A Glee Fanfiction - The Affair

Summary: It was never meant to be like this. They were just friends. One mistake lead to the next, with love, secrets and lies, and that what started it all, what started the hurt, heartbreak and betrayal. But most importantly the affair.

Quick Authors Notes : Hey people just to say sorry for the late update , Just have not really been in a writing mode and more of a reading fanfiction mood , so once again sorry – I hope this chapter with make up for it in some ways - Ohmygleeme23 x (Emily )

(Warning – Some self harming in this chapter!)

The Affair – Chapter 7 – Online Abuse

(Sunday 2nd March 2019 – Kurt and Blaine's Place – 7:30am)

Kurt was wide awake. He had been since 5:00am this morning. The sleeping pills he took did not work, and all he had on his mind was the thoughts of how much trouble he caused and how much if it were to come out that it would all hurt Blaine so much.

He tried to make his mind of things again, by doing the everyday things that needed to be done. So he cleaned the house from top to bottom and got the mail in a usel, he then went out for a bit and got the shopping; but still nothing was working, nothing helped.

I fact in made things a hell of a lot worst ; he keep thinking in the shop that people were laughing at him because some how they knew what he had done and then he though Sebastian was in the shop somewhere following him around ready to get him at every turn.

In the end it all just become to much for poor Kurt and he ended up back in his car without the shopping , driving home in a world breaking speed. He even tried to call Blaine, so he could get him home and tell him everything, but again no help there; Blaine's phone was off on voicemail. And Kurt knew that even if he left Blaine a message, he would not get it until his shifts were over.

7:00pm at night

Kurt was still worried. He just wanted Blaine too come home and too sort this out with him so everything was out in the open and he could stop being so dam scared.

His eyes were puffy red and blood shot were he had not slept. His legs could barely support his body weight and wear week, as were his arms and everything else.

In the end his tried have a hot bath to see if that was help. Which to his liking for a while it did, his body relaxed in the water and he finally felt a little at ease.

That was in till he closed his eyes. The first thing he sore was Sebastian face again and he was laughing an evil clown like laugh for some reason. So needless to say the bath was also cut short.

Now 9:00 at night …

Kurt had just made himself a microwave meal for today; as you can imagine he didn't feel much like cooking. He sat himself in front of the TV forcing himself to watch it to take his mind of anything else.

As he finished that an idea when pop in to his head. Blaine had Facebook he could just use the message thing on there to get a hold of Blaine; after all this was about the time he had his lunch break.

So thinking no more about it, Kurt got into his bed and pulled out his laptop out. He then started it up and went on to Facebook to talk to Blaine. But to his dissepiment Blaine's light was not green which means he was not online at this moment and therefore would not get his messages.

So he was just going to log off when Sebastian name popped up with a message

S: Hello sweetheart how are you? Xxx

K: Leave me alone I now you have been sending me stuff

S: Oh goody! You got my parcels and messages then; did you like them?

K: No I didn't so please leave me alone!

S: And why would I do that? ;-)

K: Please I am begging you, just leave me alone.

S: There is so much more where that came from ;-)

And with that last message from Sebastian being send Kurt throw his laptop across the floor breaking it in half complete.

Once again he was in tears and there was nothing he could do about it but what until Blaine got home to tell him about it all ; and that was two days away!.

So in tears and in pain Kurt went to the bathroom, got out a razor blade and started dragging it across his skin. Watching the blood ran down his arm and stained the floor with the colour of red.

Once happy that he had down enough to himself he then went to the kitchen and wrapped up his arm. And did what he did yes day.

Cried himself to sleep and prayed that it would be all over as soon as possible.

Hey everybody hope you like the chapter sorry again about it begin all doom and gloom , but I promise thing will get better for Kurt and Blaine again soon – I hope . the next update will be when I can peps and other then that thank you for sticking by me with the reviews and the followings and as always in till next time – Keep On Reading – Ohmygleeme23 x (Emily )