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Jacob POV.
"You're the first person I've ever really loved."
What was I supposed to do? I couldn't possibly tell her I was once in love with her mother, even if it was nothing compared to how I felt about Nessie. I wasn't sure how she'd take it. I couldn't hurt her now. I'm sure she noticed I avoided responding. I'll tell her one day, when everything's more settled.
When I seen her with that guy, I felt my heart rip. I winced at the reminder. It's great now, better than great. Unbelievable. I looked at Nessie curled up in my chest. It was funny how one little girl, meant the world to me. Without her I wouldn't have an existence; I wouldn't be able to live. My phone rang, interrupting my thoughts. I flipped it open and was welcomed by Sam's voice.
"Hey Jake"
"Hey Sam, what's up?"
"Noting really, it's just Emily's getting pretty big now and I was going to throw a party tonight for her, kind of a baby shower. You're coming?"
"Sure sure."
I glanced at the beautiful girl looking at me.
"I'm bringing Nessie though, okay?"
"Yeah. Are you together now?"
"Yes!" I almost screamed it with delight.
Sam laughed at my response, before telling me the time. I hung up and kissed Nessie's forehead.
"Sam's throwing Emily a party tonight. Me and you are invited."
She nodded, and proceeded to kiss along my jaw line. Her lips were so smooth, she was so perfect. It was hard to believe I actually wanted to kill her once, the idea was absurd now. How could I kill my soul mate? I let my mind drift to the future. Nessie and I would be together, forever. Of course, we'd have to move with the Cullen's. I wasn't sure if I could handle living with a bunch of vampires, the smell would be too much. But if Nessie wanted it, she'd get it. I let out a groan as Nessie found a sensitive area on my neck.
"Nessie..."
"Mmm?"
"We need to be at Sam's in an hour, and I need to get changed." I barely got the words out.
She ignored me and continued kissing me, and I happily responded, enjoying every second of it.
*
"I don't want to leave you." I said sadly.
"Me neither." She whispered.
"See you in 10 minutes?" I asked her.
"Yes." She was holding my hands, facing me. We were walking backwards, going in he direction of our houses, but we couldn't let go. "I Love you Jacob."
"Love you more Nes." I kissed her once more and made my way to the house.
I got ready quickly, pulling on black jeans and a white shirt after my shower. The entire time my mind rolled over the day. It went from the worst day of my life in the morning, to the best day of my existence. I couldn't believe Nessie was mine. Finally. I practically bounced down the stairs, and banged in my dad at the bottom. He looked at my expression, confused, and then his eyes suddenly widened.
"Nessie?" he guessed.
I laughed, "Yep!"
"Wow Jake. I'm so happy for you."
"Thanks, Billy. Here, don't tell Charlie, Nessie wants to do that."
"No problem Jacob, See you later." He began to wheel towards the door.
"Where are you going?" I asked him.
"Emily's baby shower."
"Oh, so are me and Nessie, we'll drive you."
The door rang right on cue, and Nessie was at the door, looking beautiful in a soft blue dress and sandals. Her curls cascaded her pale face, her eyelashes skimmed her cheeks. She seen my expression and flushed.
"You're so beautiful." I whispered into her ear, causing her too flush even darker.
On the way to Sam's, Billy told us about the new twins who had moved to La Push, they were Colin's cousins. A boy and a girl, Billy told us. I wondered if they were Quileute, and would they transform.
"What age are they?" I asked.
"Fourteen. They wouldn't change for about a year or so probably." Billy replied knowing my thoughts.
We arrived at Sam and Emily's, the house was so full everyone was pressed together. I walked towards Emily with Nessie, and was shocked to see the size of her. She was really big, I thought she was only about four months pregnant, but she was huge, at least seven, maybe even eight.
"Emily! You're so pregnant!"
She laughed. "I know! I didn't actually realize I was pregnant until I was four months gone, I only put on a bit of weight, but then I just grew really big suddenly."
I laughed with her, and Nessie passed her a small toy. I looked more closely, and seen it was a wolf. She noticed me looking at grinned.
"Well, I thought I should give the baby something it could play with, and it's soft, and the wolf is because of Sam, and probably itself. It kinda reminded me off..." She blushed and looked down.
"Of what Nessie?" Emily asked.
She raised her hand to her neck and lightly touched her necklace. The one I got her, of Nessie the monster.
"Of when Jacob got me a necklace with the sea monster on it, it was kind of the same thing..." She trailed off and looked me directly in the eye.
Emily walked away slowly; she could see it was a private moment. She kept glancing at us, beaming. Nessie wrapped her arms around my neck, holding me so tight but I wanted, needed to be tighter. I pulled her close and joined our lips. We swayed in time to the distant music, only seeing each other. I couldn't think right, with her eyes looking so deep and beautiful.
"I'll always love you Nessie." I smiled.
"I'll always love you too Jake." She promised me.
She was mine, and I was hers. That's all that really matters.
A/N- This chapter was just about showing how Jacob felt about Nessie, and them being together. I know it wasn't very exciting, but I felt weird leaving it out. The next chapter will be better, promise. And it's already started so you won't have to wait to long! Please please please review! If anyone thinks something could be better, tell me! Thanks, -Bellz.