again, alright?"
"Yes, let's not. I don't want to fight with you again, ever in my life"
"Me too, I love you best friend"
"I love you too best friend"
The next thing I knew, she was hitting me with my pillow, and we're laughing our hearts out until we can't breathe anymore. I love this girl so much, that no matter how hurt I am for what that cyber dude guy did to me, I can still proudly say that I'm happy, in fact very happy that I finally have my best friend here beside me again. I just hope I'll move on from that guy. But I think I'll sure will especially with Tomoyo and her blind dates, I can get over this guy in no time. I just hope that the next guy to come in my life would be real nice and not a jerk like that cyber dude guy.
hope you enjoyed it. All kinds of reviews are welcome, might be criticisms, suggestions and comments. thanks again and God bless.