~~Chapter6~~

Xemnas report: 902

10:52

Is love an emotion or simply a disease?

My disease has gotten worse! I thought I was getting better, my mind hadn't wondered to Saïx as much over the last two days. I was wrong however.

I woke up early this morning; I had a lot of tests to run for my latest theory.

I stuck the probes into one of the hearts that had been collected from the heartless. I was about to turn the machine on when someone knocked on my door.

Why do these nobody's keep bothering me?

Perhaps I need to send them on more missions.

"Come in" I said annoyed by the disturbance.

Saïx opened the door shyly. His yellow eyes looking at me intensely, I momentarily stopped breathing as I stared at him, lost for words.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to disturb you, I can come back later if you want" Saïx said, still staring at me.

"You don't have to apologise" I said when I finally found my voice.

"Do you want me to go?" he asked hesitantly.

"No!" I exclaimed far too quickly.

Saïx looked at me inquisitively, trying to understand what had made me so against the thought of him leaving.

"So...um, why did you come to see me?" I said when I had recovered my composure.

"I just wanted to see if you needed my help" Saïx said shyly.

"But isn't it your day off?"

"Yes it is, but I just wanted to offer to help you" Saïx said looking uncomfortable.

"Well.... um, you could help me run some tests".

"May I enquire as to what these tests are for?"

I must be seriously ill because my mind seemed to have developed a serious malfunction around the time Saïx had walked into the room. The virus has left me unable to think of anything other than Saïx and his well toned-

"I understand if you don't trust me" Saïx said looking a little hurt by my silence.

"Huh, no it's not that at all" I said regaining some brain function.

Why ever would he think that I didn't trust him? I wondered.

"I....ah, had a theory, yes that's right I had a theory that if we were able to clone the hearts collected from the heartless then we could get all the hearts we need in twice the time" I said slowly remembering.

"So what would you like me to do?" Saïx asked.

"What don't, I want you to do?" I said accidently.

Saïx blushed and stared at his feet. I tried to think of what to say.

Ah, shit, why did I have to say that? Wait is Saïx blushing? We're nobodies for Christ's sake, were not supposed to have emotions!

"Well.... I will reconnect the probes and if you could flick that switch when I tell you to, that would be good" I said after awhile.

Saïx nodded and walked over to the switch to commence the testing.

****

My disease has gotten even worse than I had originally thought; I kept slipping into erotic daydreams involving Saïx as time passed.

"Superior I can't hide it any longer"

"What can't you hide any longer?"

"Superior I lo-" I moved my fingers gently to his lips to silence him .

I slowly moved my fingers away from his lips and crashed my lips against his, kissing him passionately. My hands wrapped around him, as our tongues thrashed against each others for dominance, my hand slowly started to wonder down his back towards his-

"Superior, Superior are you listening to me?"

"Huh", I said snapping back to reality. Saïx was staring at me, his expression full of concern.

"Superior are you all right?" Saïx asked concerned.

I should have said "no I'm not alright, I think I am fatally ill". Instead I said:

"Yes I'm fine, I'm just really tired, that's all".

****

To my dismay the last and most vital test was unsuccessful, leaving my latest theory of cloning the hearts thoroughly destroyed.

I couldn't believe it; I was so sure that it would be a success. Saïx departed shortly after this to get some lunch.

I decided to go see Vexen for a diagnosis of my illness and to ask him about testing Kingdom Hearts to see if it's starting to work. I brought up a portal to Vexen's room, which is where he is doing all his experiments now. I walked through the portal casually.

"Vexen I need to talk to you" I said huskily.

Vexen turned and looked at me intrigued, "What is it?"

"Well its two things, the first one is that.... ah, one of the other members came to me yesterday about this illness they have developed".

"What are their symptoms?"

"Um.... strong infatuations with another member, erotic daydreams about their infatuation, dysfunction of their mind when their infatuation is around and deep longing for their infatuation".

Vexen looked at me as though it was obvious.

"Out of interest is it just one member in particular that this nobody is infatuated with?"

Of course there isn't anyone else" I snapped.

IV smirked "Well to me it sounds like this nobody is in love".

"But I might need to run some tests on them to be sure" Vexen added quickly.

"What was the other thing you wanted to ask me?"

"I want you to run some tests on Kingdom Hearts to see if it's starting to work".

"Why?"

"Long story, so just do it" I snapped.

I left the room after that in a daze.

Me in love, is that even possible? I wondered.

If it is possible then what shall I do about it?

****

I stayed in my room well after the sun had started setting, trying to find the answers to my questions.

Someone knocked on my door. I looked up wondering who it could be.

"Come in".

My breath stuck in my throat as Saïx opened the door. He held a mug of something in his hand.

"What is this?" I asked him.

Saïx looked down at his feet, "It's a mug of warm milk, it might help you sleep".

"Thanks" I said taking the mug of milk. "Will you stay with me until I finish it?"

"There is nothing I'd rather do" he muttered quietly.

I gave Saïx a half smile, not my usual "I am going to kill you" smiles but a nice smile.

Saïx stayed and talked to me until I had finished my drink. I think we were both disappointed when I had finished it. Saïx got up to leave, I didn't want him to go but I could hardly tell him so.

Saïx turned to face me, "Xemnas I-I"

"Yes" I encouraged.

"I- I hope you have a good night's sleep" he said, as though this wasn't what he really wanted to say.

****

I now knew the answer to my question. Whether I liked it or not, I loved Saïx and I longed for him to know this and love me to.

But how do I show him that I love him?

I figured out the answer to this question as well. I'll get him one of those Teddy's holding a love heart for Christmas, with the words "I will love you forever" sewed into the heart. If that doesn't say I love you then I don't know what does.

~~End of chapter 6~~

Hey

I hope you liked that chapter, I'm sorry that Xemnas is a bit OOC and that not much happens in this chapter.