Brown Eyes Part One
A/N-Sooooooooo here it is! The early update that I promised! But it this is just part one! Yeah, um.....I guess this is for HaruHaruGD because I was supposed to do an early update last time, but didnt. Haha so here it is! Also! The update is a little late (Like 9 PM!) but at least its here! Hmm....what else to say? Well yeah so the song is "Brow Eyes"......by Lady Gaga. Hahaha I mean seriously, it was only a matter of time until I use one of her songs! And now the time has come! Hahaha BUT! Dont get me started because once I start talkin about her, it takes awhile for me to stop. Hahaha and so yeah, here is Brown Eyes Part One.
Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns the twilight stuff(characters, etc.) not me. (If I did, Edward wouldnt be with Bella. Hahaha simple as that.)
If everything was everything
But everything is over
Everything could be everything
If only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how i lost you
And your brown eyes
-Lady Gaga
Edwards POV
"Edward, it's Jake. I really want to talk about what happened last night. Did I do something wrong or was it because of what we were talking about.....just call me back okay? Bye."
"Edward, it's Jake again. Just gimmie a call okay? Bye."
"Edward, it's Jake. I really dont know what happened the other night. I'm not mad or anything like that I just........I miss you. I want to know what's going on with us. Just call me back. I really do miss you. Please call me back okay? Bye."
Alice let out a loud "Awww!" as the voice mail ended.
It had been five days since the date incident happened. Jake was trying to get a hold of me ever since then but I didnt have the guts to answer the calls. He had left me those three messages since then. I was letting Alice hear them so she could give me her opinion. The first was the day after the incident, the second was the next day. He had continued to call, but stopped leaving messages until today,which was five days later. When I had first heard the new message, my heart began to ache. He sounded so sad, and he was thinking that he had done something.
"Eddie, just call him." Alice said, pulling me out of my thoughts. "Just let him know what happened."
"I dont think that I can." I said shaking my head. "He probably doesnt even want to see me anyway."
Alice gave me a look that seemed to say "Are you fucking crazy?"
"If he didnt want to see you, then why would he call you, practically begging you to talk to him?" She asked.
It was a good point. "I just, dont know what to say."
"Just call him! Just hearing from you will probably be enough for him!" She pointed out another good point.
I turned my attetion from Alice to my cell phone that was sitting on my bed next to me. Alice was sitting on the bed also.
"Ugh! I'm so confused!"
"What's there to be confused about? Call him! SImple as that!"
"Ugh! Just......wait alright. Im gonna go to the bathroom." I told her as I got up from the bed.
As I walked into my bathroom, I stood in front of my sink. Leaning against the sink. I looked at my reflection.
"You're a monster. You amaze me. How could you do that to Jake?" I shook my head disapprovingly. I took in a deep breathe before turning on the sink and splashing some water on my face. I gently wiped my face with a towel before exiting the bathroom.
As I walked out I saw Alice talking on the phone with someone.
"Oh, yeah. So just come over to the house later and then we can talk more......yeah no problem......alright laaaaaaaterrrr!" She laughed as she hung up and went from the doorway and back to the bed.
I sat down on the bed as well. She just looked at me. Neither of us said a word. Until Rose walked into the room.
"Hey you two." She smiled as she sat down on the bed with us. "Watcha talkin about?"
I took in a deep breath, "Jake."
The smile that was on her face soon faded away, "You still havent talked to him?"
"No."
"Hmm....do you plan on talking to him?"
I simply nodded, staring down at my blankets.
"Then what's stopping you?"
Myself. Paul. Fear of being rejected. The feeling that I'm not worthy. So many things that I have in my mind. But I would never tell them those things, so I just shrugged.
"Hmm....well Alice. Lets not put Eddie on the spot anymore. He has enough on his mind already." She stood up, "Come on and help me with dinner."
Alice nodded as she stood up and began walking out.
"We'll let you think. I'll let you know when dinners ready. Oh and it's just us three. Emmet is working late at the hospital."
I nodded again. The hospital was having Emmet work like crazy latley. So it wasnt anything new that he wouldnt be home for dinner. But now I was alone with my thoughts.
In your brown eyes, i was feeling low
'cause they're brown eyes and you never know
Got some brown eyes, but a soft face
I knew that it was wrong
So baby, turn the record on
Play that song
-Lady Gaga
Jake's POV
Ugh. I thought that things were going good between us, up until that night. What did I do wrong? Even today, five days later, I still didnt understand what went wrong. Right before it happened, it sounded like he was going to say that he loved me. What could I have done? I really dont know. I've called him a countless number of times. Left three messages, one today. And valentines day was two days away.
I let out a loud sigh, as I began walking out of the house to go to work when my phone started vibrating in my pocket. I quickly pulled it out and saw that it was from Edward. My heart began to race and I quickly answered the call.
"Edward! Hey! Oh my God! I've been-"
"Trying to get a hold of my brother?" Alice giggled on the other end of the line.
"Oh. Alice. It's you." I said, my heart slowing to its normal pace at the sad realization.
"Well geez, dont scream so loud. You might make me go def." She said sarcastically.
"I'm sorry, I was just hoping that it would be-"
"Edward?" She finished my sentance, "Yeah I kinda figured."
"Well, anyways. What's up?" I asked
"Well, I have to talk fast because Eddie is just in the bathroom." She paused for a second before talking again, "I know that your guys' first date went a little crazy at the end. And I bet that you're wondering why. Well, just know that it wasnt your fault. And he really, really wants to talk to you, but he's scared that you are going to be mad at him."
"What? Why would he think that?" I asked.
"Well...I dont know. But I do know that he does want to see you again. SO! I, being the amazing genius that I am, have a plan!"
"And your plan is tooo.....what?"
"Well! You would come over to our house! Then you and him can talk! Oh and you can eat dinner with us!"
"Can I bring Becky?" I asked.
"Oh, yeah. So just come over to the house later and then we can talk more"
"Alright cool. Alice, thank you so much for doing this."
"Yeah no problem."
"Alright, well I've gotta go to work so I guess I'll see you later. Call me later to let me know when to go over there."
"Alright laaaaaaaterrrr!" She said before hanging up.
I got that butterfly feeling in my stomach as I got inside my truck and began driving to work. Now I just had to wait for her call later.
In your brown eyes, walked away
In your brown eyes, couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go
And turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong
What went wrong
-Lady Gaga
Rosalie's POV
"What? He's on his way now?"
"Yup!" Alice answered with a smirk, "But shh! Keep it quiet, we don't want Eddie to freak out and leave before he gets here."
"Right." I nodded as I put five plates, "Does Jake know that Edward doesn't know about this plan?"
As I said this, Alice thought for a second, "Hmm....nope! But! That's just gonna make the outcome that much better!"
I rolled my eyes as I went back into the kitchen to get forks.
"Oh and Rose," Alice said, catching my attention. "dont be scared if you hear someone moaning later tonight."
I burst into laughter, "Wow Alice. I so did not need that warning!"
She giggled as she walked away, "Well, ya know what they say! Make up sex is the- ow!" She said as she bumped into Edward, then hit the floor. "Oh my baby jesus! Edward! You cant sneak up on people like that!"
He raised one of his eyebrows, "Okay. But, can I ask why you were talking about make up sex?"
"Ohhhh no reason!" She smiled as she stood up.
Just then, the doorbell rang and Alice gave me a knowing look. Well, I guess I know who that is.
"Edward, why dont you get that?" I suggested.
"Okay!" He smiled as he walked away.
"Well, here's hoping for the best!" I said as I took a sip of newly poored wine from a glass.
Honey yeah, it's no surprise
I got lost in your brown eyes
-Lady Gaga
Edward's POV
"Edward, why dont you get that?" Rose suggested.
I would gladly take the opporrtunity to get out of this kitchen. I had walked into the oddest conversation. Something about make up sex.
"Okay!" I smiled as I walked to the door.
I opened the door and my heart seemed to stop beating when I saw Jake and Rebecca standing at the door. My stomach got that butterfly feeling, and my face got hot when he smirked at me with pleading eyes.
"Hey Edward!" Rebecca greeted with a hug, "Thanks for the invite! Are Rose and Alice in the kitchen?"
It took me a second to realize that she was talking to me, "Oh! Um- yeah! They are there. In the kitchen. Over there." I said nervously.
"Thanks!" She smiled as she walked past me, into the house.
Now, it was just me and Jake standing at the door. I didnt know what to say. And I think he saw that, because he broke the silence.
"Hey." He waved.
"Um, hey." I smiled, staring into his beautiful brown eyes.
His smirk turned into a full on smile that killed me and brought me back to life within the blink of an eye. I couldnt stand the space that was between us any longer. I stepped closer to him, closing practically all the space between us, and wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him.
"I missed you so much." I whispered.
"I missed you too. I was going crazy without you." Jake told me in the same whispering tone, "I love you Edward."
Everything was everything
But baby its the last show
Everything could be everything
But it's time to say goodbye so
Get your last fix, and your last hit
Grab your old girl with her new tricks
-Lady Gaga
A/N-Sooooo? How was it? Please review and let me know! Oh my goodness! Im watching some of "The Bad Girls Club" episodes....dayum! These girls are crazy! Haha OH! AND! So I was going through my reviews, making sure that I sent everyone a thank you, I saw I LUV SETH's picture. Then I saw it bigger and DAYUM! SETH IS FINE! Hahahaha Well yeah! So! Thats it!
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