Chapter 7

flashbacks and pets

( A/N: hope you liked chapter 6 and now here is an other one and yes I know that shiori and ichiru are a tad bit smarter and more controlled then normal 1 year old but they are vampires smart but young oh and to all the simers out there like the sims socile on face book a new way to play sims and you don't even need the disk anyways hope you like this chapter there is no lemon in it )

Yuuki had been in her room all day now it was about 1:00 she was doodleing and thinking about when she found out she was pregnant.

FLASHBACK

Yuuki was going to take a shower but she decided to take a pregnancy test it had been 3 weeks since her and zero had sex and she was feeling off. She thought it was from her transformation from human to vampire but that was a week and a half ago. She took out one of the pregnancy tests and read the instructions ' wait why am I reading the instructions I know what to do I've seen it on TV ' when she was done she put it on the counter she looked at the box ' wait 10 minutes '. She played on her phone for a while then looked at the time ' time to check it ' when she looked at it her hart stopped and her breath was stuck in her throat.

In big letters it said POSITIVE yuuki through it in the trash can and took a hell of a long shower there was a knock on the door " yuuki you have been in there for a while are you ok " it was zero she didn't answer. He came in " yuuki what's wrong you only take long showers when your upset " she again didn't answer him he pulled the curtains away and saw her sitting down on the tub floor with the water hitting her back and had her legs covering everything her hands and head on her knees. She looked at him " what do you want " " I want to know what's wrong with you " she didn't answer him instead she got up, turned off the water, dried off and changed she looked at him " I'll say goodbye to you later " he couldn't say anything she left before he could.

END FLASHBACK

Yuuki was doodleing a mommy dog with 2 puppies the puppies looked scared and hungry with blood all over them the mama dog looked sad, scared, worried and hungry. Then she drew a big pug with sharp teeth and evil eyes looking at them she drew this because it reminded her of how kaname treated them. Next she drew a mama dog in labor in a dark cold room she was alone it reminded her of when she was in labor and kaname put her in a dark room until she had the twins and even then didn't let her out.

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Yuuki was in so much pain her water had just broke kaname walked into her room grabbed her arm and practically through her into a dark room " you will stay in here till you have those worthless things " he shut the door. She held her stomach as a contraction hit her she screamed and wished zero was there with her to get her out and into a hospital and so she could hold his hand and hear his comforting words. 3 hours later the twins where born they where crying and most importantly alive she thought they where dead kaname had told her that once. She took off her shirt and wrapped it around the baby girl then she got her pants that was on the floor next to her and wrapped them around the baby boy.

She held the twins close to her to keep them warm she looked at the girl who was now drinking from yuuki " your name will be shiori " she looked at the boy who was asleep " and your name will be ichiru you look so much like your father he will love your name it was his twin brothers name " shiori stopped drinking and fell asleep. Yuuki had managed to grab a pair of scissors and some string to cut the umbilical cord kaname came in and saw yuuki not wearing any clothes then he saw the twins alive " you will stay in here for a week then see how well you and your stupid things will do " he left her there for a full week she was lucky she didn't die or the twins she would do anything for them.

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She looked at the next drawing it was a puppy tangled in vines and the big pug hitting her and about to bite her. Yuuki remembered this it happened to shiori yuuki got there in time to stop him.

FLASHBACK

Shiori was tied up and kaname was abusing her again but worse then what he normally did he had a whip in his hand and shiori had no clothes on and she was facing the wall. She already had dozen cuts on her back from the whip he whipped her again she cried out in pain. He dropped the whip and walked over to her and whispered in her ear " your mommy won't save you now " he hit her back she cried out and started to cry. He lowered his mouth to her neck and scraped his fangs along her skin he was about to bite her when yuuki ran in so instead of biting shiori he bit yuuki hard and almost killed her.

END FLASHBACK

Yuuki held her head ' she was only 10 months at the time ' she heard a knock at the door " come in " zero came in holding ichiru who held his hands out to yuuki she got him from zero's arms and looked at zero " what is it " " ichiru wanted you " " ok I got him now leave " she pushed zero out the door the locked it. She looked at ichiru " you wanted mama " ichiru nodded he was in a green long sleeve shirt with red pants and blue shoes she sat down on the bed and set him down next to her. She took of his shirt and examined his arms he had scars on his arms stomach and back this happened the day before they left though she remembered it like it was yesterday.

FLASHBACK

Kaname was drunk as always he had ichiru and yuuki tied up on opiset walls and had a whip in his hand ichiru had no shirt on. Kaname whipped him across his stomach ichiru started to cry yuuki was trying to get out of the chains kaname whipped him again and again all over his stomach,chest and arms even his pants had some holes in them. Kaname untied ichiru and turned him to face the wall and tied him back up yuuki kept shouting at kaname to stop and ichiru was crying so hard he had thrown up 5 times already. Kaname again whipped ichiru more then a dozen times and soon ichiru's top half front and back was covered in blood that's when kaname stopped and untied him ichiru was to week to even stay on his hands and knees kaname untied yuuki she ran strait to ichiru.

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Yuuki put ichiru's shirt back on him she knew he remembered it cuz he had tears in his eyes yuuki picked him up " honey its ok he won't hurt you anymore " ichiru looked at his mother " positive " yuuki smiled " positive " ichiru smiled " will he hurt sister " yuuki shook her head. She remembered the time she stooped him from rapping shiori.

FLASHBACK

Shiori was naked and cold kaname was again abusing her but it was different this time her kept trying to touch her all over and it made her feel bad. He put his 2 fingers into her she screamed and tried to push him away it didn't work. He took off his pants and underwear shiori tried to run but he had her pinned to the floor she hoped her mom would save her then yuuki came running into the room " kaname what the hell are you doing " she pushed him off of shiori who was crying and screaming. Yuuki picked up shiori and ran out of the room with her.

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Yuuki tried not to think of it mostly because ichiru knew what she was thinking about. He could read minds mostly hers since she talk to him telepathically he taped her shoulder she looked at him ' yes ' ' why sad ' she didn't answer. He climbed on to her lap and hugged her she had tears streaming down her face he stroked her hair ' no cry ' she held him close. She turned on the CD player ' alright ' was playing on her CD she looked down at ichiru ' I won't cry to much ok ' ichiru nodded and looked at her. There was a knock at the door yuuki got up and unlocked the door " its open " zero walked in.

Yuuki glared at him " what do you want " zero was a bit confused " just wanted to know if your hungry " yuuki shook her head " no now is that it if so leave " ichiru pushed zero away from yuuki. Yuuki put ichiru on the bed and looked back at zero " well answer me " " I also wanted to know why you locked your-self in here " " I'm just thinking of stuff " zero sighed " fine but remember you also have a little girl in the living room...you might want to pay attention to her " yuuki slapped him " don't tell me how to raise my kids " she pushed him out of the room slammed the door and locked it. She looked at ichiru ' you ok ' he nodded ' why sad mommy ' ' because I'm worried about something ' ' why you leave daddy ' ' when I had you and your sister in my tummy ' he nodded yuuki remembered that night all to well.

FLASHBACK

Yuuki was sitting down on the roof of the night class building ' I can't believe that I'm pregnant and even worse zero will never know ' she heard someone walk up behind her. She simply said " what do you want " kaname sat down next to her " are you going to say bye to zero " she nodded " why do I have to go anyways " he slapped her " because if you don't I will kill zero and that thing in you " " how the hell do you know that I'm pregnant " he smirked. She stood up " fine I'll go with you " he got up and patted her head " good girl now make the good-bye snappy " yuuki ran off to find zero. Once she found him she ran into his arms crying he stroked her hair " yuuki what's wrong " " I don't want to leave " he held her tightly.

Zero knew kaname had threatened her somehow from the way she was shaking " why do you have to leave " " kaname " zero rolled his eyes. She looked up at him " he told me that if I don't go then he'll you " " I won't let him hurt me or you but if you go I can't do anything " " I know " she kissed him. After the kiss she hugged him tightly " I love you " " I love you to " she stepped back and looked at him " good-bye " he smiled " its not good-bye its see you later " she smiled walked away only looking back once.

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Yuuki sat down next to ichiru ' come here ' she opened her arms he crawled onto her lap ' love you ' she smiled ' love you to ' he held onto her shoulders and stood up he wrapped his arms around her neck to try to hug her. She held him close ' you wanna go and get a new pet ' he nodded she put him down on the bed and changed into a red top, green skirt and black shoes. She picked him up and walked into the living room shiori was coloring she looked up and saw them " mama " she ran to yuuki and hugged her leg. Zero walked in " where are you going " " out with ichiru " shiori looked at yuuki " what about me " " some other time honey " shiori let go of yuuki's leg and started to color again.

Yuuki got ichiru's stroller and some bottles zero watched her " why are you just taking ichiru " " because I want to " " your daughter also wants to be with you " " she's your kid to so you take her somewhere " " why don't you she's more attached to you...your a horrible mother to her letting her get raped and abused by kaname " yuuki slapped him so hard he hit the counter " say that again and you won't be able to see ether of them again " she looked at ichiru who was still in her arms. There where tears in his eyes he had never seen his mom this mad not even with kaname yuuki stoked his hair and put him in his stroller once they where outside she slammed the door shut.

Yuuki picked up ichiru from his stroller he was starting to cry yuuki rocked him back and forth " hush hush hush honey I'm sorry I scared you I got mad at daddy because of what he said " ichiru calmed down a little but was still crying a bit " I promise I will never get mad at you or your sister never never you are my baby boy I will never let anything hurt you no more " ichiru was just hiccuping by now. Yuuki put in him back in the stroller and gave him his pacifier she grabbed the handles and and walked to a pet store it was still daylight so everything was open. She walked into the store it was full of cats,dogs,mice,horses,farets,hamsters,fish and a lot more she saw a cat that was white and brown with some black.

Someone walked p to her she guessed that he worked there cuz he was in a uniform " how may I help you " he had black hair and blue eyes " I want a horse and that cat " she pointed to the cat she didn't know why but she loved it " excellent I will get the cat out and the horses are over there " he pointed to the barn. She thanked him and strolled ichiru over to where the horses where he saw a horse that was a light brown color kinda like caramel yuuki saw this and picked him up and placed him on the horse. The main and tail where white ichiru hugged the horse the horse seemed to like him too the worker walked in " so you like that one she normally doesn't like anyone but I see she likes you " yuuki picked up ichiru and put him back in his stroller.

The worker got the horse and walked it to the fount desk yuuki fallowed him ichiru was starting to fuss while yuuki was buying the animals the worker looked at ichiru then back at yuuki " how old is he " " 1 year " " small little fella " yuuki nodded and picked up ichiru. She got the cat a collar and the thing that says where it lives " ichiru will you calm down please what's wrong " he was starting to cry " are you hungry I'll get you something to eat when we leave " he was still crying she got a bottle and gave it to him. It already had her blood in it so it was red-pink he drank some " finally " the worker smiled " you a single mother " " kinda " " what do you mean kinda " " I'm living with there father but he doesn't do anything to help all he dose is bathe ichiru...right now shiori who is ichiru's twin sister is as home with him " " let me guess the father got you mad so you got ichiru and got out the house " " yup " yuuki looked at the worker.

He knew a lot about this stuff " how do you know so much " " my sister got pregnant and the it was the same thing with her " " oh...I was taken away from home when I was about 1 month pregnant my brother made he live with him I hated it he abused me and the twins I always tried to stop him but he was a lot stronger then me " " let me guess the reason why you stormed out the house with ichiru was because the father said you let the kids get abused " " yup " " my sister had her child kidnapped and the father was yelling at her saying it was her fault they took the kid " " wow " ichiru was starting to fuss again. Yuuki put him in his stroller and gave him is pacifier then looked at the worker again " sorry I got to go ichiru is hungry and I got to get the animals home although I'm thinking of taking the animals home and getting ichiru some clothes and just staying at a hotel " the worker smiled " alright well animals are ready and if you ever need someone to talk to here is my number " he gave her his number " names nick " " thanks names yuuki here is my number " she gave him her number got the animals and left.

( A/N: well that's where ima leave it I will update soon this one took a while cuz I was playing a game on my PS2 and trying to figure out my moms comp...anyways I will see you next time I update )