To Be Continued
In a game that's left alone
The player's heart has turned to stone
For despite the goal,
A step away,
The heart within is doomed to stay ~ games unfinished~
Time is a strange thing, sometimes, is just seems to go by way to fast. Looking back there are months of my life that have slipped pass in what feels like several long hours. Now though, as I sit here waiting for time to pass, waiting for my next challenge in life (because I hardly believe anymore that I can live without some challenge) time seems to have stopped dead in its tracks.
Though it feels like weeks have passed, if not months, there is nothing to show for it. No monsters to slay, riddles to solve, or even a deer to hunt. Though as I stay here, even with what feels like forever passing me by, the sun does not set and no life seems to move around me.
Did I die without knowing it?
Is this my personal hell?
Am I doomed to relive the most desolate second of my life till I break down and simply loose myself?
I've often wished for a day of solitude that didn't involve some life threatening situation, but this just grates on my whole existence. Being so still…
Will I ever truly live again?
Will this second ever release me and let me move on to see the coolness of another night?
A/N: Well, this ones really short, but I feel there was nothing more to add. God I wish I could play my game, but being in college is important too... yea… well anyway, if anyone could PM me a proxy I'd love them forever because like my character I'm stuck in my peronal hell without my usual sites... stupid web blockers!