Where do we go from here?

by Mikigotagun

A continuation of my one shot 'Why do you tease me onna' Kanda and Alana fell for each other and they decided to hide it from the Black Order. After feelings and actions get confused for what they are not due to inexperience with love. Kanda must come to terms with his true feelings to win the woman he loves before she walks out of his life forever. Rated M for later chapters.

7. Chapter 7

Where do we go from here chap.7

Later that night as she lay sleeping Alana was awoken as she felt Kanda next to her, not wearing a stitch of clothing as his arm moved under her back and she instinctively turned towards him. He was lying on the bed with his back against the wall, he ran is hand down her side looping his finger in her underwear taking them down and dropped them to the floor. Pulling her leg up to his waist he then lifted her as she straddled his lap and as he looked up at her he had such passion in his eyes "I have missed you onna." He said softly as she ran her fingers through his hair then down his cheek softly "I have missed you too." Leaning his face forward he kissed her ever so gently as he began to move his hands up her sides feeling her slender body under them. Stopping before he reached her breasts he slightly grinned then took his thumb and began to massage the small part of them as it hardened. His sheer touch made her almost cry out in pleasure as she sat atop of him. Moving his lips closer to her mound of flesh he gently raised the T-shirt she was wearing and pulled it over her head, dropping it to the floor also. Moving in to take the small hardened part of her breast into his mouth ever so gently teasing her with his tongue. She felt the pure pleasure of his action deep inside her as she whispered "Kaaanda" leaning herself in further forward to press against his body. She had missed his touch almost as much as he missed touching her the soft movements of his hands along her body said it all feeling ever part of her. Lifting his head he pulled her closer to his mouth then kissed her slowly and passionately then as he took her mouth with his tongue the kiss became move hungry and deepened. Like he had been starved of her and now he wanted his fill. She could feel his hardness forming under her amongst her wetness as she moved her hips slowly which caused a slight groan to escape his lips.

Leaning back he gently lifted her and sat her atop his hardened shaft as it slid into her slowly and she let out a sigh of pleasure of him filling her completely. Wrapping her arms around him she caressed his hair as he buried his face in her chest and began to move slowly inside of her careful not to hurt her or get too carried away. He was being so gentle and passionate it was a side of him she had never felt or seen before. Their hands explored every part of each other as they rocked slowly back and forth and she thought she would explode from the sheer pleasure he was giving her. Leaning back he looked up at her and stared into her eyes and the only thing she saw in his was love as he gently took her hand and interlaced his fingers with hers then raised it up and kissed it softly. Those dark hard eyes that could normally make people shake in fear were full of passion and love and she felt he could see all the way to her soul. He picked up the pace some and she was moving to match his speed and she grabbed onto his shoulders to brace herself when he felt her walls tighten she felt on the verge of exploding. Reaching up he caressed her cheek and grinned "Wait for me" he whispered softly as she moaned in pleasure about to let her body release what she had been waiting for. Reaching around he grabbed her ass slightly and moved her back and forth at his speed as she moaned louder "K-KAAANDA" He was on the verge of his own climax as he groaned "Just…one …second" He said through gritted teeth from being on the verge and the sheer pleasure he was getting from taking her so sensually. As he moved her back and forth she gave into her body's release "I-I- c-can't w-wait" she said panting as he picked up the pace even more and the both were panting out of breath as he hit the spot deep inside her and she spilled all she was holding back. The feel of her moistness was enough to drive him crazy and he wanted to ram into her harder but he knew he had to be careful. It didn't take long for him to follow her to that blissful spot as he tensed up and released his seed deep inside her and when that happened she took his head to her bosom and caressed it. Both were breathing heavily and covered in sweat as he relaxed after a few convulsions. He began to lay soft kisses across her chest as she cradled his head and they both caught their breath as she twirled her fingers through his long hair. He glanced up at her then leaned back as he asked worriedly "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" She smiled softly down at him then cradled his face in her hands "If that was hurting me Kanda you can kill me anytime and I would enjoy dying." Placing his hand on her cheek he caressed it softly gazing into her eyes "I would never hurt or even try to kill you onna. I will protect you with my life because you are my life." It was silly she knew but right then she felt as though her world had just changed immensely. His words echoed in her head and she knew he would never let anything happen to her or their child.

The Kanda she knew when they were alone was the man she fell in love with, his touch, his gentleness, his in control completeness that brought her to the most exotic place she had ever been. He was different when he was with her and now that she knew more about him and his past she could love the whole man and not have one hidden from her like it felt before. She could try to mend that part of him that he felt was broken, to fill it with something that had meaning to him. As she slid off his lap and lay next to him he curled his arm around her and brought her head to rest on his chest. The tattoo that covered the left top of his chest she traced with her finger before lying her head on it and as he watched her he didn't know what to think about that. But he knew she had accepted him for who he was and he thought to himself as he lay there and kissed the top of her head gently as he held her 'I will become a better man for you onna. I do not ever want to see a frown, disappointment or tears cross your face again' He then felt her breathing even out and he knew she was asleep as he closed his eyes and drifted into his own dream world that consisted only of her.

When Alana awoke the next morning Kanda wasn't in the room and for a split second she thought she had dreamed the whole thing till she heard "Ahhh Moyashi would you go do your fucking push-ups somewhere else" He said in an aggravated tone. Allen just kept counting as he lifted himself with one hand "Two hundred and ninety eight, Two hundred ninety nine." Getting out of bed she walked to the window where she pulled the curtains back to see Kanda practicing with Mugen and Allen doing one handed push-ups as Chevi watched with huge puppy dog eyes. Smiling to herself she reached down and grabbed her underwear, put them on and got a pair of loose fitting pants. She only had one pair and they were getting a little snug as she tried to button them in frustration. That was the breaking point of her emotions as she screamed in frustration and began to sob. Kanda's keen ears picked the scream up, he frowned and then he turned and ran to the room with Chevi and Allen running after him asking "What was that?" Kanda got to the door and flung it open to find her curled up on the bed sobbing. His eyes widened at the sight before him as he sheathed Mugen and walked closer "Onna what is it?" He asked sternly and she looked up at him with tear filled eyes "IIIII'm faaaat" she screeched as he moved his eyes around the room for a second trying to figure out why she was crying over being fat? 'She's not fat she's pregnant' He thought as he went to walk forward more but Chevi stopped him by grabbing his arm and gave him a stern warning as she whispered "Choose your words carefully Kanda." His eyes widened, he swallowed hard, then nodded as he began walking towards Alana. Why did he feel like the rabbit walking towards the tiger before it jumped out and devoured it? Allen and Chevi both watched wide eyed as he knelt down by the bed and softly said "Onna you are not fat you are pregnant." She looked up at him as tears rolled down her face "Nothing I have fits me anymore and now these pants are getting tiiiiight." She burst out in more tears as Kanda tried to think of something to say so he thought for a moment the he smiled slightly "Well then I guess we should buy you something that fits." He said sternly at this point he would do anything to make her stop crying and if it was clothes she needed well then he was going to get her some clothes. She looked at up him and sniffled as a slight smile crossed her face "R-Reaaaally Kanda? We can do that?" He straightened his back and stood up and put his hand out to her "Anything you want it is yours." Alana jumped up and hugged his neck tightly "Thank you." She said happily as she turned and ran to the bathroom to freshen up for their shopping trip. Allen and Chevi smiled as Chevi gave him a thumbs up "That was smart Kanda." Kanda's shoulders dropped some as he sighed and leaned his head back. He would have to get used to these crying spells and mood changes Alana was going through all he knew was he needed to keep her happy so this wouldn't happen. In all actuality if she would have asked for the moon he would have figured out a way to get it for her that's just how far he was in love with her. He didn't want to see her cry or be unhappy. But there was one thing that was plaguing deeply on his mind and that was her words she had told him that day at the inn. She said she wanted more and as he thought more about it he came to the same conclusion after last night. He also wanted more and that only meant one thing and he also wanted their child to be born respectfully which meant its parents had to be married. He had been thinking about this the whole time he and Allen were in India. Deeply rooted in his culture he knew this was the right thing to do. It was not right to get a woman pregnant and not marry her but that wasn't his only reason the other reason was he truly deeply loved her from the moment he first saw her. He thought if they got married the Black Order would have to accept it and she could go back with him.

Kanda was standing waiting for Alana to come out to take her on her shopping trip and his eyes glanced over to Allen. Allen and Chevi were in a conversation about what they were going to do today he slightly sighed as he cleared his throat "You two are coming with us" He said in a stern voice as both of them sharply turned their heads to stare at him. Upon what he thought was going to be a protest Kanda walked slowly over to them and stood in front of them looking a little like he was having trouble finding the words to say what he had to say. Allen staring at him realized he wanted to say something so he asked "Kanda what is it?" Kanda slightly bit his lower lip then blurted out "I need two witnesses" Allen and Chevi looked to each other then back to him Allen said sarcastically "Why are you going to kill someone?" Kanda's eye's narrowed as his brows came close together "NO if I did that I wouldn't want witness's moyashi." Then shaking his head he gave them a death glare "I just need you to come with us" he said very sternly this time to the point both of them weren't going to refuse "A-Alright" Allen said in a shaky voice not wanting to piss the now aggravated samurai off anymore.

As Alana exited the bathroom Kanda turned to her "Are you ready?" she just smiled at him with a smile that made his heart skip a beat as she ran over and grabbed the upper part of his arm interlocking hers with it "Yes" she said excitedly to be getting out of this boring prison like Order. It had been almost a month since she had even seen the outside of the Order due to her worrying about Kanda and Allen being missing. No one had actually knew why they hadn't contacted anyone or what they were doing. It hadn't really came up in the conversation and Kanda hadn't called Komui yet. He had informed the leader of the Asian branch that he would do that today. But his first priority was to take care of his onna, she was the only thing that mattered to him right now.

Walking into the town Alana had to keep her steps up with Kanda. His long legs made his lengthy stride hard to keep up with sometimes especially when he was focused on one thing and that was to get to town do what he had to, get clothes and get back. He didn't think much about anything else except what he had to do at a particular moment and as she looked up at his face while they were walking the sheer stern glance on it like he was on a mission for something made her chuckle some. She would have to teach him how to relax some. He was always tense and always had a look on his face like he was going to kick the shit out of someone, she thought a smile on his face was more pleasant when he produced one but that was a rarity.

As they reached the edge of town Chevi went to pull Allen in one direction but Kanda stopped her with a narrow eyed glare and she slunk back behind Allen. Allen was wondering why Kanda was being so hell bent on them staying with them till he saw where Kanda was taking them. There was a little church on the edge of town and they were headed in that direction. Alana was scoping out all the stores and she was wondering why they weren't stopping at any, they had just passed a few good ones with some nice clothes as she looked up at Kanda as he stared straight ahead "Kanda where are we going?" He didn't answer as he kept walking straight ahead not saying a word. Allen's eyes widened as he looked ahead to the church 'Is he going to do this now?' he thought remembering Kanda had made the decision in India that he was going to marry Alana. He had found a ring in India, it wasn't fancy just a small band he picked up at a flea market there but it was a ring. As they got closer to the church Alana stopped Kanda as she pulled on his arm walking back towards the stores "Kanda the stores are this way" but she couldn't budge him as he stopped and stood in one spot. Stopping she turned to face him and the look of determination in his eyes confused her as she stood there wondering what he was doing. That's when he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her to him. Looking into her confused eyes he then searched her face with his which made her a little nervous as she stood there clutched in his arm. He then tilted his head to the side as he slightly grinned "We have something to do first onna." His tone was stern but soft as she stared into his eyes and at that moment she swore they were smiling. This was really starting to freak her out as he then turned taking her hand and almost dragging her to the little church. It was then she realized where they were going "Uhhhh Kanda why are we headed for that church." He looked back over his shoulder and didn't say a word as he kept stalking towards it with her in tow. Her heart began to beat faster and her breathing became erratic as her chest rose and fell from the fear of what was going to happen 'Oh no he wouldn't' She thought then her eyes widened 'OR WOULD HE?' Just then Kanda's foot hit the first step as he pulled her up the steps to the door and opened it. As they walked in he looked around and from out behind a curtain came a priest "Can I help you?" Kanda answered in a stern tone "Hai you can marry us." Alana's mouth hit the ground as did Chevi's and Allen chuckled. Then she pulled on his arm turning him around and asked softly "What are you doing?" He sighed at her then looked back to the priest. God she hated when he didn't answer her. He asked again "Can you marry us?" The priest nodded and Kanda turned to Alana "Do you love me?" He asked sternly in that demanding tone of his. She stood there stunned for a moment as her head swan with thoughts and her answer stuck in her throat until he asked again this time his voice was softer as he took her chin in his hand raising her face to his "Alana do you love me?" It was then she blurted out "YES! But you want to do this right now?" He nodded his head and she was stunned but happy at the same time. The priest cleared his throat as he interrupted their little conversation "You will need to witnesses you know" Kanda looked at Allen and Allen stepped forward holding Chevi's hand "We'll witness it." Alana's head was swimming with so many things she hadn't even realized they were halfway through the ceremony till Kanda took her hand and placed the ring on it. That's when she realized this was real and not a dream as she looked at the simple band on her finger she smiled it was exactly like the man she loved, cold, hard but the perfect fit for her. The priest ended the ceremony with "You can kiss your bride" and as Alana looked up Kanda took her face in his hands and slowly moved it towards his but when he got millimeters from his lips he whispered "You are only my onna now and forever." Then he kissed her gently and passionately as Allen and Chevi looked on smiling.

After he leaned back it was like his mind was on one track again as he said firmly grabbing her hand and pulling her to the door "Now we can buy clothes for you." She shook her head wondering if she'd ever get used to his strange demeanor and way of thinking. But at this point she didn't care she knew the real man inside of him not the one he showed to everyone else.