I woke up in my own bed at my house. I was still in this dream world. I sighed. I started to move out of bed, but found i couldnt. I looked down at my hands, they were all wrinkled and spotted. I had aged many years. I felt tired and weak. I didnt want to move much at all i found out. Things were definitely harder when you got older.

The door opened and a woman walked in. She looked like a mini copy of me at that age. Oh no, that must be Analise! She turned out to be a beautiful girl. She looked like me, but her fathers blue eyes is what set her apart. She walked with a shadowhunter grace, and i couldnt begin to say how proud i was of her. She would be just like me. She smiled when she saw me. I tried to sit up and she said, "No mom dont do that. Your not doing to well. Sitting up will only make it worse." She came over and helped me lay back down.

"Where is your father dear?" I croaked.

Analise looked worried. "Mom...Dad passed away a few years ago, dont you remember?" she asked timidly.

Memories once again slammed into me. Kael had died peacefully, he had declared his love for me even on his deathbed. He made me remember that he loved me with all of his heart. He smiled at me even though he was slowly slipping away. We had over forty-five years together. He had died in his bed with me and his daughter surrounding him, and now it was my turn.

I was dying.

My heart hammered in my chest. My husband has been dead for four years! I had been alone all this time waiting to die. I missed my husband with the same urgency i always had for him. I truly loved him with all my heart. He was my soul. He was the sun to my horizon. How could i have made it four years without him?

I started to cry. My old frail body heaved with sobs. The pain of losing him still racked my body.

Analise hugged me softly looking worried.

"Mom, Dad loved you. You know that. It was his time to go. We all have our time. Dont cry. Im here with you now." She continued to hug me until my tears had subsided.

I looked into her eyes. Oh how time had flew by. It was only yesterday that me and Kael were holding her by her little hands teaching her to walk. And now she was a full grown adult. Memories hit me again.

Remembering all the moments we had shared in this one lifetime. All the kisses, hugs, and tears. Isabelle passed away a few years before Kael did at a ripe old age. My mother and father were both now gone as well. I was the last one left. I was the only one left who remembered.

I could see us now, all four of us laughing sitting out in the grass at the Morgenstern Manor. None of us had a care in the world back then. We all had simply enjoyed the free things in life. We told our jokes, we told our stories, and at the end of that day i received the best gift of all. A first kiss from Kael.

Kael Herondale had stolen my heart. He had always been a part of me from the start. Our destiny was entwined. We were meant to be together. And that didnt stop just because he was dead. I would be with him soon. I just hoped that when it was my time, i wouldnt be so afraid. I didnt want to leave this behind. I didnt want to leave this world. Kael's presence lingered in this house. Kael's memories lingered in my heart. I hoped that wherever i was going i would remember. I wanted to always remember.

I didnt want to feel these feelings but i had no choice. I was almost one with the other Clary now. I felt her sadness and her grief. We both felt for the life we had lived. I could barely think of my own feelings within this moment. I had memory upon memory filling me now. I would not be able to think clearly at all right now. I was deep in her thoughts and her feelings. It was almost like we were as one. The sorrow she felt i felt. And as she grieved so did i. I could not keep hate inside this heart, it would not let me. I had no other choice but to go with the tide.

My daughter and i spent the evening telling stories. Most of them about Kael, some about her and her husband, some about her two kids. We shared happy memories of our lifetimes. I told her my favorite memories of Kael and i. Told her of how we had fallen in love, and never fallen out of it. I told her of my brother that she never really got to know. I made sure she knew him at least through my memories. He was a strong valiant shadowhunter and he would not be forgotten. I spoke of his final battle and the courage he had to do what had to be done. I told her of her aunt Izzy and all the things we had done. She had cried throughout my stories. We both had. These were the things that should never be forgotten. I spoke with such pride and strength even Analise saw it.

"Mom, you actually got some energy into you now."

"Its your father. When you know a love like that, you will always burn bright. I love you Analise. Always remember that, always remember us." i said.

I laid back in my bed and thought to myself of all the memories i had. All the times in my life where i was filled with such happiness. I would never change a thing. I was not afraid to die. I had lived my life exactly the way i wanted too. Beside the man who moved my mountains. I was at peace.

I smiled one last smile, and then i went to meet Kael.

I was ready.

Wherever he was...

Wherever i went...

I would always remember...