An: ok now let's see how Bella is! Thank you my readers and also for the reviews
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EPOV
The past days I have noticed that Bella's been having chest pains and she said she's been fine, but I knew she was lying and I shouldn't have listen to her knowing that she like to play everything off as if she's okay, but she wasn't and now I'm regretting my decision, and even though it's not my fault this has happened, I still feel as if it is and for gosh sakes I'm a doctor and I should have known, but in my studies I know how many people actually have chest pains that then find out that it was heartburn or gas, so I just assumed, just like Bella wanted me to, and now it has now lead me to calling 911 and performing CPR on her, and also waiting for the ambulance.
A moment earlier we were talking and having a great day and then this happens, what luck.
The ambulance had soon come and now we were headed toward hospital, the paramedic's wouldn't even tell me anything and I was a doctor who do they think they are! They should tell me tell me this stuff I have my leads on what's wrong but right now all I can do is hold her hand and worry.
We finally arrived at the hospital and the paramedics take her in, I then decided to call the family to let them know what was happening and Carlisle is already here so I'll have to let him know.
After the frantic call, and knowing that my family would be here soon, has put myself in a little more at ease mood but not much. During this time I had also called Bella's father, to let him know what was happening and we decided not to call Renee until later when we knew more, because we knew how Renee can get and it's better to have information when we call her than none.
I should have brought her in when I asked her if she was alright and I just should have known, how I could have been so stupid! Stupid, stupid me! Ugh this is my entire fault.
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It wasn't so long before Carlisle and the family was in the waiting room and Carlisle was also Bella's doctor. He told me that she should be waking up soon, so he wanted to tell us together, so that then Bella and I could find out together, which he thought was better ideal.
His concerns were well off, and I know my father is a very well doctor, but I had the right to know what Bella's condition was, we were practically married and I didn't know what was wrong with her.
It was twenty minutes later that we finally got to see how Bella was doing, everybody was in a mess; Carlisle said it should be another hour before she should wake. The family then thought it was best if I was just here when she woke up so she wouldn't be overwhelmed. They had then decided to head home and get a good night's rest before seeing Bella.
After everyone had left, it had then left me and Carlisle the only ones in the room with Bella. He had then told me that he would come back every once in a while to check up on her before she should wake, and that when she would wake to page him when she does.
Grabbing the chair from the wall I drag the chair closer to Bella's bedside so I can hold her hand, which would comfort me more. Not before too long while waiting for Bella to wake up, the day actives come rushing back to me, and I finally see darkness.
Not before long, I find myself waking up to soft brown eyes and a soft hand caressing my face with a gentle face.
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BOV
……………..Before I knew it I had another chest pain but this time it was different, and hurt more than before, almost losing my footing Edward catches me, and franticly asks me if I'm okay, but before I can even respond to him, all I see is darkness………………………………..
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Beep… Beep……Beep…..
Oh no, not the beeping again, what happened now is my first thought.
Slowly opening my eyes and slightly disoriented, I let my eyes adjust to the light. Opening my eyes fully now I let myself take in the surroundings knowing that I'm in the hospital. Looking down I see a head of bronze hair and knew that Edward was probably out of his mind since I've been here, and he's probably thinking it's all his fault that I'm here because he's a doctor and should have seen the symptoms, but in reality it wasn't his It was mine.
Looking towards this living angel, I softly caress his face, not before long his emerald green eyes bore into mine with relief and love.
"What happened?" I ask him still caressing his face.
"I don't know, Bella maybe you can tell me, they're not telling me anything even though I'm a doctor and one minute you were fine and the next you were collapsing, I should have brought you in the hospital the first time I noticed your chest pains, this is my fault." He shot out franticly to me.
Yep I told ya he would blame himself.
"All I remember is that my chest was hurting and you franticly asking if I was okay, and then black and nothing at all, and don't you dare blame this on yourself when you know I should have told you, it's not your fault it's mine okay." I scolded him.
"Just please tell me if something wrong next time, please you know it's better that way, you scared me half to deaf especially since I had no clue what was going on and right now the only one who know something Carlisle and he's not telling me until you wake up, which reminds me that I need to page him." He said and then paged him.
"I'm so sorry Edward, I really thought it was nothing and thought I was fine, really and I was going to tell you if something more serious had happened, and well now I can't because I ended up in the hospital."
"I forgive you, but I still should have known, I love you so much and I don't want anything bad happening to you, especially before the wedding, I just wish we could get married now, and forget all the planning, because as long as it's with you then that's perfect." He confessed.
"I feel the same Edward, I love you just don't ever doubt me, okay."
"I would never doubt you." He told me.
Before we could say anything else Carslisle had entered the room, to check up on me, I assume since Edward paged him.
"Ah Bella, It's good to see you awake, you gave us all quite a scare." He told me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."
"I know, so how are you, feeling tired any pains?" He asked joining into doctor mode.
"No, I'm a little sore and exhausted but otherwise, I'm great for waking up in the hospital."
"Well great, for now were going to put you on more medications, and when you wake back up will tell you what's going on with you, so I'll let you and Edward have a moment before we get the medicine in you." He then told me, and gave me a smile when he left the room.
"How long will I be out for?" I asked Edward.
"At least till tomorrow morning, and then will find out what's wrong, they won't even tell me what's wrong which is really frustrating." He replied.
"Well if I'm going to be out for that long, you should go home and get some rest and a good breakfast." I told him.
"I'm not sure…." He started to say but I cut him off.
"No Edward, I love you but you are going home and getting rest, we don't need you ending up in the hospital because of having backache from the chairs you would plan on sleeping in, because you would be too stubborn to sleep in a bed." I scolded him.
"Fine, and I love you too, but you'll see me in the morning, okay, and don't do anything in the night to scare me, because I don't know if my poor heart could handle getting a hospital call in the middle of the night, and also when you wake up tomorrow, don't be to surprise if the whole family is in the room."
"Okay, well you better, now give me my goodnight kiss before you leave and send Carlisle in." I told him.
Bending down and obeying my orders, he gives me a long meaningful kiss, putting as much love in it, as I did back, and telling me he loves me before he leaves. Not too long Carlisle, gives me the medication and I then fall into a peaceful dream about Edward and our future little Edwards I dream of having some day.
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EPOV
Leaving Bella at the hospital was hard, and it gave me great relief when she was awake and feeling well, I don't know what I would do without her, she's my life.
Entering the house, I take a nice long relaxing warm shower before heading to bed, because I needed it, finishing up, I dry myself and put on my boxers.
Getting into bed I'm exhausted, but I knew I was in for a long night especially since Bella wouldn't be at my side. Not before long thought the day had finally caught up and I had finally gone down the dark tunnel with dreams of Bella and our future children which I hope to have with her in our near future.
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An: Two updates in one day how nice am I, well here's the update I know you all wanted to see, and in the next chapter we find out what's wrong with Bella, but do you have any guesses? And this is only the beginning of Bella's problems.
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