No responses to reviews today seeing as my computer is running kind of slow. It's getting quite annoying, trust me. Since Winter break is coming within a few days, I'll have more time to write! Yay!
-Stop and stare~-
She was the first person I met that I could talk to. She listened, instead of throwing me out. But I really hurt her, didn't I? I was such a fool, and now I payed the price...
I sat on my bed, staring at the game I held in my hands. Gold hadn't talked to me, as he always did each morning. He was refusing to talk to me. I started to not care. The relationship had been damaged, and it was dangerous to repair it. I took several pieces of paper to create a small sailboat.
"I'll send you off, Gold. Somewhere that's far away from here. Where you can be happy. Cause I sure as hell ain't doing it."
I wasn't used to making sailboats, especially large ones, so it took the internet and a few tries before I did it. I wrote "Sorry" on one side and "Be happy" on another. It was the best I could do.
"I only hope you can forgive me, for all the things I've said."
-Scene Change-
"This will all end soon. I feel it in my very bones Damaris."
"I feel it too, Digala. I feel it too."
-Scene Change-
This was for the best, I kept telling myself. Nothing would change unless one of us took action, and since Gold refused, I did it myself. It was a cloudy day; the forecast said it would rain later into the night. I prayed to God that someone would find the small sailboat before then. I thought would be able to let Gold quietly, but no, he finally came out.
"Just what are you going to do?" His voice cracked as he spoke. He looked hurt.
"If you love something, you let it go, Gold. They say if it returns to you, you get to keep it forever..."
"If it doesn't, it was never yours." Gold didn't need to finish for me, but he did. He did.
"You aren't mine, Gold and I'm not yours. I am a real life person, and you are a video game character. Even if we're just friends, this is obviously going to turn into something more. It's the stupid truth!" I promised I would not cry. It would only make it harder than it already was. However, my emotions didn't agree with my mind. Tears began spilling don my face like the broken doll I was.
"We can try-"
"No." I kept him at an arm's length. This would end, damn it! "This has to stop, Gold. And it will. You will get in your game, and we'll never have to see each other again." I sobbed out the last words. Those venomous words.
"Can I ask you one thing?"
"What?"
"Can I have a kiss?"
"What? No, absolutely not."
"Why?"
"Why don't you just leave!?"
-Scene Change-
After almost getting into a fist fit, he entered back into his little game chip, without his little farewell kiss. I would have none of that, that stupidity. This was supposed to formal, short and sweet. I let the sailboat leave from my cold hands, slowly drifting in the water toward God knows where.
"I'm sorry. I really am."
I refused to look back when I said it. There was no need. As I walked away, the sudden weight on my heart grew heavier.
-And end! -
For this story, that is. Sorry this chapter was short, and not good.